Autobiography, Life, Personal Journey

Life Is Peachy.

I praise God today for my life. I praise Him for love and for blessings. I was complimented today at my doctors appointment by another woman for wearing this color. I marvel at The One Who made Lillies and all of the beautiful fish in the ocean. God has blessed me so good with vibrancy and hope. A new zeal, a fresh Fire. I want to give it all back to Him.

Because He lives, I live. Because He was Broken, I can be Whole. The Resurrection Power is for everyone. The Lord is The Artist of all. He can paint anything He pleases and make it beautiful.

I praise His Holy Name for my new song.

Glory to God! I have found love. My Beloved and I were bonded by God Himself.

He’s so amazing and talented. I am no longer cursed. By The Grace of God, I can appreciate these blessings. Hallelujah! ❤️🔥🔥🔥

Christianity, Personal Journey, prayer

Prayer Against Human Trafficking ♥ 8.9.18 Let Us Pray!

Heavenly Father, we come together before You now, praising you for another day of signs and wonders, another blesssed opportunity to just breathe for You, live for You, serve You, and know You like never before. You are So Awesome! Praise Your Holy Name!

Almighty God, we lift up all of the missing children and people around the world, all involved in human trafficking-both those committing the crimes and those in bondage. We Praise You that they would hear Your Voice. Remit the sins of the people, Almighty God, convict and pierce the hardest of hearts around the world right now to receive Yeshua. Let The darkest of nights give birth to the brightest of beginnings for the souls of men everywhere! We praise You for Salvation and Revival!

Thank You Lord for setting the captives free visibly and invisibly. The physical and the spiritual. In The Name of Yeshua, we loose legions of angels to go around the world and shut down Satanic rituals and their plots! We Praise You, Almighty God, for freedom this night! Let the whole world see ALL of Yeshua’s Salvation benefits! Deliverance is one of them, God! Wake up Your Church today with Fresh Fire so we can turn the world upside down for His Namesakes and for The Gospel!

In The Name of Yeshua, we BIND death and despair worldwide, thanking YOU, Holy One of Israel to take any backlash or retaliation against us in any way. Be Glorified in our lives today!

Hallelujah!

In Yeshua’s Name we pray, Amen



 

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Christianity, Music, Personal Journey

Mood Music… ♥ † ♥

According to Merriam-Webster,

Definition of marionette

: a small-scale usually wooden figure (as of a person) with jointed limbs that is moved from above by manipulation of the attached strings or wires.

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Have you ever felt controlled like a Marionette?

Perhaps you have been in an abusive relationship or had a rough upbringing as a child?

All of the emotions that follow abuse are so consuming… Soul consuming.

This is why it’s so important for us as Believers to renew our minds

Reading The Word of God regularly purges our hearts…

Hebrews 4:12 King James Version (KJV)

For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.

So here’s the song… Marionette.

“Marionette”

I wanna cut me free, you wanna clip my wings
I’m made of flesh and bone, you wanna take control of me
You wanna dress me up, I wanna feel the sun
You wanna play pretend, I’m not about to bend, you’ll see
This is not a game
You want the strings so you can
Pull at my soul and tear me down
You want it all, I’m not your marionette doll
So let me go, oh
I’m taking back the day you tried to steal from me
I’m going to make my voice, you’ll never get my choice to breathe
This is not a game
You want the strings so you can
Pull in my soul and tear me down
You want it all, I’m not your marionette doll
So let me go, oh
Let me go, oh
So let me go, oh
Let me go, oh
I wanna cut me free but you wanna clip my wings
This is not a game
You want the strings so you can
Pull in my soul and tear me down
You want it all, I’m not your marionette doll
So let me go
You want the strings so you can
Pull in my soul and tear me down
You want it all, I’m not your marionette doll
So let me go
Songwriters: Dave Bassett / J. Culpepper / Jared Hartmann / K. Seals / Kristen May / Sameer Bhattacharya
Marionette lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

 

I’ve been listening to Flyleaf a lot lately.

I have really been relating to the lyrics like I’ve never related to lyrics before…

So, The Lord is leading me to share some songs that have been on my heart lately with the lyrics, by different artists.

