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Mysterious Weather Across The World. Does it scare you?


Jesus is coming any moment now! Do you know Him Personally as your LORD and SAVIOR? Today is the day of Salvation. You are loved more than you could ever know. Don’t be left behind for what’s about to happen. Jesus loves you. Choose to respond now.

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Not At All…

So I’m sitting here this morning just astonished at my reality. Life is not at all what I believed it to be. So many things have been brought to the light as the darkness in my world has been exposed. Ever since I got saved in 2014, I was one of the Rapture Watchers, like 24/7. I was subscribed to every single end time news YouTube channel as well as a bunch of rapture related channels made by regular people like myself-many with a spirit of fear attached, panic, and anxiety.

Most of this year I have not been watching for the return of The Lord Jesus. At the beginning of the year I was given a powerful word from what I believed to be The Holy Spirit. So I took every step in faith and leaped by faith. As I shared what I’d been given, I experienced horrible backlash from my family and many many tears because of my firm stance on this situation. The night that the lying spirit spoke to me in all of my sorrow and many tears it said “Count the cost.” My world was falling apart and I truly believed I was hearing from The Lord.

Long story short, it’s been one heck of a ride with so much confusion. This year 2017 has been one of the worst of my life. I saw people online earlier in the year proclaiming it as the year of breakthrough but so far I haven’t achieved that in my personal life. I had a very vivid dream back in March where it had just rained and the sky was beautiful, the early morning air was misty. I looked at my husband and I said “This is the genesis.” New beginnings right? I expected something great to happen, but not all new beginnings are good or what we expect.

So, somewhere in this mess with the lying spirits I fell into sin and wound up with a stubborn spirit husband. Maybe it was there all along and assigned to me for such a time as this, I dunno. There’s much to be researched and said about the matter. I have so many spiritual issues right now I could never count them. I have cried out to God about all of this and I am currently coughing up my deliverance one day at a time from this nightmare. I have been sexually molested by unseen demons since about March, nearly 5 months. There’s been very little peace but I have been learning so, so much…

Earlier in the year when I came out of agreement with the molesters and stopped giving into their antics, they began harassing me in other ways like playing with my hair or attacking me with sharp pains or pinches on my arms or legs that felt like tiny bites. I have never ever experienced these demonic attacks and I never ever believed in Deliverance ministry. Funny how experience changes things eh?

Today I came to the conclusion that it is completely impossible to be holy and live holy when you are being sexually molested and aroused 24/7 around the clock. This impacts the type of music I listen to, my moods, and relationships. My mother is concerned about me because she says I am always not feeling good. The devil uses unclean spirits like the spirit husbands/wives to attempt to destroy marriages. It’s not going to work in our case because we are ordained by God Almighty to be together on this journey of life. If it were not for God we would have split years ago for sure. I see God’s Hand in our marriage even today as He is constantly putting new love in our hearts one for another. Despite my husband being a non-believer, he is yet very supportive of me in my faith and encourages me to not miss fellowship meetings and to read my Bible. It’s amazing. Glory to God!

I am just worn and weary, tired of sinning because of this consistent sexual harassment. God knows I am human and but clay, and He understands more than I know…

In this mess I have discovered that I am not the mature Christian I believed myself to be the last few years. In fact, I know very little Scripture and hardly have any memorized (mostly because of the mind control psychotropic meds I’ve been on for years that were messing with my brain). God has placed me in a new group of Believers where we meeting most days of the week and hang out to pray, read the Word, hear a lesson and fellowship in support of each other in these last days. I am so blessed and not thankful enough for this precious gift! This group is rooted in Deliverance Ministry but yet a general Christian hangout on the Zoom social media platform. It’s amazing how He provides me with the means in the midst of my problems. I was going at all of this alone and was clueless so He drew me into my new amazing family and friends. I could like write a book about all of this, wow…

I am not ready for The Rapture. Yes, after warning people all over the internet and buying emergency food supplies and water, I stopped looking when my drama came down at the beginning of this year. This does not mean that anything has changed. Everything is right on schedule with God’s prophetic timeline. I’ve just backed off from the end times news because I have so much trouble going on in my brain and life that I cannot handle and process anything else right now. I know I am not seeing it the way I should and I’ve prayed about that. God’s Mercy is huge, greater than I’ve ever imagined…or will ever know. I have some repenting to do and spiritual work and examining of myself and all. So much information, so much shock, so many life changers in the first half of my 2017. I have been double minded and teeter-tottering from holy to hellish so much lately that it’s exhausting. I mean I need to pick a side and stay on it. However, I know He is able to prepare His Bride and will finish what he started.

