Christianity, Personal Journey

Prayer against Spirit Husband/Wife & Sleep Paralysis

Prayer against Spirit Husband/Wife & Sleep Paralysis

 

Father, Thank you for Jesus! Thank you for your unstoppable love for me! Thank you for this freedom. Glory to God!

We come out of agreement, break and remove all evil spiritual wedding rings, jewelry, crowns and garlands in Jesus name.

We come out of agreement, break and over turn all covenants of marriage with all spirits of evil and darkness. I ask you lord to overturn any other covenant I have made that is not in agreement with you.

We loose the fire of God on the evil wedding garments, wedding shoes, belt and veil.

I break the curse of terror, rape, sexual abuse, the crippler, slavery, the victim, and all torment (physical, sexual, and spiritual. I come out of agreement with it all… and break any ungodly soul ties. I bind and cast out the gate keeper. I shut and seal the gate with the blood of Jesus.

We cancel all assignments of sleep paralysis and come out of agreement with it. We loose angels to stand guard over me and my home/family while I sleep.

We break all triggers…fear, fear of man, fear of women, fear of hurt, fear of rejection, fear of resentment, fear of defilement, fear of loss of innocence, fear of being labeled, fear of being tarnished. We command them all to come out. All sabotage come out too in Jesus name.

I come out of agreement and break the curse of divorce in my blood line. I break the curse of adultery, defilement of the marriage and defilement of the marriage bed. I come against you and I break you off my blood line, on both, my mother and father side all the way back to Adam and Eve, I break it off me and my future generations, I lay this down at your feet Jesus and know that this is done.

We loose_____ (person’s name) … to be released from the prison of trauma… and the memories…we cover them with the blood of Jesus…. We command all regret to loose and go… all regret that produces condemnation, unworthy, defeat and failure, all regret that produces death, suicide, murder…. Fire in the belly!

We brake and smite all lay lines, sliver cords gateways, portals and communication lines, from the ex-husband/wife. Holy Spirit we ask for deep healing and cleansing in Jesus name.

Abandonment, rejection, unappreciated, unloved, we come out of agreement and we break that off in the name of Jesus

All seduction, perversion, weak will, lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes, & wet dreams go in Jesus name.

We seal this deliverance with the blood of Jesus and holy spirit we ask you to  fill the voids in me and continue to push out everything that Jesus wants out. Thank you Jesus for making me whole! all glory to you God

 

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Consequences…

Parts of me are twitching, sore, burning among other things. I am talking about the effects of the demonic oppression on my body. Medical Science calls these things “symptoms.” The wages of sin is death. I am NOT posting this to give the enemy any glory, but for it to serve as a SERIOUS WARNING. If you’ve followed my blog for a while this year you can see that I have been dealing with serious demonic oppression, sexual in nature. These days porn is free, but not really. Your credit card may not be charged, but your body and sanity will be. Especially if you are a born again Christian, God will chasten you. Also, If you return to the sin(s) after your deliverance, they will come back…

John 5:14 (KJV)

Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.


 

KNOW YOUR BIBLE! So many Christians don’t get into The Word these days! I did not know about this verse and I let my flesh lead me back into the same sins after JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF delivered me at my desk in my living room with a simple prayer. This is why I am in the position I am in right now. Constant torment in my female areas. Even after The Lord has blessed me with some major deliverance this past week. It takes time. This stuff doesn’t happen over night. I do have 32 years of acquired spiritual junk. However…

Through it all, He has been faithful. My God has blessed me beyond measure. He reached out to me using a Sister in Christ and led me into a deliverance ministry fellowship group. I hadn’t been going to Church regularly for a very long time so this was such a blessing and very much needed! He never left my side. Because I am saved, I was chastened and not cast away. My Father is now restoring me and our relationship. As these demons leave the voids are filled with The Holy Spirit.

Hebrews 12:6-11 (KJV)

For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth.

If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?

But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons.

Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence: shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live?

10 For they verily for a few days chastened us after their own pleasure; but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness.

11 Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby.


You hear the phrase “count the cost” sometimes. It’s in The Bible:

Luke 14:27-28 (KJV)

27 And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple.

28 For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?


SIN costs you EVERYTHING!!! Jesus is the only way out of Hell and messes like these. My attitude now is that I praise HIM that I am blessed to suffer in Jesus’ Name because it shows I am a daughter and not a servant. I am an heir and co-heir with Christ. More updates on my journey to come later. God bless!

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I Surrender All….Wilderness Update 8.20.17

So, BIG REVELATION!

After weeks of seeking deliverance and self deliverance, research, studying, and pretty much making this thing my idol (being freed from the molesting and raping demons) I think I finally got the point. All of this time God has been waiting on me to simply surrender to Him as He watched me from above as I scurried and hurried around trying to take control and do things my way. I have not fully surrendered. Jesus wants ALL of us, not 75% or however much we are willing to give Him.