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While we’re on the subject, check out Lacey Sturm‘s amazing testimony below for The Glory of God. I pray it really moves you, especially if you’ve ever dealt with suicide or the darkest of dark…

 

From the video description box:   Singer Lacey Sturm, who was once suicidal, shares how she found purpose in her life. Watch and share. If this story of hope has touched your heart visit: http://www.findingmyhope.org


This morning, this is the song I am feeling the most… Praise God.

Check out this song!

 

“Fade Away”

Hey, don’t wanna run no more
Hey, must find an open door
Hey, ask him to step inside
Hey, I’m tired of this life

I don’t wanna waste away
Like I saw myself fading yesterday
I don’t wanna feel the shame
I don’t wanna waste away
Like I saw myself fading yesterday
I don’t wanna feel the pain
I don’t wanna waste away

Hey, walk on but don’t come forth
Hey, find what I lost before
Hey, must change the shape I’m in
Hey, never go back again

[Chorus]

I’m coming to know
I’m coming to see you now (see you now)
I’m coming to go
I’m coming to see you now,
Believe you now

I don’t wanna waste away,
I don’t wanna waste away

[Chorus til end]

I recently wrote another post about this band. Check it out here.


 

More Mood Music…

Ephesians 6:13 King James Version (KJV)

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

 

“Fire Fire”

Almost thought we made it home,
But we don’t know this place at all,
That’s enough now dry your tears
It’s been a long eleven years

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,

You’re ashamed of where you’re from,
Crying ’cause your father’s drunk
We can’t die because we’re young
At least that’s what we heard in a song

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars

You’re ashamed of what you’ve done,
Crying ’cause your father’s wrong
Trying to be something new,
You’ll feel that you were something to prove

What you confuse for glory’s fire
Is fire from the tongues of liars.
What you confuse for glory’s fire
Is fire from the tongues of liars.
Oh send your rain

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
(oh send your rain)
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars
(oh send your rain)

Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars,
(oh send your rain)
Fire, fire, fire!
Fire from the tongues of liars

You’re afraid of who you are (you’re ashamed of where you’re from)
Crying ’cause your father’s gone (fire from the tongues of liars)
Dreaming ’til you hit the truth (we can’t die because we’re young)
You’ll find that you’ve nothing to lose (fire from the tongues of liars)
You’ll find that you’ve nothing to prove.

 


The Lord will bless you by bringing you to a place or a point where you are just READY to STAND for His Namesake. You are just READY to fight BOLDLY for The TRUTH. Only GOD can bring us to this place where we, by HIS Strength, take a stand against the accusers, the tongues of liars. How do we do that? Simple. Speak forth The Truth in Love… ♥

Ephesians 4:11-15 King James Version (KJV)

11 And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers;

12 For the perfecting of the saints, for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ:

13 Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ:

14 That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive;

15 But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:

 

God has a calling on your life. Whoever you are. You are reading this blog post for a reason. He is speaking to you. Are you listening? Can you hear the voice of The Holy Spirit? Do you feel a tugging on your heart? Are tears welling up inside you in a way they have not before? The Presence of God makes us cry because of HIS Overwhelming LOVE. I praise HIM for that… Only God can help us to feel in a world where man easily becomes jaded… Just pray and ask Him to help you… I prayed this verse over myself and it is manifesting day by day. I am just blown AWAY at what GOD is doing in my own life everyday. I know HE CAN and WILL do it for you too! Check this out! ♥

Ezekiel 36:26-27 King James Version (KJV)

26 A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh.

27 And I will put my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judgments, and do them.

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In the midst of raw emotions like angst and rage, are personal wars. On the Shoulders of The Son of God, I am on the Brink of Vindication.

I have The Favor of my Father. As a Born Again Believer, you can count on GOD having your back!  See Psalm 105 here. Read below…

Psalm 105 King James Version (KJV)

1 O give thanks unto the Lord; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people.

Sing unto him, sing psalms unto him: talk ye of all his wondrous works.

Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the Lord.

Seek the Lord, and his strength: seek his face evermore.

Remember his marvellous works that he hath done; his wonders, and the judgments of his mouth;

O ye seed of Abraham his servant, ye children of Jacob his chosen.

He is the Lord our God: his judgments are in all the earth.

He hath remembered his covenant for ever, the word which he commanded to a thousand generations.