I have been rebelling against God and venting alone with taking long drives in my car while listening to worldly and demonic music. This is my coping mechanism. I can’t lasth out at the house. Then I get home and I go back to my MercyMe and Third Day from the Avenged Sevenfold and Katy Perry I’d been playing in my car…ahem.. Some days I just don’t think I can ever go on and I do not want to see another day because I really and truly believe in my heart that I can not take one more day of this. The spirits of suicide and death are running rampant around our globe right now. It’s so sad because many of the sufferers are Christians. God’s People are being attacked like never before. However, we know that all things work out to the good for those that love The Lord. My sin brought the demons into my life and exposed what had already been there and my late father’s Freemason connection to my life and all this other occult stuff.

Legal rights. Renunciations. Binding the strongman. The false Holy Spirit and prophecies. The Kundalini spirit. The fragmentation of my soul.  Ungodly Soul ties. ACTUAL spiritual warfare. Binding and losing. The Kingdom of darkness. Deliverance ministry. The battle for my soul. Generational curses. Automatic writing. The signs and wonders that follow those that believe. Miraculous healing. Casting out demons in Jesus’ Name. Raising the dead. The Mind-blowing Power of The Holy Spirit. Also, sometimes Jesus casts demons out of me Himself when I don’t do anything or address them down here-it’s really a faith  builder! I have cast demons out in our Lord’s Name and I have had them cast out of me. They come out in the forms of coughs, burps, yawns and stuff.

Finally, It has been brought to my attention by The Power of The Holy Spirit that I have many wounds that need healing inside. There are things called defense mechanisms that need to be addressed in my life right now. Read this text below from

“What is a defense mechanism? A defense mechanism is an ungodly reaction within a person that is designed to prevent the person from further harm. It can be fear, unforgiveness, un-correctiveness, rebellion, etc. Think of it as a wall which keeps out both the bad guys along with the good guys.

Unfortunately, the very thing which rises up to defend us, is the very thing which prevents our wound from ever healing. The Holy Spirit is more than eager to get us healed and restored, but we must not put our hand in His face when He’s trying to heal. One of the most important steps in the inner healing process is to remove defense mechanisms so that the Holy Spirit can heal the wounds. Begin to deal with the defense mechanisms, and you will make yourself available for healing.”

I have some strongholds that have to be taken down by The Power of God. I have began mapping it all out in a notebook to try and sort things out to come to a state of peace and a solid walk with Jesus. I hope somehow this post blesses you. Its’ very big but so are the feelings and thoughts inside 🙂

God bless in Jesus’ Name.


Personal Journey

The Door For The Gentiles Is About To Close, Jesus IS Coming Soon! – Amir Tsarfati

You don’t have to hurt alone.

Personal Journey

Reality Check for The Bride of Christ!

Don’t fall for this settling deception. Hear these words of wisdom and take it to The Lord in prayer for your own confirmations. God bless! Jesus is coming soon! ♥

Romans 10:11-13 (KJV)

11 For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.

12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.

13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.


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Are You Watching?

Are you looking for Jesus? Or..are you caught up in the things of this world? Many are sleeping and not watching for The Master’s return. When Jesus catches His Bride away in the air, it will be like in the days of Noah and Lot. Life is carrying on as normal before The Tribulation. People are eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, buying & selling, planting and building. People are busy in their plans concerning this life on earth, forgetting that at any moment now the sky will part as the Trumpet of God sounds and the dead in Christ rise first. Do not be caught up in this world. It could occur any moment & the “left behind” multitude realizes that the Bride of Christ is gone with the Bridegroom.


The Book of Revelation is a literal book and nothing is clearer than the company of Tribulation saints in Revelation 7. No picture in the Book of Revelation is more graphic than this multitude of dying or dead saints, martyred for their faith in Jesus Christ. This vast number is clearly the multitudes that missed the Rapture but repented and became willing sacrifices for Christ.

The cost of discipleship today does not touch the cost of discipleship after the Rapture. The devil will have lost the prize of the “Bride of Christ” he had so determined to destroy. Being left behind, then in order to follow Christ and make it to Heaven, the only way will be dying for Him, as a martyr. The Mark of the Beast that enables people to buy or sell in their right hand or forehead is a guarantee for Hell once you take it. It’s easy to say you wouldn’t take the Mark of The Beast for Jesus in the Tribulation…but think about starving to death for instance. Read Revelation Chapter 13.

Matthew 25:6-10 King James Version

6 And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him.

7 Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps.

8 And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out.

9 But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.

10 And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut.

Are you shining bright for Christ, or are you lukewarm? Are you living with one foot in the world and one with Jesus? This is so serious!

Mark 13:32-37 King James Version (KJV)

32 But of that day and that hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels which are in heaven, neither the Son, but the Father.

33 Take ye heed, watch and pray: for ye know not when the time is.

34 For the Son of Man is as a man taking a far journey, who left his house, and gave authority to his servants, and to every man his work, and commanded the porter to watch.