I have not totally died to self and I have been reacting to God like He wanted to take my favorite toy when that’s certainly not the case. Jesus gave His ALL for me on the CROSS so I shouldn’t give Him any less than all of me. The love of GOD is amazing! I am just now beginning to understand the nature of my Father and how He is so kind and merciful. He is LOVE itself! I grew up in a pretty religious background and I had no idea what GRACE was…so far, I am drowning in the BLISS of my SAVIOR! We have to realize that we can stoop pretty low in this world. We can find ourselves doing things we never thought we would do and in places we said we would never go…The wages of sin is really…DEATH! The BIBLE is TRUE! The ONLY TRUTH under the sun!

God wants us to trust Him. I have not done that, but I am starting to. Today when the demonic attacks came upon me, I just ask Jesus to help me and take away the pain that feels like pinches and biting or the molesting. The tiny annoying torments cease instantly and the sexual attacks are becoming so much more bearable as He is removing them in His perfect way and time. I have actually moved to the backseat and let God have the steering wheel (I thought I did). It has only been one day, but I have seen my FATHER show up in such a MIGHTY and direct way…it blows my mind! He is growing my faith. I am so grateful, I don’t give thanks much at all but I am a work in progress 🙂

God is moving in my life in ways I’ve never imagined. I told Him I wasn’t testing Him but trusting Him to fight for me like in Exodus 14:14. He understands our hearts before we ever pray. He takes care of it all every time! He is soooo faithful! So this is what surrender feels like… This is peace. Thank YOU JESUS!

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The Worth of The Cross

Lying in bed last night as I was thinking about how terrible this demonic torment has been for months, it came to me: Look at Apostle Paul! Look at all he went through for the sake of Jesus and The Cross! He ENDURED so much! What patience and perseverance this Brother had in The LORD! After so many pity parties and begging God to take this thing away…how much am I willing to go through for Jesus and for The Cross? How much does He matter to me? Am I going to serve Him through the dark times also as I have so boldly proclaimed many times before all this happened? It’s so much easier to boast about my dedication for Christ than for me to walk it out with Him in patience when things get so tough.

All my life I’ve been quick to give up when things don’t go my way easily and quickly. I haven’t had much patience in all my 32 years on this planet.


Check out what Apostle Paul went through for Jesus’ sake.

2 Corinthians 11:16-33 (KJV)

16 I say again, let no man think me a fool; if otherwise, yet as a fool receive me, that I may boast myself a little.

17 That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting.

18 Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also.

19 For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise.

20 For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face.

21 I speak as concerning reproach, as though we had been weak. Howbeit whereinsoever any is bold, (I speak foolishly,) I am bold also.

22 Are they Hebrews? so am I. Are they Israelites? so am I. Are they the seed of Abraham? so am I.

23 Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft.

24 Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one.

25 Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep;

26 In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren;

27 In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness.

28 Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches.

29 Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not?

30 If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities.

31 The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is blessed for evermore, knoweth that I lie not.

32 In Damascus the governor under Aretas the king kept the city of the damascenes with a garrison, desirous to apprehend me:

33 And through a window in a basket was I let down by the wall, and escaped his hands.


Trusting in Him and submitting to Him. Surrendering to The LORD… This video really speaks to me right now.

One day at a time. I believe God is cleansing me and purging me of the world and my carnal desires for the things of this world, known or unknown. I have fasted and done many deliverance. The demons are coming out but at a slow pace. The sexual demons are still violating me anytime 24/7 and I’m still having nightmares and annoying physical torment, but you know what… This morning I actually thank Him for what He is doing in me. I am not fully submitted to God. I am not fully dead to self. I am not truly surrendered to Him. I plan on seeking surrender to Jesus now more than ever. One day at a time. I must get into prayer alone with my Father in the quiet. It’s so easy to get caught up in this world as we are living in the technological age with so many distractions. Impatience is hard to shed when everything comes so instantly in this period of humanity. I confess I am impatient and need to surrender to God.

James 1:2-4 (KJV)

My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;

Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.


So, God bless you all. I hope this helps someone. Glory to God! He revealed this to me last night before falling asleep. Praise His Holy Name! He has NEVER given up on me! He will NOT give up on YOU either!

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Burn Me Alive Inside…

This “spirit husband” is so stubborn to let me go. If I’m not awake being raped and molested inside, then I am living in the devil’s nightmares as I sleep. So, I can’t just take a bunch of sleeping medicine cuz that would just screw me over, I’d end up stuck in the demonic nightmares for hours.

I guess I’ve sinned worse than I know… with what’s got hold of me. The way things are, you’d think I’d had sex with the devil himself. I just want them to leave. Or I want to leave if they won’t. Ah, this sucks! Days of torment.

The wages of sin is death. Don’t do it. If you are delivered from an unclean spirit (Jesus Himself delivered me from a terrible spirit after I prayed months ago) and you return to your sin, like The Bible says, something worse will come. Sin no more. I have been living with my something worse since March and I am seriously ready to move on.