Which covenant he made with Abraham, and his oath unto Isaac;

10 And confirmed the same unto Jacob for a law, and to Israel for an everlasting covenant:

11 Saying, Unto thee will I give the land of Canaan, the lot of your inheritance:

12 When they were but a few men in number; yea, very few, and strangers in it.

13 When they went from one nation to another, from one kingdom to another people;

14 He suffered no man to do them wrong: yea, he reproved kings for their sakes;

15 Saying, Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm.

16 Moreover he called for a famine upon the land: he brake the whole staff of bread.

17 He sent a man before them, even Joseph, who was sold for a servant:

18 Whose feet they hurt with fetters: he was laid in iron:

19 Until the time that his word came: the word of the Lord tried him.

20 The king sent and loosed him; even the ruler of the people, and let him go free.

21 He made him lord of his house, and ruler of all his substance:

22 To bind his princes at his pleasure; and teach his senators wisdom.

23 Israel also came into Egypt; and Jacob sojourned in the land of Ham.

24 And he increased his people greatly; and made them stronger than their enemies.

25 He turned their heart to hate his people, to deal subtilly with his servants.

26 He sent Moses his servant; and Aaron whom he had chosen.

27 They shewed his signs among them, and wonders in the land of Ham.

28 He sent darkness, and made it dark; and they rebelled not against his word.

29 He turned their waters into blood, and slew their fish.

30 Their land brought forth frogs in abundance, in the chambers of their kings.

31 He spake, and there came divers sorts of flies, and lice in all their coasts.

32 He gave them hail for rain, and flaming fire in their land.

33 He smote their vines also and their fig trees; and brake the trees of their coasts.

34 He spake, and the locusts came, and caterpillers, and that without number,

35 And did eat up all the herbs in their land, and devoured the fruit of their ground.

36 He smote also all the firstborn in their land, the chief of all their strength.

37 He brought them forth also with silver and gold: and there was not one feeble person among their tribes.

38 Egypt was glad when they departed: for the fear of them fell upon them.

39 He spread a cloud for a covering; and fire to give light in the night.

40 The people asked, and he brought quails, and satisfied them with the bread of heaven.

41 He opened the rock, and the waters gushed out; they ran in the dry places like a river.

42 For he remembered his holy promise, and Abraham his servant.

43 And he brought forth his people with joy, and his chosen with gladness:

44 And gave them the lands of the heathen: and they inherited the labour of the people;

45 That they might observe his statutes, and keep his laws. Praise ye the Lord.

 

This AMAZING, Beautiful Psalm reminds me of another Favorite…

Romans 8:31

“What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?”

The above verse is a banner over my life. I am living proof of It’s TRUTH. Everyday.

Praise THE LORD all the earth!

It is in the darkest of hours and in the fiery furnaces of this life that we can literally see that GOD is ALL we need. GOD is The ONLY ONE Who can be there like THAT...and hold you like that… Praise His Holy Name!!!

Psalm 62:5-6 (KJV)

My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him.

He only is my rock and my salvation: he is my defence; I shall not be moved.


 

Many are the plans of a mans heart, ya know.

Here are some awesome lyrics about that (I just saw them on another amazing post by Mr. Jeffrey A. Hale, which I will be posting next, Glory to God!) ♥

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We have our own ideas of how we want things to go. The LORD is so good to us! He wants to hear our hearts as we pray, but we must keep in mind, as I am learning…

God is God alone. God is Sovereign. He knows best. His Timing and Ways are The Best.

Proverbs 19:21 King James Version (KJV)

21 There are many devices in a man’s heart; nevertheless the counsel of the Lord, that shall stand.

 

The LORD sees The WHOLE picture. Past, present, and future.

So, do not be discouraged if your prayers aren’t answered EXACTLY the way you anticipate… His ways are so much higher! Be of good cheer!  🙂

You are loved by someone who died to know you! ♥

Thank You, Yeshua! ♥

 

 

Just one more…. As led by The Holy Spirit!

For The Glory of GOD! In The Name of The SON! †

“Call You Out”

How can you act like you know
When all you know is to lie?
Another truth to expose,
Freedom will capture their eyes.
We find this truth
We fight. You lose.

Your time’s up now.
That’s enough now.
Shut up, get out!
Truth called you out.

