Published on Mar 22, 2018
I had my first kiss in the back row of this movie theater when I was 16 years old. Very late for a first kiss, but memorable none the less.
My first love took me to see The Princess Diaries starring Ann Hathaway. Right at the part where her makeover is unveiled, My then first boyfriend took me by The cheek, turned my face into him and pulled me in for my first kiss. It was very surprising. I loved him so much. He broke my heart.
My boyfriend broke up with me because I wouldn’t fornicate with him. He was blown away that I turned him down for Yeshua. It was a first for him.
Not every first is good.
Praise God for His Grace and Mercy and the extra chances He gives us in life and in love.
I really love the popular quote by Alexander Hamilton
“If you don’t stand for something, you will fall for anything.”
In my case at 16 I obviously stood for Yeshua/Jesus.
Therefore I didn’t fall for this dude’s flattering tongue.
Just walking down a literal memory lane brings lots of creative writing ideas.
Praise The Lord that He can make Beautiful things with our pain and hurts!
The difference between life and the movies is that our actual existence never ends. After we die we can continue existing on Fire in horrific pain in the eternal damnation of hell for all eternity, or we can live forever in Heaven in peace with God through Yeshua our Messiah, The Son Of God.
I choose Yeshua.
This life is so short.
Don’t let the pain and sufferings of this world get you down. You were made for more. Seek The Lord!
God has a Plan for your life!
It’s real! He’s waiting on you in the secret place…
As human beings we weren’t created to be alone. We were created to Fellowship with God and with other people.
This morning I listened to a song that stirred up emotions and pain of heartaches in the past. I thought I’d write about it this morning…
I was a very lonely teenager. I was a very brokenhearted girl.
All I ever wanted was to be accepted and loved.
That’s all I ever wanted as an infant and a small child.
The LORD has revealed so much to me this year that answers so many questions.
The pain I’ve been dealing with for years is now being dealt with by The Holy Spirit.
I was cursed and as a result of it I experienced rejection over and over for 32 years.
I am 33 now and so very blessed.
I’m dealing with the pain today.
I feel it everyday in my body and in my soul during this season of inner healing.
I wound up trapped in an abusive marriage that God never intended for me to be in.
I tried to leave my ex-husband many times but I could never get away. It wasn’t until this year when God Himself intervened that I was able to break free from that unholy marriage and so much more.
Who hasn’t ever been lonely or felt rejected?
Throughout the years, my break-up style was to throw away everything that had anything to do with the boyfriend that had dumped me (usually they broke up with me) the night of the break up so I could wake up and not feel as bad the next day.
Here I am in high school. The chained woman in my artwork is actually part of my soul. I had no idea that I was in such bondage in the very depths of my being.
Thanks be unto GOD for His Unspeakable Gift! Yeshua saved me. I didn’t know all of this was even real and I never would have known it applied to me had He not revealed it by The Holy Spirit.
My whole life I’d try extra hard to make the boy/man love me in every relationship and EVERY time, even in the abusive marriage I was in for 9 years, they’d let me down.
I would be THE ONE buying THEM gifts. It’s like I was selling myself.
Every woman wants to be adored! Every woman wants a man to BUY HER gifts!
Who doesn’t wanna feel special? I never did.
Yep. I have been burning bridges for years… and it’s tiresome.
Yeshua said He’d carry all of this…
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light
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Yeshua/Jesus died on the Cross for ALL of us for ALL sins.
He offers His PERFECT REST for ALL of mankind!
No matter who you are or what you’re dealing with, you too can find REST for YOUR SOUL today!
The same Cross that covers lying and adultery covers homosexuality as well.
We are all loved by God. He is NO respecter of persons.
The LORD is ministering to my very soul everyday. He’s showing me that He ALONE is God! He is ALL I need! Anybody else in my life can only compliment what He is doing. Nobody ELSE and NOTHING else can COMPLETE me. ONLY GOD can complete any of us.
Brother Marcus Rogers does an amazing job of explaining this concept in his book Through The Fire to Be On Fire.