There’s more to the world than what the cotton-candy Christianity preachers around the world are teaching right now. They’re tickling peoples ears with promises that if they just sign up they will win an all expenses paid trip to Heaven, no pain or suffering involved. New car, new house, better looking body and blah blah. It’s about who YOU are and what YOU want and what God will do for YOU. Hate to break it to all of the followers of the prosperity Gospel preachers, but…God is not a genie. We don’t just order what we want like at a drive thru either. It’s a relationship. This world is a mess right now with stuff like this going on. Stuff like what’s going on inside of me and is going on with many believers right now. I thank God for connecting me with people who I can relate to in this time of darkness. It is super dark in the spiritual realm down here on planet earth. It’s only going to get darker. The Bible is without error and all is coming to pass right now.

Jesus is the only way to make it right now and certainly to make it to Heaven. He is coming soon. Hold on people, it may feel like hell to us right now but we are way wrong. This is not hell. If we are suffering like this now, I cannot imagine how people will be attacked in the coming 7 year Tribulation, and unimaginably Hell itself. Repent! We aren’t guaranteed anymore time anyway of life. God bless.

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Prayer of Release from the Stronghold of the Baphomet (Freemasonry, the Occult, the New Age, Sexual Sin, Rape, etc)

From Pastor Nate Thompson
IN THE NAME OF YESHUA HA’MASHIACH, I RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF ALL
WORSHIP OF THE BAPHOMET GOAT GOD THROUGH MY OWN SEXUAL SIN. I
RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF ALL WORSHIP OF THE BAPHOMET GOAT GOD
THROUGH THE SEXUAL SIN OF MY FOREBEARS. I CONFESS AND REPENT OF
MY WORSHIP OF SATAN THROUGH SEXUAL SIN AND RENOUNCE THAT
WORSHIP. I RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF MY INVOLVEMENT WITH THE
ZODIAC STARS. I RENOUNCE ALL HOROSCOPES AND READING OF THE STARS.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SUN WORSHIP BY MY FOREBEARS, IN THE
MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF TAROT
CARD READING, CLAIRVOYANCE AND COMMUNICATION WITH THE DEAD. I
REPENT OF AND RENOUNCE ALL WORSHIP OF THE PLANETS, SUN, MOON
AND STARS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE GOD OF MERCURY AND THE GOD
OF ALCHEMY. I BREAK THE SPIRIT OF CLAIRVOYANCE OFF MY LIFE AND
COMMAND IT TO LEAVE. I CUT ALL TIES TO BAPHOMET WORSHIP THROUGH
FREEMASONRY, DRUIDISM, THE NEW AGE, MORMONISM, AND HINDUISM. I
CUT ALL TIES TO MAPHOMET (SIC) WORSHIP THROUGH ISLAM. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE CRESCENT MOONS OF GOAT WORSHIP.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT AND TIE TO THE SATANIC BIBLE AND
ITS BAPHOMET SEAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SATANIC MAGIC, SEX
MAGIC AND SEX ALCHEMY. I RENOUNCE ALL CURSES OF SODOMY,
BEASTIALITY AND PERVERSION THAT COME FROM WORSHIPING THIS, MALE,
FEMALE AND ANIMAL ‘INONE’, AZOTH SEXUAL DEITY. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY STRONGHOLD OF SEXUAL LUST, SODOMY, BEASTUALITY, AND
PERVERSION THAT HAS COME DOWN MY AND MY SPOUSE’S FAMILY LINE
AND THE FAMILY LINE OF ANY OTHER SEXUAL PARTNER. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY TIE TO RITUAL ABUSE THROUGH WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE WITCHCRAFT SYMBOLISM
OF THE BAPHOMET-HAND. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
BLACK ART AND CRAFT OF THE GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY
TIE TO THE GOAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE VOWS TAKEN WHILE
SITTING ON THE GOAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
CEREMONY OF RIDING THE GOAT, THE VIOLENCE OF THAT CEREMONY AND
THE RESULTING FEAR. I REPENT ON BEHALF OF MY AND MY SPOUSE’S
FOREBEARS WHO HAVE DEMONSTRATED THEIR SWORN LOYALTY TO LUCIFER
THROUGH PERFORMING THE OBSCENE KISS [KISSING THE GOAT’S ANUS]. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE EFFECTS OF THAT KISS IN JESUS’ NAME AND
ASK YOU FATHER TO CLEANSE ME OF EVERY VILE EFFECT THAT HAS COME
DOWN THE GENERATION LINE. I RENOUNCE THE WORSHIP OF SATANIC
CONSUMMATION, SATANIC RITUAL CONSUMMATION AND SATANIC RITUAL
ABUSE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF MY LIFE THE INSANITY THAT COMES
FROM WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD AND ITS SPIRIT OF BEASTIALITY. I
REPENT AND BREAK THE APHRODISIAC OF INFLAMED SEXUAL LUST AND
SEXUAL ADDICTION COMING FROM THE FIRE OF THE GOAT-GOD.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SEAL OF SATAN, THE PENTAGRAM ON THE