I know this language of yours
–
I used to speak it so well.
A fire meant to be pure
Is now the fire of Hell.
It is written
Long before you.

Your time’s up now.
That’s enough now.
Shut up, get out!
Truth called you out.

I hear your claims,
And I know your name;
I hear your claims,
And I know your name:

Liar.
Liar.

Your time’s up now.
That’s enough now.
Shut up, get out!
Truth called you out.

Your time’s up now.
That’s enough now.
Shut up, get out!
Truth called you out.

 

If this blog post blessed you, I feel led by The Spirit of God to ask that you would share the music on this page. The world needs Yeshua/Jesus like never before. The Antichrist system may be set up and the kingdom of darkness may be doing their thing, but THE CHURCH IS STILL HERE, so let’s shine! ♥ I feel like The LORD has really been speaking to me lately about SHINING.  †

Hearing The Gospel in different ways and different types of music can really make a difference. I pray you have a wonderful day in The LORD!

Jesus loves you! ♥

 


Christianity, Personal Journey

THIS IS A WAR. Mind-blowing Documentary from Thomas Dunn & Jared Chrestman of Through The Black!

THIS IS A WAR!

Battle-lines are CLEARLY drawn! Whose side are you on? In an age of the most lukewarm Church ever, we must choose to walk with Yeshua/Jesus closely. We must choose to be BOLD for our faith. We must SHOUT the Truth in Love and without fear. The LORD God Almighty of Israel has called us all to turn the world upside down and set it on FIRE in The Name of Yeshua for The sake of The Gospel-for the souls of  all mankind! Let’s go!

About:

A tattoo artist, fascinated by occult symbology and initiated into a secret society, boldly declares Jesus Christ as Lord and reflects on the battle between good and evil. A Christian broadcast show host brings into focus the times we are living in and the need to stand together against the enemy. A hardened and hopeless violent criminal takes a bullet and finds healing, joy, and freedom in his Savior. Overcoming childhood wounds and abuse through the creative outlet of hip-hop music, using the Word of God to discern the lies and deception of “Christian” occultism, deliverance from drug addiction and demonic attacks, fighting on the front lines against ideologies that murder the innocent.

 

Check out THROUGH THE BLACK! Click Here for Spiritual Warfare Stuff!
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Praise THE LORD GOD OF ISRAEL!!! ♥ †  ♥
To GOD be THE GLORY ALONE FOREVER!
Yeshua/Jesus LOVES YOU!
Get to know HIM today! He LOVES YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!! 🙂
If you feel led, please share this blog post and the information on it.
The Lord is really pressing on my soul to share these things and get The TRUTH out NOW.
It is HIS WILL that NONE should perish. Thanks a bunch! God bless in Yeshua’s Name! ♥

 


Verse of The Day from The Holy Spirit
Praise GOD!

1 John 1:5 (KJV)
“This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.”

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John 8:32 King James Version (KJV)

And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

abuse, Personal Journey

Prayers for Tonight… ♥

Please pray with me right now… Thank you.

Abba Y-h, in the Name of Yeshua, we lift up all babies, boys, girls, men and women who are involved or being used in the adult entertainment industry and sex slavery. Human trafficking. Satanic Ritual Abuse. We ask You to please infiltrate the enemies camp and remove spiritual hostages. Convict people that are going to drag shows, strip clubs, night clubs and bars. Cancel all assignments and plans of ritual abuse to shatter the human soul for the purposes of the kingdom of darkness. Set the captives free TONIGHT Yeshua, so that they don’t have to spend another second in a CAGE whether literal or spiritual. Intervene, oh G-d, and expose the darkness. Put an end to this madness. In The Name of Yeshua, Amen.

 

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Personal Journey

Inner Healing… 8/2/2018 ♥

Glory to God.

This is the first inner healing journal entry I have ever shared with the world.

Yeshua has been healing my broken soul this year like never before. He leads me through the darkest of valleys into His Marvelous Light each day. I am more whole day by day. More to come later about the sensitive topic of inner healing and what it means to be truly broken before God…


 

Inner Healing 7.16.18

 

Eye doctor appointment is an eye opener for sure.

Filling out the paperwork was both humbling and sobering.

Praise God for resurrecting me…

This is huge.