I have just begun reading Brother Marcus’ Testimony in his book from Amazon and I, like many others, am being so blessed by it! Check it out here and get your own copy. Support Brother Marcus as he’s doing amazing things for The LORD!
ALL women must know that their worth is ONLY in The CROSS.
It doesn’t matter how many people have broken your heart.
Our identity can only be rooted in THE CROSS and what GOD did for us!
Our worth as women or as human beings is ONLY determined by The CROSS!
No matter how many may have broken up with you and no matter how many times you have been rejected… God LOVES you and has a plan for YOUR life! ♥
As you read this, I pray The Lord God Almighty blesses you one hundredfold.
Have an awesome day! God bless 🙂
Child of God, if you feel you’re at the end of your rope, ask The Lord to tie a knot. If you’re torn apart and overflowing with tears, look in the mirror. You’re alive and still here. God saw you through countless other nights that you despised. God is ALL you need. GOD has to be ALL you need.
NOBODY ELSE can save you! NOBODY else WILL save you! NOBODY CAN complete you.
Like Brother Marcus Rogers is preaching, your mate should compliment you.
Nobody and nothing else can have that Sacred place in your heart. That’s for God. There’s places for others, but He is our TRUE and ONLY Rock and our first Love! The Son Of God is our Everything!
Revelation 2:4 “Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love.”
Hold onto The Lord tonight and every night.
He’s the only one that will ALWAYS be there.
He said He’d never leave us nor forsake us. He means it.
Jesus/Yeshua is The only MAN (The God Man) that will Forever catch EVERY tear you EVER cry.
Don’t set your affections on the things of this world. We’re not here to stay anyways.
No matter how heavy your pain or even how dark the night, it’s temporary!
These light afflictions cannot compare to the glory that awaits us! Heaven is our Home!
Don’t look at what is seen! Be faith-driven, not fear driven. The Righteous are as bold as a lion.
Tonight He’s enough.
In every trial, Jesus/Yeshua is IT for us ❤️
Not just because He has to be or He should be.
He’s enough because we love Him.
He’s enough because He’s proven Himself Faithful and True! He holds the keys to death, Hell, and the grave and because of HIM and what He did for you, there is ABSOLUTE, Complete FREEDOM!
Nobody can love you like The Son Of God.
Hold onto Him.
He’s holding onto you.
He’s holding onto all of us far more than we’ll ever know this side of Heaven.
Amen. Rest well in The Lord, Precious Ones.
🎶Jimmy grew up so fast and he met me at the pass one day
Said, “You’re a wanted man. Take your brother’s hand – I’ll be running with you, anyway.”
So we rode late in the night like fires on the desert sand
’til one day the posse caught us ’cause the sheriff always gets his man……
Give me some water🎶
With Sukkot starting at sundown tomorrow, I heard an old Eddie Money song on my way to work this morning. During Sukkot- the Feast of Tabernacles, the Jewish people performed the Water Pouring Ceremony. As the waters were flowing, Isaiah 12 was read, “Therefore with joy, you shall draw water from the wells of salvation.” The Hebrew word for salvation and Messiah’s real hebrew name is YESHUA. YeHoVaH/God promised that one day His people would joyously draw the blessings of Yeshua as freely as one draws water from a well. Waters that come from wells are hidden waters, deep waters, waters that must be drawn out; they flow from inside out. So, be filled by the inner things of the Spirit, for the abundant life also flows from inside out. Even in dry times, the wells of Yeshua will always flow with water if you draw deep enough and in joy. For it’s believed to be at this moment in the Feast of Tabernacles, when the waters were pouring out, and Isaiah was being read that Messiah uttered these words: “If anyone is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink. He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, ‘From his innermost being shall flow rivers of living water” Amen?
Brother Marcus is sharing some amazing Holy Spirit Wisdom and advice throughout these few videos.
Love. Life. Focus on Jesus. God has you.
Watch all three and be blessed in The Name of The Lord Jesus! ♥
🎶I’ll follow you down through the eye of the storm
Don’t worry I’ll keep you warm.