FOREHEAD AND THE OPENING OF THE PSYCHIC ‘THIRD EYE’. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK OFF MY FOREHEAD THE ‘GOLDEN TRIANGLE’ AND ITS OPENING
OF THE PSYCHIC ‘THIRD EYE’. FATHER, I ASK YOU TO CLEANSE ME FROM
EVERY DIMENSION OF THE THIRD EYE AND CLOSE THAT PSYCHIC ENTRY
POINT. I ASK YOU TO CLOSE ALL PSYCHIC ENTRY POINTS IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF MY LIFE THE TWISTED HORNS
OF THE GOATGOD AND ALL IDOLATRY OF, AND DESIRE FOR THE TWISTED
POWER OF THE GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
HORNS OF THE GOAT-GOD AND BREAK THEIR POWER OVER MY LIFE AND
THAT OF MY FAMILY’S LIFE. I SMASH THE HORNS OF SATAN OFF MY LIFE AND
THAT OF MY FAMILY’S LIFE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL BRAIN DAMAGE
AND INSANITY CAUSED BY THE WORSHIP OF THIS GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK ALL FRAGMENTATION OF THE MIND AND PERSONALITY IN MY
FAMILY LINE AND MYSELF THROUGH THE WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD,
BEASTUALITY AND ALL ABUSE. I BREAK, BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY DEMON
ASSIGNED TO FRAGMENT MY MIND, IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH.
I REPENT AND BREAK ALL WORSHIP OF THE WOMAN’S BREASTS, THROUGH
THE POWER OF THE GOAT-GOD AND THROUGH PORNOGRAPHY. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE BAPHOMET TIE TO THE WOMAN’S BREASTS TO
DESTROY, MUTILATE, MAIM AND DISMEMBER. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE
WORSHIP OF THE WOMAN’S BREASTS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE
WORSHIP OF FEMALE SEXUALITY ESPECIALLY THROUGH PORNOGRAPHY
AND ORAL SEX. I REPENT OF, RENOUNCE AND BREAK MASTURBATION,
KNOWN AS THE MYSTERIES OF SOLITUDE. I RENOUNCE THE MYSTERIES OF
SOLITUDE, I COMMAND THE SPIRIT OF MASTURBATION TO LEAVE ME NOW.
I REPENT, RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE CADUCEUS ROD
OVER MY LIFE, AND ITS REPRESENTATION OF MALE SEXUALITY AND ALL SEX,
MAGIC AND DEATH MAGIC. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE
TWO SNAKES AROUND THAT ROD AND OVER MY SEXUALITY IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE TWO SNAKES
OF THAT ROD AROUND MY OWN SPINE AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF
PERVERTED SEX AND THE POISON OF THE TWO SERPENTS.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE WORSHIP OF THE MALE PHALLIC AND EVERY
COMPULSION AND LUST TO RAPE AND TO SODOMIZE, IN THE NAME OF
YESHUA HA’MASHIACH. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE DESIRE TO BE
SODOMIZED AND FANTASY OF BEING SODOMIZED. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK
EVERY EFFECT OF BEING THE BRIDE OF SATAN AND BEING INITIATED AND
SEALED AS THE BRIDE OF SATAN THROUGH RAPE AND/OR SODOMY. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE GOAT-GOD’S CLOVEN FEET,
THEIR UNCLEANNESS AND THEIR POWER TO TRAMPLE UNDERFOOT.
PROPHETIC ACTION: TAKE A PROPHETIC STEP FORWARD AS YOU RENOUNCE:
I TAKE MYSELF OUT FROM UNDER THE POWER OF THESE FEET AND DECLARE
THE BAPHOMET GOAT-GOD IS UNDER MY FEET IN YESHUA HA’MASHIACH’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING
TERRORIZED BY THE GOAT-GOD AND I BREAK ALL NIGHT TERROR. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE FALSE ANGEL WINGS OF THE GOAT-GOD, ALL
ASTRAL TRAVEL AND EVERY TIE TO THE ASTRAL PLANE. I BREAK THE WINGS
OF ASTRAL TRAVEL AND OF THE GOAT-GOD OFF MY LIFE.
[MEN:] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISOGYNY, THE HATRED OF WOMEN AND
THE WIFE I LOVE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK IT OFF MY
LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I DECLARE I WILL NOT BE A MISOGYNIST
IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME.
OR: [WOMEN:] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISANDRY, THE HATRED OF MEN
AND THE HUSBAND I LOVE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK
IT OFF MY LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I DECLARE I WILL NOT BE A
MISANDRESS IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME.
NOW CONTINUE…
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SPIRIT OF THE MISOGYNIST
AND MISANDRESS OFF MY LIFE AND COMMAND IT AND THE SPIRIT OF
FEMINISM AND MALE CHAUVINISM TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISOGAMY, THE HATRED OF
MARRIAGE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK IT IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE ABSOLUTE HATRED OF
WOMEN. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE DESPISING OF MEN AND THE
HATRED THAT COMES FROM BEING USED TO SATISFY THEIR LUST. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SPIRIT OF PROSTITUTION THAT COMES WITH
PORNOGRAPHY AND THE MURDER OF THE SOUL OF THE MAN THROUGH
PROSTITUTION AND THE ABSOLUTE HATRED OF MEN.