From Beauty to Ashes. All pride is exposed.

Sitting here under this bright, white overhead fluorescent light makes me feel naked-just completely exposed.

The Lord is bringing me to places of confrontation where I have to look at and deal with things that make me seriously uncomfortable.

However, in the midst of it all is a greater intimacy and walk with my Creator-which is what Jesus/Yeshua died for. God wanted Complete Reconciliation between Himself and His Creation. This is The Revelation of The Cross. This is what The Lord used to show me my brokenness. I hadn’t seen The Passion of The Christ in like 15 years. I remembered the movie really wrecked me emotionally.

I was having a terrible 2017 so I tried to press into God like never before. One way I felt led to try was to watch the movie about Jesus/Yeshua. I had no emotional response.

Today, I expound.

August 2, 2018…

At the doctor’s office, I had to update my patient information. It had been so long… I took my clipboard and sat down, ear buds in my ears. I was blaring my personal playlist on Spotify-Particularly, Roots and Wings by Miranda Lambert as I pondered my Testimony and developments underway at The Very Hand of God.

This song is so personal for me. It’s like 2018 has been my year of Breakthrough and I am blown away at my Lord… The Miracles keep unfolding with The Truth!

 

 

Lyrics to “Roots and Wings” by Miranda Lambert

Roots And Wings
I got red dirt stains
On my boots and jeans
Calloused fingers
From my guitar strings
Wild like the wind
In the tall pine trees
I got roots
And I got wings
I raise my glass
On a Saturday night
I thank the Lord above
On my Sunday drive
For Daddy’s hands
And Mama’s dreams
He gave me roots
She gave me wings
He said run on love
And run on life
And plant some seeds
Until you’re tired
Don’t take anything at all for granted
She said raise your hands
And raise your babies
Be yourself
And never change it
Be everything you ever wanna be
He said run on love
And run on life
And plant some seeds
And take your time
Don’t take anything at all for granted
She said raise your hands
And raise your babies
Be yourself
And never change it
Be everything you ever wanna be
I saddle up
When I get down
Sing every night
In a different town
And I’ve got a man who wears my ring
And I got roots
And I got wings
Yeah I got roots
I got wings
Songwriters: Miranda Lambert
Roots And Wings lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

 

Back to the doctor visit…

The Lord pulled back the curtain of my heart as my eyes scanned the black and white form.

Emergency contacts. Diagnoses. Previous surgeries, family history, etc…

I could see my ashes all over the place. I am resurrected with Christ, far more than I ever thought. I had no idea just how dead I was.

The enemy tried to completely rob me of my identity. The Lord has intervened.

I am no longer cursed, but blessed, and the things that God is doing just takes my breath away… ♥

Praise The Lord! He is The God of The Living and not The God of the dead! ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

Also, on another beautiful note for The Glory of God, while I was there in the waiting room, I met this lovely couple named Danny and Anna Conn. They are amazing People of God and I praise The Lord for this Divine Appointment. We shared our thoughts about the current state of The Church and had a nice little fellowship. Praise The Lord! I shared God’s Awesome Deliverance Fellowship group with them, then around a week later I ran into Anna at work! We took a picture! Praise The LORD!

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Hallelujah!  ♥

In other news…

The LORD blessed me with a new hairstyle today on August 3, 2018.

I went for the Marilyn Monroe look.

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She was known for different reasons and remains an icon…but God knows why I chose this hairdo. He led me to as part of His story. I relate to Marilyn, like many other women. She may have been involved in darkness and living in sin, but she was a real woman, and she was broken. I praise God for healing my brokenness. It is through Yeshua/Jesus ALONE that ANYBODY can be made WHOLE. ♥

Praise GOD!

Christianity, Personal Journey

Serious Prayer Time! Now! Thanks †

Urgent Prayers Tonight!

Brothers and Sisters,

It is of utmost importance that we come together this night and pray, HARD!

Little lives and Precious souls are at stake.

The LORD GOD of ISRAEL IS ANGRY. He is coming with a HUGE Vengeance for all who do not repent for breaking people! The Battle is The Lord’s.

You cannot contend with GOD ALMIGHTY!