I’ll follow you down while we’re passing through space
I don’t care if we fall from grace
I’ll follow you down🎶
A young couple in love picking dandelions in a hazy, dreamlike field in the mountains…walking hand in hand to the mountain’s edge, gazing out at the water below. A romantic moment captured at the base of a cascading waterfall. A solitary place to wash the world away and live in the moment for two people who seem to need nothing but each other to enjoy true happiness. A bird’s eye view of an evolving relationship that culminates in a wedding and a white picket fence. Images like these would seem to be out of place in a hard rock music video, but Shinedown makes it work perfectly within the confines of the video for their most recent single, “I’ll Follow You,” off of their hit album, Amaryllis. “Ill Follow You” is an uncompromising song. Literally, It’s a song about “No Compromise” It’s a song that is about not settling for anything else, not settling for second best. The song is full of illustrations of that. Shinedown use the lyrics like an artist uses a paint brush to tell the story of no compromise devotion. In the song it is devotion and no compromise to a person but you don’t have to go too far to appreciate that this sentiment could be carried over to most spheres of life. The theme dedication and no compromise is in the reading for today. We join uncompromising Elijah on Mount Carmel with the prophets of Baal in 1 Kings 18. This is where Elijah taunts the prophets to prove whose God is greater, that that he might get his uncompromising message across to the people of YeHoVaH/God. Today has been rough my friends. INSOMNIA is horrible! I still found the time to read the word today and felt led to write this. The theme dedication and no compromise was is in my reading for today. We join uncompromising Elijah on Mount Carmel with the prophets of Baal in 1 Kings 18. This is where Elijah taunts the prophets to prove whose God is greater, that that he might get his uncompromising message across to the people of YeHoVaH/God. This is a fairly well known passage in the Bible because it relays the story of one man, Elijah, making a stand for YeHoVaH/God against an evil king and 450 prophets of Baal. Elijah recommended that they have a competition to see whose God was stronger, and the prophets of Baal set up an offering on a wooden alter, asking Baal to send fire from heaven to consume the offering. After they failed, Elijah instructed the men to dig a trench around the altar and pour water over the offering until it was so saturated that the water overflowed and filled the trench. Elijah then called out to God, who sent fire to consume the offering, the water, the alter, the rocks, and even the dust around the altar. Seeing this, the people fell on their faces and worshipped the Lord. Elijah is unflinching in his devotion – He Follows YeHoVaH/God, the prophets of Baal do not, Elijah shows no compromise in delivering God’s verdict in this situation in order to have God’s people change direction and turn back to God. Elijah was uncompromising in delivering the message of relationship through these circumstances to all who were present and to all who would hear. That God wants to turn hearts towards himself in relationship. Elijah would not give up on this message. He was devoted to it and would not back down, give up or compromise on it. We too are invited to be like Elijah in the passage, we too are encouraged to stand our ground in an age where people are drawn away from God by other things. We too are heralds of a message of God’s desire for relationship. We too are ambassadors of his kingdom and his rule. We too are to be uncompromising in out character and manner of life. all for the benefit of others. Elijah had bottle, The question is do we? The problem for the prophets was that they were faltering between two opinions. This also was true of the nation as a whole. This is the definition of compromise. In Shinedown’s song we find the opposite sentiment “Without a doubt I’m on your side, There’s nowhere else that I would rather be, I’m not about to compromise,” The uncompromising truth was that Elijah stands for is displayed in verses 36-39. Amen?
Hallelujah and Glory to God in The Name of Yeshua!
I wanna thank everyone who’s been praying in agreement with and for Brother Farhad of Pakistan and the persecuted church in the east.
If you haven’t, that’s okay. Now is a great time to start interceding regularly for the persecuted church of Yeshua/Jesus. The Lord is on the move in a Great way around the world. He is Faithful and His Mercy endures forever! Let us cry out with and on behalf of our Beloved Brother in The Lord today.
Here is the prayer he sent me last night. Thanks. God bless!