[NOTE: PORNOGRAPHY IS PROSTITUTION BECAUSE IT IS SEX FOR MONEY.
IT IS NOT AN EXCUSE TO SAY, AS SOME HAVE, “OH BUT I DID NOT PAY FOR
IT”. IF FOR SOME REASON SOMEONE HAD A FREEBIE WITH A PROSTITUTE
THEY WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN WITH A PROSTITUTE.]
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING BATHED IN THE DARKNESS
OF SATAN THROUGH THE GOAT-GOD AND SEXUAL SIN. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE DEATH AND HELL OF APOLLYON COMING
FROM PORNOGRAPHY, HOMOSEXUALITY, PROSTITUTION, TEMPLE
PROSTITUTION, SODOMY, INCEST AND POLYGAMY. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK
THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOMS AND PROSTITUTION THAT COMES WITH
PORNOGRAPHY. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ANGER, RAGE, AND MURDER
THAT COMES WITH BAPHOMET CONSUMMATION AND ALL SATANIC RAPE. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE BAPHOMET SYMBOLISM OF SEX WITH A MAN,
SEX WITH A WOMAN, SEX WITH AN ANIMAL AND SEX WITH A DEMON. I
BREAK THIS PERVERSION OFF MY LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I REPENT
OF, RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SEX WITH INCUBUS AND SUCCUBUS
DEMONS WHETHER BY INVITATION, THROUGH MASTURBATION OR
OTHERWISE. I BREAK THE POWER OF THE INCUBUS AND SUCCUBUS SPIRITS
OFF MY LIFE. I SHACKLE AND BIND THEM AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE
IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. [FASTING MAY BE REQUIRED TO DEAL WITH
EITHER OF THESE TWO DEMON SPIRITS WHICH CAN BE A LESS THAN EASY
STRONGHOLD TO DEAL WITH.] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF
THE BAPHOMET CROSS, THE GRID OF SATAN OFF MY LIFE. I BREAK THE
DEDICATION TO SATAN ON THAT GRID AND I TAKE MYSELF OFF THE GRID IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY TIE TO
LEVIATHAN, THE KING OF THE SEA, THROUGH BAPHOMET WORSHIP. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF KUNDALINI AND KALI. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE LOTUS FLAME COMING OUT
OF THE GOAT-GOD’S HEAD WHICH I BREAK OFF MY LIFE.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE PRINCE OF DEVILS, OM, OFF MY LIFE. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE BOWING OF YOGA, AND
UNIFYING WITH THE SPIRIT OF THE UNIVERSE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF
MY LIFE THE SEVEN CHAKRAS, THE SPINNING WHEELS OF YOGA, AND I
CLOSE EVERY ONE OF THOSE PSYCHIC ENTRY POINTS. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK ALL SELF-ENLIGHTENMENT, OCCULT ENLIGHTENMENT AND OCCULT
REVELATION. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF DECLARING ‘I AM A
GOD’. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING IN AN ALTERED
STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS. I BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY DEMON THAT
CAME IN THROUGH THAT STATE AND COMMAND IT TO LEAVE IN THE NAME
OF YESHUA HA’MASHIACH. I BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY SPIRIT OF AN ALTERED STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE ME IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I ASK YOU FATHER GOD TO CLOSE EVERY PSYCHIC
ENTITY POINT OR DOOR TO THE ASTRAL PLANE AND SEAL IT CLOSED. I BIND
AND CAST OUT THE SPIRIT OF THE GATEKEEPER TO THE ASTRAL PLANE AND
COMMAND IT TO LEAVE ME NOW IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I BREAK
EVERY EFFECT OF THESE STRONGHOLDS AND I ASK YOU FATHER GOD TO
CLEANSE ME AND SEAL EVERY RELEASE IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH. AMEN.
THE WORD OF GOD SAYS IN MATH 18:18…..WHATSOEVER YOU BIND ON
EARTH IS BOUND IN HEAVEN AND WHATSOEVER YOU LOOSE ON EARTH IS
LOOSED ON EARTH, ALSO…..JESUS BOUND A CAST OUT THE DEMONS.
ALSO THE WORD SAYS IN JAMES 4:7…..SUBMIT TO GOD AND THEN RESIST
THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU. ALSO WE MUST CLOSE THE DOOR
OF SIN WHICH OPENED IT UP FOR THESE DEMONIC FORCES TO COME IN
AND PLAY HAVOC! SO FOLLOWING IN THAT LINE, HERE IS A FOLLOW UP
PRAYER TO THE ABOVE:
DEAR JESUS, FORGIVE ME OF THE SINS I COMMITTED THAT OPENED THE
DOORS TO THESE EVIL SPIRITS! I SUBMIT TO YOU JESUS CHRIST OF
NAZARETH AS LORD AND SAVIOR OF MY LIFE! JESUS CHRIST IS LORD AND
BABYLON IS FALLEN! SATAN….I BIND YOUR POWERS NOW AND ALL YOUR
STRONGMAN, DEMONIC SPIRITS UNDER THEM AND ALL GATEKEEPERS! I
RENDER THEM USELESS! I REMOVE THEIR RANKS IN THE POWER AND
AUTHORITY OF JESUS CHRIST! I DEMOTE THEM TO PRIVATES AND TAKE
AWAY THEIR STRENGTH…..ONLY TO HAVE STRENGTH TO GET OUT!
THANKYOU YESHUA FOR SETTING ME FREE THIS DAY! HEP ME TO FULFILL
YOUR COMMANDMENTS AND TO DO YOUR WILL.
Pastor Nate Thompson
Deliverance Revolution Ministries
DeliveranceRevolution.org
pastornate@deliverancerevolution.org
Adult, Christianity, Personal Journey