Praise God! I feel the FIRE!
In The Name of Yeshua, we give thanks to The LORD God Almighty of ISRAEL! We Praise You, Father! For You Are AWESOME! We give thanks for our KING and our MESSIAH! We Praise You, Yeshua!
You tasted death so we wouldn’t have to.
You were broken so we could be made whole.
You took our shame so we do not have to be ashamed!

Lord, we petition The Courts of Heaven as Your Body…Your Bride..this night!
We ask in Yeshua’s Name, that ALL plans, plots, and schemes of the kingdom of darkness related to Satanic Rituals/the lunar eclipse be rendered null and void right NOW! Let everything plotted in secret be exposed for the world to see!
Almighty God, RAIN Your Revival FIRE on the earth like NEVER before!!!

In The Name of The Son of God, Yeshua, our Messiah, we utterly shut down and CANCEL ALL Satanic Rituals in the earth this night! In The Name of Yeshua, we break and cancel all enemy assignments against the lives of innocent little ones, and ignorant, unlearned individuals susceptible to such crimes.
In Yeshua’s Name, we bind up the spirits of death, suicide, depression, sorrow, hopelessness, gender confusion, Baphomet, perversion, and all else for all the earth! In turn we LOOSE the Fruit of The Spirit into the land in exchange in Yeshua’s Name!

Wake up and shake up the earth, Lord GOD ALMIGHTY!
Let The Church no longer SLEEP!
Father God, Please cancel any backlash or retaliation on behalf of all those interceding regarding this in Yeshua’s Name.

In The Name of Yeshua, I prophesy BREAKTHROUGH over all of FACEBOOK! Everyone reading this, receive your BLESSING in The Name of YESHUA!

*Image via Free Press Journal

Music, Personal Journey

Fear, Fear…Get Away From Here.

#fearnot
#makeme

#lettinggo
#bowdown
#everykneeshallbow

#boldasalion
#NowPlaying

I couldn’t find the lyrics anywhere online, so this is part of the song lyrics…what I heard them to be as I listened on Spotify and transcribed. All rights belong to Kate White Band and all The Glory belongs to God.

FEAR by Kate White

I’m standing on the banks of the river watching it rising.

Tired of praying, tired of crying, over analyzing.

Fear, Fear, get away from here.

Desperately trying to keep my head above water but it’s taking me under

Be a lot more peaceful, than trying to wrestle with the lightning and thunder.

Faith, Faith, tell me your still here.

Fear, Fear, get away from here.

Not gonna waste anymore tears.

(song goes on)

♥ †

-Get it on Spotify HERE

Get Kate White Music HERE

 

2 Timothy 1:7 (KJV)

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

 


About Kate White via https://www.katewhitemusic.com/

ABOUT

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“For as long as I can remember, music has been an extension of my soul – a way to express my heart, to heal, to encourage others, to ‘speak’ truth in a song that can break through the walls around someone’s heart and let them know they are loved and that they matter.”

From her early roots playing bluegrass in her family band, to her infusion into folk/pop, celtic and country, Kate’s heart for organic grown and ambient infused arrangements continue to move her music and the message behind it forward.

Eight records in, Rise Up, Kate’s latest project and second release on the Responding Records label, is a full worship album combining the best of Kate’s folk influences with an indie / pop feel that is sure to bring a fresh sound to mainstream worship music.

Kate says, “The songs on this record truly reflect a sense of gratitude and celebration rising up out of the ashes. The struggle is real, but there is a joy that rises up from the rubble and makes something utterly beautiful and profound out of our lives when as we are faithful. May these songs bring a new intimacy and power to your walk with Jesus! And may they remind you of the freedom we have and the rest He has promised.”

 Six Feet Down, released on The Responding Records label, has an Allison Krauss / Robert Plant ‘Rising Sands’ vibe with some Civil Wars mixed in.  Rooted in her own story, this album authentically covers deeper struggles of life, yet lifts to a hopeful conclusion.

Kate shares, “The message of this project weaves through the deeper brokenness of our lives and gives a voice to subjects that music often dances around but never fully addresses.  The beauty of it is it’s specific and illusive at the same time.  It calls you out if you’ve lied and cheated your way through life, yet it gives you a voice if you’ve never been heard.  It’s my prayer that this CD will give hope to those who are on both sides of an offense and strengthen all of us to move toward truth and wholeness.”  