“In Christ, Dear Heavenly Father God Almighty, the Creator of Heaven and Earth, The God, Who I am God, God of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob and God of Israel, The Elohim Yahweh Yirah, I faithfully come before your throne of Grace, Mercy and Majesty of Christ. As I accept Jesus Christ my personal in my Christian family from birth to be born again Christian. I love your Holy Words – The Holy Bible with depth of my heart, mind and strength. When you chose me (John 15: 16) to serve you in this world as obedient for last 16 years regularly on the daily basis, I devoted myself for Your divine services to serve human. I never walk on pre – planned projects, time lines, funds but I had been walking by faith in Christ according to Your Promises. You are Lord Jesus Christ that you became human for humanity, who had been walking in the darkest worlds; You become light for whole world (Matthew 5: 14, John 8: 12) to reconcile man to God.
I happily started my journey of Faith in Christ to serve You as immature child, Because you like child – like Faith who believes (Luke 18: 15 – 17), trust in You Heavenly Father, Even I did not know politics of world, tricks & politics of devil over churches, denominations, attacks over servants of Your Holy Words – The Holy Bible, Sons of God, disciples, Prophets, Saints, Apostles and men of God. Even I never imagine that you will use me as like Prophet Job who had been rejected by all due to His faith in you. For whom there is handing over and taking over among You God and devil ( Job 1:12 ). I thank you Lord of Host, that you did use me on time lines of disciple, care taker, watchman, Prophet Job, saints and Apostles. I thank that you did not keep me on the time line of sinners but on righteous.
I thank you that You gave me power to walk faithfully in Christ in all situation, lacks and satisfied in Holy Words – Bible, If someone wants you – as disciple of Faith in Christ to go with himself/herself one step, You go more steps with them blessing of Gospel. I thank you that you kept me safe & sound among other nations as peace maker and ready reference with Holy Spirit. I thank you that you gave me power to go through dangers of life’ risks, extremists of faiths and you always kept me in your supernatural provision and power over worldly wealth, you always proved that you are the Sovereign God of Majesty over all kinds of world.
How wonderful and beautiful You are, You give us eternal conscious hope through Your Holy Spirit– The Holy Bible to believe and walk by faith in Christ not by sight 2 Cor 5: 7, Mathew 6: 31). Even where majority of believers surprised over me, How I am walking by faith in Christ in the sinful, materialistic and tough and selfish world. Having all responsible of family, children, communities, churches, and old parents, even I might not do all that as just human. Even fellow human amazed that how I can keep vision & mission of salvation, peace, restoration for persecuted communities, Refugees and Asylum seekers even for rejected human being under a rejection ( Mark 8: 35 ) , ignorance, lack of funds – preplaned projects, devil’ politics over churches. How amazing is your Divine Grace, You provide me basic needs, visas, tickets and residents anywhere in this unrest world to keep up your missionary work for humanity. Even I don’t know that how you keep me focused on your Holy Words – the Holy Bible’ Work of counseling, advocating, reconciling, restoring, teaching, managing and preaching for peace among human being. Even fellow human are amazed that how I have crucified my flesh’ desire on the cross among other nations’ different faith in this sinful world.
You gave me amazing World of spiritual realm in this materialistic world ( 1 John 4: 4 – 5)
where there is nothing lack, where majority of human live for bread, sex, glory, power, money and planed things of worlds.
I thank you that you have power over forces of darkness and devil. You are true in Your Holy Words – The Holy Bible’ promises who believe, and you are creator of Heaven and earth Not for one or some countries. But you are God of whole worlds (John 3: 16); You are Almighty God over all earthly gods who rules this world. You are Holiest of Holy, But world’ gods are full of sins. You want from all human that they must be Holy. You are also creator of devil – god of world ( 2 Cor 4: 4) , Devil tempted our Lord Jesus on earth for daily basic needs of life – bread and glory ( Mathew 4: 3 ).
I thank You Lord of Host, that you did use and do use me for your Glorious and Holiest work. Even I had been presented wrongly in an ugly ways by different state of minds, different faith – gods according to their desires. But you always keep me on your focused work for salvation and peace of humanity. I ask your power in Your spiritual realm world, to give me more extension to search your more divine galaxies’ glory as I am going to be old, Father God, give my life partner and save me from temptation, Dear GOD, give me office to work for you according to my search for more research work for peace and salvation of humanity. I request healing for my mother, provision for their basic needs of life, I request for providing me visa – permit, ticket to keep up your good work on an Asylum seekers & refugees and rejected communities’ human. I thank for funds that you are going to provide me from your divine treasure. Because I had been ignored and rejected according to Worldly points of views’ work or lists of funded pastors, bishops and leaders for projects and plans. Your Divine Grace is sufficient for me to spread Good News of Jesus Christ in this wicked world. Your divine Holy words project is not their priority, But your divine mission is my priority and my commitment. I thank you that you had chosen me for your glorious spiritual realm work. I believe and receive in mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.”