How Much More?….

*PG-13 Content*

“Waiting, for your modern messiah
To take away all the hatred
That darkens the light in your eye
Still awaiting, I.”  -Disturbed

 

So, I’m still here…and I’m still going through it. After about a week of easier living, less torment in the sexual manner from the harassing demons (I believed they were losing their strength but turns out they were hiding somewhere else in me) they showed me they were back yesterday afternoon. I was in my prayer closet praying to The Lord when all of a sudden I noticed that my mouth was gaped open for no reason, then I realized I was being raped again by unseen forces…in the spirit. This is insane and I cannot believe I am still here.

I have heard of other Christians going through this right now and this is just terrible! The devil is sending out his wicked forces to attack some of God’s Children with sexual temptation and demonic arousal. Some call them spirit husbands or spirit wives. There’s Incubus and Succubus. Usually the latter two are said to attack in dreams and at night while I believe the spirit spouses attack any time 24/7. I’m not exactly sure how this perverted demon(s) became tied to me. At first I thought maybe it had to do something with my dad being a Freemason when he was alive.

*NOTE: DON’T sign up to be a FREEMASON, you are screwing your family over with curses, blood pacts or whatever else. Think about it! Not to mention you are WORSHIPING LUCIFER! AKA SATAN!


A new day…for so long I have been waking up and thinking to myself, Maybe today will be the day I will be set free… but not yet. I barely get any sleep anymore. Especially the past month. The demons (all of the kinds) attack most and heaviest at bedtime and like midnight through the dawn. They attack the most when human beings are tired and weary, sleepy and annoyed. So, for awhile I have been taking evening naps to be awake for the nighttime attacks and just odd hours. Not much sleep.

I was really picking up speed and felt a fresh anointing of boldness from The Lord in witnessing and beginning to get out of bed in the morning and exercise-seemingly signs of breakthrough. Temporarily. I’ve even been sharing praise reports. People, do NOT be deceived. The enemy is cunning and wants only to rob you, kill you, destroy you! I have read that these sex demons can cause serious gynecological problems. I believe I have been experiencing attacks of that sort as well. Not going into detail on that one.

This stuff is embarrassing, but it’s my hope that someone will find it all helpful and comforting, bringing God the Glory. He did not do this to me, I brought it upon myself when Jesus delivered me in January from a similar attack, much heavier in nature. I just bowed my head and prayed. When I lifted my head I was free. Well, I did not read the part in the Bible where Jesus  says to sin no more lest something worse would come over you:

John 5:14 (KJV)

“Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.”

And I did. Then just as it is written, this happened to me. I am living every moment of my life awake and sleeping (dreams are now only nightmares) with the rapist demons tormenting and harassing me. Heavy attacks, because I did not know the Word and I sinned against God. The wages of sin truly is DEATH.

Romans 6:23 (KJV)

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

This stuff does NOT want to LOOSE ME and LET ME GO! I am going to get some Brothers and Sisters to pray for me because I am having trouble fasting and I am pretty sure these demons qualify for the category where Jesus said:

Mark 9:29 (KJV)

And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.


On a good note, God has used this mess to reveal an amazing Truth to me. I grew up in a very religious church that didn’t teach the full Gospel. No casting out devils or healing and tongues. God has introduced me to Deliverance Ministry, I am astonished at the truth! I am really not “Bipolar.” Mental illness, physical illnesses like Bipolar or cancer etc are just symptoms of demons that can be cast out in Jesus Name! It is far more simple if you cancel the legal rights and close all open doors. Sometimes you encounter some super strong and stubborn ones like I am dealing with, but this is FREEDOM in JESUS’ NAME! He came to set the captives free! This is BIBLICAL! Research this for yourself if you don’t know, God does not want you to suffer!

Anyways, I will keep you posted.  If you would, please send up a prayer for me. Let us all remember no matter what…we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! God has NOT forsaken YOU! JESUS LOVES YOU! PRAY PRAY PRAY.

Check out this awesome Deliverance Website Keys to The Kingdom HERE!