Kate is also a sought after speaker, something she would say pursued her…”I didn’t start off thinking I would be an artist and a speaker, but it grew naturally out of our events.  I often share stories in our concerts, stories behind the songs, the brokenness I’ve walked through or the deeper truths God is revealing to me as I grow and heal in my own life. I long to see people living balanced lives and pressing into God’s rest and mystery.  Many of us are running hard, too busy to slow down.  Sometimes that’s just life getting away from us, but often it can be a way to avoid what we’ve pushed down for too long – wounds, longings, disappointment, fear.  God knows it all and longs to draw us close…”  Kate speaks from an honest place about life, love, humility and surrender.  

Kate lives in Vancouver, WA with her husband, Jeff and has three grown children. Kate tours regionally with her band and nationally as a solo artist and speaker.  She is the founder of Music That Matters, an organization dedicated to bringing hope to the broken and raising up artists to discover their unique call and story, and use their artistry to communicate their story to a lost and hurting world.

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Six Feet Down is currently my FAVORITE album in life…

It’s just spot on for me and where I’m at right now in the chapter The Lord has me living out for His Glory. I am alive like never before and I am so excited and eager to serve God in what He has called me to do… Amen.

Here’s just a glimpse of what The Lord has done and is doing in my life. Special things and special people.. ♥

Praise God! You can look at these images and speculate lol.

The Lord is just on the move in my life like never before and I am soooo happy!

I am not afraid anymore. By The Grace of God I will speak and shout the Truth in Love!

I am so grateful and I bless His Holy Name for He really does make ALL things new!

Be blessed today in Yeshua’s Name! ♥

Personal Journey

Do You Know What it’s like?

Have you ever had a friend come to you for advice or just looking for a shoulder to cry on? Maybe on some accounts you had no idea what to say. Maybe their pain was too heavy. Maybe you just could not relate at all, so all you could do was listen?

Jesus/Yeshua knows what it’s like every time.

Yeshua knows what the worst of the worst feels like.

Sometimes as human beings we just feel alone. Sometimes we feel like absolutely NOBODY gets it! We sit and scream in frustration. We grit our teeth and throw punches. Maybe you hang up on people… Maybe you don’t answer the door. Maybe you keep a journal. Maybe you pray. Whatever the case, we all suffer and have hard times in this life.  That is when you can look to The Cross and see that The Lord Jesus/Yeshua paid for you and every moment of pain is not in vain. God has plans for all of us. ♥

All this reminds me of these lyrics:

“When you feel like you’re alone in your sadness
And it seems like no one in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call my name and I’ll be there
You just call my name and I’ll be there.”   

Check out this song by Christian rock band Third Day called “Call My Name.”

“Call My Name” lyrics

It’s been so long since you felt like you were loved
So what went wrong
But do you know there’s a place where you belong
Here in my armsWhen you feel like you’re alone in your sadness
And it seems like no one in this whole world cares
And you want to get away from the madness
You just call my name and I’ll be there
You just call my name and I’ll be there

The pain inside has erased your hope for love
But soon you will find
That I’ll give you all that your heart could ever want
And so much more

You just call my name
You just call my name

Call my name, say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

Call my name, say it now
I want you to never doubt
The love I have for you is so alive

You just call my name
You just call my name
You just call my name now

The love I have for you is so alive
The love I have for you is so alive
You just call my name
You just call my name
You just call my name


All of this brings me to my point. The Lord started this blog post with His own Word. Here are a couple of Amazing Verses from The Bible. My personal favorite chapter in The Word of God is Isaiah 53 because I really appreciate how my Savior poured out His Soul, for my broken soul and all the rest of the brokenhearted. For ALL the world… ♥

Isaiah 53:11-12 King James Version (KJV)

11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.

12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.


 

Precious readers, you are beautiful. God loves you so much that He gave His only Begotten Son for you. In all honesty, I don’t fully understand it myself. Day by Day The Spirit of God teaches me and The Lord Yeshua Himself opens up His Heart and my eyes to help me understand The Cross and what He did for me, for ALL of the world. All of us!