35 Watch ye therefore: for ye know not when the master of the house cometh, at even, or at midnight, or at the cockcrowing, or in the morning:

36 Lest coming suddenly he find you sleeping.

37 And what I say unto you I say unto all, Watch.


Luke 21:34-36 King James Version

34 And take heed to yourselves, lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting, and drunkenness, and cares of this life, and so that day come upon you unawares.

35 For as a snare shall it come on all them that dwell on the face of the whole earth.

36 Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man.



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Passover Blood Moon Call to Prayer for Israel

Christian leaders are hoping to channel the Passover 2015 Blood Moon fever into a time of fervent prayer for Israel.

Pastor Mark Biltz, who first popularized the Blood Moon tetrads, and Bob O’Dell of Root Source, who discovered unique insights connecting the recent solar and lunar eclipses with the modern State of Israel, are calling for Christians everywhere to pray for four minutes and forty four seconds during the upcoming Passover Blood Moon.


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Cycle of the Blood Moon

“Bob and I were influenced by the rarity of this coming Blood Moon – the shortest lunar eclipse ever recorded in human history on the night of Passover, and the fourth shortest of all eclipses in the last 4,000 years,” Biltz told Breaking Israel News.

The imminent total lunar eclipse, known as a Blood Moon, will take place on the fourth day of the fourth month, April 4th, and will last for exactly four minutes and forty four seconds.

“Iran’s impending nuclear threat in the region has Israel very concerned. So we believe it is both important and urgent that Christians everywhere pray for the peace of Jerusalem on 4/4 for just 4 minutes and 44 seconds,” explained Biltz.

The number four has Biblical significance, according to Root Source co-founder Gidon Ariel. “Not only does God’s name have four letters, but it was on the fourth day of creation that God created the sun and the moon, establishing them as signs to mark sacred times, such as the Festival of Passover. It is incredible to see Christians putting aside centuries of anti-Semitism and coming towards Israel in friendship and prayer this Passover.”

The number four also holds special significance during the Passover seder as there are four cups of wine which correspond to the four expressions describing Israel’s redemption in the Book of Exodus (6:6).

“Therefore, say to the Israelites: ‘I am the LORD, and I will bring you out from under the yoke of the Egyptians. I will free you from being slaves to them, and I will redeem you with an outstretched arm and with mighty acts of judgment.’”

Ariel explained to Breaking Israel News that the Jewish significance of the number four goes further. “The fourth letter of the Hebrew Alphabet is ‘Dalet’ which also means door. It is the door post that has profound significance on Passover, as the Jews spread the blood of the Passover sacrifice on their doorposts causing God to pass over their homes during the Exodus from Egypt.”

Biltz and O’Dell have organized a special prayer event scheduled for 11:58 AM GMT and is a response to a similar call issued two weeks ago by Ariel.  For the corresponding time in your area, click here.

Ariel, an Orthodox Jew, called on Jews and Christians to pray together on behalf of the entire world, during the two minute long shadow over the North Pole during the recent solar eclipse on March 20.


Gidon Ariel (L), of Root Source, leading a special prayer service coinciding with a solar eclipse, March 20, 2015. (Photo: Daystar Burton/ Root Source)

Gidon Ariel (L), of Root Source, leading a special prayer service coinciding with a solar eclipse, March 20, 2015. (Photo: Daystar Burton/ Root Source)

According to Biltz, “If a Jew from Israel calls for prayer for the entire world during the solar eclipse, then we Christians should return the favor and call for prayer for Israel, and the reading of Psalm 122, during the lunar eclipse.”

Ariel explained the reason for the two calls to prayer.

“In Jewish tradition, the nations of the world are likened to the sun, and the Jewish people are compared to the moon,” he told Breaking Israel News. “The prayer offered during the North Pole solar eclipse was for the benefit of the entire world. It is especially moving that two Christians are now calling for prayers for the peace of Jerusalem during the lunar eclipse.”

The recent outpouring of interest in the Blood Moons has been covered widely by mainstream media such as Fox News and the Washington Post. Pro-Israel Pastor John Hagee released a documentary last week entitled “Four Blood Moons”, which sparked another round of interest.

“The Blood Moons have erupted a controversy within the Christian community about the nature of eclipses, their meaning, and whether they can signal future events,” O’Dell explained to Breaking Israel News. “For this prayer event, Mark Biltz and I were willing to put our personal views aside and leverage the occasion for a cause we can all agree upon – to communicate our strong desire to be a blessing to the Nation of Israel.”

For optimal viewing times of the Passover 2015 Blood Moon around the world, click here.

***This blog post is a direct paste from Breaking Israel News

***I have been seeing the number 444 more than a few times lately…turns out I’m not the only one!

***As it is written, no one knows the hour or day that Jesus will return for His Bride. However, if you’ve been watching or begin to pay attention, the signs are all around. Let us get ready right now. More time isn’t guaranteed.

Please pray for Israel now and always. Amen.