Personal Journey

XXX Sex with Demons XXX

Yep. You read the title! Definitely not gonna hear about this in church…

Sex with demons is real. People of the world, or people that are not Christians actually try to summon demons to have sex with them and practice this nasty stuff. Then you have Christians like myself who are being raped or molested by these unseen forces of darkness. Some people talk about it happening in dreams or at night and refer to those beings as Incubus and Succubus.

In my case, and for many others, the spirit rape happens anytime 24/7. Perhaps it is what is called a spirit husband or spirit wife. You may never see your spiritual attacker, but you will definitely feel them if you are a victim of their sexual onslaughts. Having very vivid nightmares comes along with these situations as well.

I have just heard and began to learn about these things this year as they have happened to me. Mind-blowing I know, right? This is happening all over the world and in fact, I’ve heard some say it is a sign of the times likening these occurrences to the Bible verses here:

 

Genesis 6:1-4  (KJV)

And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them,

That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.

And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.

There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.

And

Matthew 24:37 (KJV)

But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.


 

Here is some very cool information from an article on Linkedin by SAM UDOUBAK:

WHAT TO KNOW ABOUT SPIRITUAL HUSBANDS AND WIVES

Spiritual husband and wife is a very deep spiritual issues that are kept away from millions of Christian today. They are specially commissioned by Satan to molest trouble and scatter good and godly homes, relationships and life in general.

 I pray that the almighty God will open your understanding on this matter, in Jesus name.

They are spiritual enemies living and sleeping with one. They are very stubborn, aggressive and dangerous. They are terrible enemies with killer motives to kill your joy, peace, health, brain, calling, virtue, marriage. Often times they do not need permission as they violate the right of their victims, molest their victims with sex in the dream. They are desperate and very wicked.

They can enter and start manifesting in one’s life through various means which includes:
1.   Immorality.
2.   Pornography.
3.   Spirit wife/husband can be inherited.
4.   Evil dedication of individual.
6.   Underwear manipulation.
7.   Through tattooing and incision.

SIGNS OF SPIRIT HUSBAND/WIFE

  1. Sexual relationships in dreams
  2. Hatred of marriage
  3. Being jilted by serious partners
  4. Missing one’s menstrual period in the dream
  5. Pregnancy in the dream
  6. Breast-feeding a baby in the dream
  7. Having a family in the dream
  8. Shopping with a man/ woman in the dream
  9. Seeing a man sleeping by one’s side in the dream
  10. Sudden Hatred by earthly spouse
  11. Serious gynaecological problems
  12. Having a miscarriage after sexual dreams
  13. Dream marriages
  14. Constant wet dreams
  15. Late marriage or no marriage at all

PRAYER POINTS:

  1. My body is the temple of God therefore no spirit have control over my body
  2. Spirit husband/spirit wife; release me now, in the name of Jesus.
  3. Every spirit husband/wife, I divorce you by the blood of Jesus.
  4. Every spirit wife/every spirit husband, die, in the name of Jesus.
  5. Everything you have deposited in my life, come out by fire, in the name of Jesus.
  6. Every power that is working against my marriage, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
  7. I divorce and renounce my marriage with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  8. I break all covenants entered into with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  9. I command the thunder fire of God to burn to ashes the wedding gown, ring, photographs and all other materials used for the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  10. I send the fire of God to burn to ashes the marriage certificate, in the name of Jesus.
  11. I break every blood and soul-tie covenants with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  12. I reject the children born to the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  13. I withdraw my blood, sperm or any other part of my body deposited on the altar of the spirit husband or wife, in Jesus name.
  14. You spirit husband or wife tormenting my life and earthly marriage I bind you with hot chains and fetters of God and cast you out of my life into the deep pit, and I command you not to ever come into my life again, in the name of Jesus.
  15. I return to you, every property of yours in my possession in the spirit world, including the dowry and whatsoever was used for the marriage and covenants, in the name of Jesus.
  16. I drain myself of all evil materials deposited in my body as a result of our sexual relation, in Jesus’ name.
  17. Lord, send Holy Ghost fire into my root and burn out all unclean things deposited in it by the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.

Always take everything you read to Scripture and to God first. Then do your own research. I am new to all of this too, but there is hope in The Power of The Name of Jesus in Deliverance ministry. (See Mark 16:17-18). All demons are subject to The Name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, however sometimes they are stubborn and do not have to leave if they have a legal right. Be sure and check out this link about LEGAL RIGHTS for demons HERE.

The worst thing is unforgiveness. Unforgiveness with completely hinder your deliverance as we must forgive to be forgiven.

I pray this encourages someone. Remember, Jesus loves you no matter what and no matter how bad it feels. I am going through it too. One day at a time. We are leaning.