I love Yeshua because He is so good, He is so tender. God became a man and took EVERYTHING for us, so The most Precious Fellowship between Father God (our Creator) and His Creation would be restored! It’s a learning process. The human heart can harden. The human heart can break. The soul can be broken. Our pain can clog up our feelings. This is why we read of Amazing verses like this one below:

Psalm 51:10  (KJV)

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.


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Have you ever heard of being jaded?

According to Merriam-Webster,

Definition of jaded

1 : fatigued by overwork : exhausted

  • a jaded horse

2 : made dull, apathetic, or cynical by experience or by having or seeing too much of something

  • jaded network viewers
  • jaded voters

The Aerosmith song Jaded comes to mind. I am not promoting it, but I remember when I was a teenager and the song Jaded was a smash hit on mainstream radio. I recall the music video. According to ultimateclassicrock.com the video synopsis is this:

A young woman who’s numb to the touch of reality and eventually comes to her senses by escaping the decadence of her grand surroundings.

 

Lyrics to Jaded by Aerosmith

[Verse 1]
Hey j-j-jaded, you got your mama’s style
But you’re yesterday’s child to me
So jaded
You think that’s where it’s at
But is that where it’s supposed to be
You’re getting it all over me, ex-rated

[Chorus]
My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinking about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you’re so jaded
And I’m the one that jaded you

[Verse 2]
Hey j-j-jaded
In all it’s misery
It will always be what I love and hated

And maybe take a ride to the other side
We’re thinking of
We’ll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded

[Chorus]
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m thinking about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m so jaded
And baby I’m afraid of you

[Verse 3]
Your thinking’s so complicated
I’ve had it all up to here

But it’s so overrated
Love and hated
Wouldn’t trade it
Love me jaded
Hey j-j-jaded
There ain’t no baby please
When I’m shooting the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ecstasy’s what you prefer

[Outro]
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m talking about you

My my baby blue
Yeah I’ve been thinking about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you’re so jaded
Baby
Jaded
Baby
You’re so jaded
Because I’m the one that jaded you


White Oleander

I like the above quote from The Movie White Oleander. That’s another blog post in itself, but I think that’s really cool. I can personally relate to that as well…

Glory to God, all of this stuff so far brings back even more discussion.

When this song came out, I was a very troubled young girl. I loved this song because that is how I felt. Jaded.

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I was constantly being rejected by people, especially men (boys at the time) in the romantic sense of relationships. It all goes back to my testimony that The Lord revealed this year.

I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. All of these feelings ran on and on like a broken record until after many giant, heavy mistakes, The Lord intervened and saved me. He’s so Good! God has resurrected me in all my ashes, giving me His Beauty. I am far better off than when I was first broken. I am no longer jaded. I AM ALIVE.

I Praise The LORD for resurrecting my brain and intellect.

I Praise The LORD for healing and restoring my body and soul.

I Praise The LORD that He has made me FREE!

Freedom is for EVERYBODY and it’s FREE! Glory to God!

PRAISE YESHUA!  †

Personal Journey

Today at The OBGYN.

(This was actually like last week)

So, today I have a routine appointment with my gynecologist. I know that’s a very personal topic, but this is a personal journal-entry type blog post. I just want to give God The Glory.

The last time I was here, I was in a very dark place. I was in an abusive marriage that was so founded on lies and control that I could not see The Truth. I had no idea at the beginning of this year that God Almighty would open up the greatest of revelations in my 33 years of life. I was stuck and BOUND so tight.

I wanted to be pregnant. I wanted twins. I praise God with all my heart that He did not send them. There’s an entire story about The Lord speaking to me about babies. He was speaking loudly to me about my own story and testimony, but the enemy used it to deceive me. Like the serpent beguiled Eve, I was had so to speak. Familiar spirits and the occult. So very much has been given to me by The Lord God Almighty this year alone. No, I was not actually pregnant with human life. This was a Genesis in which my Creator was birthing something in me and in my life.

Glory to God! You see, so much pain and rage had been masked for years, for all my life. Things that were meant for me to never find out have surfaced at The Hands of my Messiah. The secular world masks what happened to me with potent psychiatric drugs. It’s the lies of man about things like getting enough sleep to prevent Bipolar Mania etc.

The sounds of squalling babies here in the clinic is a trigger.

Glory to God. More to come later.
Be blessed in Yeshua’s Name. Amen.