Praise The Lord, all the earth!!!!! Amen! ❤️
On the way back to the car along my blessed afternoon walk, I reached for my phone to put on something faster to wrap things up with some pep. I wound up looking through Sara Evans songs. I came across Revival and because of the title, I had to listen. I looked for it on YouTube and I found this video about the song.
This song means a lot to me. I really enjoy it. It is my prayer that The Lord blesses all of you with a little revival in your hearts tonight as you listen to this song and sing along in your soul. The Lord is at work in the earth. It’s not over yet. These may be the end times, but God’s People are still here to be The Light! HalleluJah! A little revivial!
🎶Is this love that I’m feeling,
Is this the love, that I’ve been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming,
This must be love,
‘Cos it’s really got a hold on me,
A hold on me…🎶.
“Is This Love” became one of the most popular hits for Whitesnake. The song “Is This Love”? Is really about just that……… “LOVE”. It’s about a question? Behind the question is a hidden question, a deeper question. How do I identify love in the first place? Of course everyone needs love, deserves love, longs for love, and in a way cannot function properly as a human being unless they know love in some way. Whether in a marriage, or love that exists in a brotherhood, love that exists in friendship. Love helps us all function as human beings. The song is asking really “What does love look like?” There are as many books written on the subject of “Love” as the planets in the sky. Therapists offer love courses to identity the blockages to love. Even the church has cashed in on the scene. From the “Marriage Course” to the University of Notre Dame in the US offering a degree course in “Love” Theology.
Just think of the many songs that have been written about love in our lifetime and that appear on social media? We’re talking about all of iTunes, Amazon MP3, Google, YouTube, Topspin, Rhapsody, and now Facebook all have “Love” songs. It is reckoned that there are about 97 million songs that contain thoughts about love. I don’t know how the stats are researched but it gives us an idea that love is something that is prized and wanted by just about everyone on the planet. Facebook friends, the Bible is a book that speaks of love from the from the snake attacking Adam’s love in the garden, to king David giving into his base desires in 1 Samuel 11 and his prayer of wrong doing in Psalm 51. Love is seen in the prophets, in their fiery condemnation of the people of YeHoVaH for backsliding and turning away from His laws and His love for them. Love is seen in the book of proverbs the love of passing things down from father to son and the love demonstrated in Proverbs 31 with “The Good Wife” Love is seen in the book of song of Solomon, it’s the most erotic book in the bible. Love appears in the New Testament with Yeshua’s birth and thought his life he offers people love. He dies a death of love, because YeHoVaH loves us (John 3:16) Love offers a way to be free. Perhaps the most famous chapter in the New Testament is 1 Corinthians 13 – Which is the answer to the search for “What does love look like?” and how do I recognize it when I see it. “Is this Love” – Paul’s answer would be “Yes”. Is This Love”? – What does love look like. 1 Corinthians is a description of what Love looks like. Real love, dependable love – Love you can rely on. Love that remains. This is the kind of love you find in Yeshua It’s the kind of love that you should find in the church. I’ll leave you to figure out if you can see it in Our Fathers people or not. This is the kind of love that I’m longing for in all my relationships. The kind of love that is strong and true. I know that this love will make me a better man, a better father, a better friend and a better disciple of Yeshua. Have you found love? Are you like the song “Is This Love” trying to recognize love and are not sure? Where ever you are in life’s journey one thing is for sure…… You need love. This passage in 1 Corinthians helps us recognize it when it comes. Because infatuation and lust won’t stand the test of time, infatuation and lust will never sustain us though our whole life….. only love will. Amen? https://youtu.be/ujnH4yNqL8E