Personal Journey

Because He Got Up You Can Get Up! Marcus Rogers


Personal Journey

Jesus TRULY loves you! Don’t Believe, watch this ♥

Jesus TRULY loves you! Don’t Believe, watch this ♥

NO MATTER WHAT! IT’S NEVER TOO LATE TO FIND REST AND SALVATION FOR YOUR SOULS IN CHRIST FOR JESUS LOVES YOU BEYOND MEASURE! YOU ARE PRECIOUS IN THE SIGHT OF GOD AND OF HIS SON JESUS, THE SAVIOR OF MANKIND. YOU MATTER! You don’t have to suffer alone anymore nor believe the lies of the devil who tells you that you are worthless, alone, no good, ugly, stupid, nobody loves you, and all else that’s negative. There’s HOPE right HERE right NOW for you, if you just CRY OUT TO JESUS! He tasted death for everyone! Your sins will be forgiven, you will receive eternal life and the best friend you could ever have who sticks closer than a brother.


Life, Personal Journey

Daily Bread

Revelation 21:4 – And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
John 16:33 – These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
Psalms 30:5 – For his anger [endureth but] a moment; in his favour [is] life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy [cometh] in the morning.
Romans 8:18 – For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time [are] not worthy [to be compared] with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
2 Corinthians 7:10 – For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death.
1 Thessalonians 4:13 – But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.
Isaiah 35:10 – And the ransomed of the LORD shall return, and come to Zion with songs and everlasting joy upon their heads: they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.
Proverbs 10:22 – The blessing of the LORD, it maketh rich, and he addeth no sorrow with it.
1 Peter 5:7 – Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
1 Samuel 1:15 – And Hannah answered and said, No, my lord, I [am] a woman of a sorrowful spirit: I have drunk neither wine nor strong drink, but have poured out my soul before the LORD.
Personal Journey

Living Out Recovery.

Living Out Recovery.

Struggle is the proof that you’ve not been conquered. Remember that whatever looks like BIG TROUBLE is really faith on its way to GREATNESS!!! When we want something we’ve never had, we must do something we’ve never done before.

It was very uncomfortable in the beginning, and beyond difficult. Special thanks to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, The Son of God, who paved the way for me. God forgave me for the abuse I inflicted upon myself, and healed my internal wounds of spirit. You can go to a doctor anywhere in the world and get medication for your sickness, but where can we find healing for what’s inside of us? The answer is from Jesus, The Son of God. I will always give Him all the credit for blessing me to get through all of this.

I guarantee you that Recovery is worth the effort it takes. If you’ve reached the end of your rope, make a knot and hang on!
May God bless you now and always,


Personal Journey

If You Are Hurting, Hold on!

If You Are Hurting, Hold on!

I’m trusting in God Almighty. When I ran out of the medication I needed to stabilize me upon experiencing a manic episode last week, Our Father stepped in. I had the basic medications I normally take, but my rescue meds were really expired, and I couldn’t get up with my doctor.
These past 4-5 days God has been my Saphris. With the Power in His Hands that touched my fragile, jolted mind I have been able to sleep 8 hours a night for the past 3-4 nights! This is a miracle considering the mania I was fighting with last week. I shouldn’t have gotten much sleep at all. This defies all human logic. I believe in miracles!

Once again when I let my fingers slip away, nearly completely from His Hand with all of that mania which was brought about by my allergy to the stimulant, Caffeine, He did not let me fall. I am not worthy. I’ve been in this cycle for months now, making the same mistakes. I keep poisoning my system with this stimulant that has a horrible reaction with my medications. My allergy is rare and not that common, but Caffeine is Cocaine and Heroine to me. I can get it legally, and through a drive through window-don’t even have to leave my car…

I’m not saying for anyone to stop their medication and leave it all up to God, just simply that when we’re down to nothing and nobody else can help, He CAN, and He WILL DELIVER!!!

No matter how much pain you are dealing with, He is stronger than all of it. Let Him be your Healer, and I guarantee results. Your miracle is only one prayer away! Surrender your life, your pain to Jesus Christ and you will truly know peace.
Blessed be His Holy Name!!! ❤
Praise God!



Personal Journey

My Love Is Broken.

My Love Is Broken.

Isn’t that awesome? Perhaps that’s what many of us long for… That kind of love. A powerful one. Not a ‘love’ where someone is capable of breaking your heart 5 different ways in 24 hours, lack of respect, but not of neglect…Where is love?

My love is broken. Its all grim and gloomy. I was praying for my God to restore my marriage…but how can something be restored that never really was? I seek transformation. I pray all the time..

This house is colder than an igloo this spring. My heart wants to stay, but my spirit is slowly dying because of him. He’s toxic to all of me: mind, body, and soul! Oh, my God, deliver me! The big D is horrific to say the least. I’ve seen loved ones that I’m so close with go through it. According to my faith, I may leave, if he will not turn around/repent. However, I think I have to remain alone for the rest of my days. I suppose what he did was just ‘unfortunate’ for me. My shot at happiness was trampled on with a the lie of a foundation that we were founded on 5 years ago.
I’m going to therapy at 10 a.m. today to go over all of this. I’ve been keeping a journal for release, and I’m gonna share that with her today. Family of faith, brothers and sisters in Christ, please pray for me, my soul, and my broken heart; all the pieces that are left. This is the hardest decision I will ever have to make. Will I remain a prisoner who loves somebody in these unhealthy conditions? I don’t know what feeling in love is like, vs. loving a man.

I must carry on. Today is going to be what I make it, despite the conditions. I will pray all throughout the day, and try and keep my mind occupied. For it will be a little while before I can make a change, if that’s what is going to happen.

Have a blessed day, my friends!