Personal Journey

Wilderness Update 6.27.17

Well…it’s been one heck of a ride. Deliverance is definitely a process. What  I believe to be the “strongman” is still residing in me and will not budge. I am firmly convinced that only The Lord God Almighty can remove this one. It doesn’t matter how many people I think up to forgive or how many things I renounce. It doesn’t matter how many names I call out or come up with for this monster, it is NOT leaving. No other Christian can deliver me either. I believe this demon is different. It is the worst and I believe God has kept me from being delivered on purpose but for my own good. I am not seeking Him and have not been. I can’t imagine how a demonic torment of this nature could be used by God because of the type of attack and the sin it entices. However, I am but clay, I cannot figure out The Creator of all.

This situation has been going on most of this year, since February or so. I admit, I sinned. The wages of sin is death. I engaged in some sin that led to the heaviest demonic attack ever on my flesh. It was like 10,000 lust demons kept attacking me all at once. I knew I would never ever be able to get rid of them so I bowed my head at my desk in desperation and asked Jesus Himself to save me. After I said my prayer and raised my head, all of it was gone! I experienced a miracle deliverance at the Hands of my Savior right there on the spot. However, I wound up willfully sinning again with what got me into that mess in the first place. This is when the demons I am dealing with now came in. They are not as overwhelming as that encounter, but they are persistent and are always at work attacking me, violating me in molestation, any time of day or night. Sometimes they tricked me and it seemed they were gone for a few days, but they always come back.

I have seen on some Facebook groups and YouTube that 2017 was prophesied to be the year of breakthrough or victory. Those aren’t my words. This year I have been far from victorious. This has been the year of trial for me. The year of testing. My faith has been greatly tested and it is not over as I sit here this morning. This never ending ordeal is affecting my will, my attitude and whole life. I have been learning a lot:

  • We should NEVER ASSUME things because assumptions lead to twisted thoughts, feelings, and thus sin. Satan’s greatest weapon: deception.
  • We cannot 100% understand what we are going through. Sometimes the solutions are not so simple. God is Sovereign and we must realize that. He is NOT a personal genie who moves instantly according to our desires. God knows what is best for us.
  • Answered prayers don’t always look the way we imagine and do not always come when we expect or plan.
  • God is far more merciful than I have ever known before.
  • I have felt the love of Jesus in the midst of the fiery furnace. When the devil heated it 7 times hotter, Jesus never left me. Faith is really tried through fire. I have heard a preacher say that if you go through the fire on fire, then you will be okay. In my case I was not truly on fire so this trial has been painful and I continue to struggle. I did not know I was not fully crucified in the flesh. I was not truly all in for Jesus. Though I haven’t been lukewarm, I was NOT fully SURRENDERED. Dying hurts. Dying is painful. Dying to self is painful.
  • Some things you just cannot run from in life AT ALL.

I NEVER believed in Deliverance Ministry, but after the demons were unleashed in my life due to willful sin, and having experienced this nightmare, I have seen, experienced, and I believe. I have had many devils cast out of me even though this sexual molesting demon is not budging right now. Mental illnesses are demonic. Once I completely come out of this thing healed, Lord willing, I am going to expose the darkness of the psychiatric/psychology industry! Praise God I did not finish my Psychology degree! What I believed in with all my heart is a LIE. I don’t need Lithium. Bipolar Disorder is a demon and can be cast out successfully by the Power of The Holy Spirit in The Mighty Name of Jesus. I strongly believe in tapering off the medications once you begin to heal after deliverance and as led by The Lord. DO NOT STOP YOUR MEDS ON YOUR OWN as your flesh and brain is dependent upon them and used to them. I am starting the process of stopping the meds slowly next month!!! Schizophrenia, and and all the others too must leave in the Name of Jesus unless they have legal rights to be there. Legal rights are reasons demons won’t leave and they have to be dealt with to set oneself free. For example, if you were in an adulterous relationship and you had a tie that belonged to your former lover, you would have to get rid of it because the demon would use that against you. There is so much stuff to all of this! Soul ties are very interesting too! I have much to talk about over time, Lord Willing.

I really believe the fact that my dad was a 32nd degree Mason dramatically affected my family and I. It has brought much hardship I think. I hate Freemasonry and am planning on exposing it too…

When I come out of this thing alive by The Hand of God, I am going to change the features on my blog. I will no longer endorse psychology or medications and the way I have dealt with all of my troubles my whole life. I plan on telling the world the truth and how things really are!!! Maybe the enemy is attacking me extra hard because he knows I will be on fire for God and really destroy the kingdom of darkness in serving my God!

This is NOT a comfortable place to be, but without a test I would not have a testimony. I know this will all work out for my good according to The Bible even though it feels sooo bad in this moment. I could ramble on, sooo much to talk about right now!

  • I have experienced the Healing of GOD! It is REAL! You only need a true, Holy Spirit filled believer to lay hands on someone or pray and they can be instantly healed in Jesus’ Name! I have already been an instrument to heal my mom’s foot by The Power of The Holy Spirit! Healing is real! I never believed this before!!! Experience changes everything!!!
  • I have seen demonic manifestations in my bedroom/house. It was freaky each time. Bright lights in different forms. Supernatural stuff is real. THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH! It is NOT worth it! A few minutes of ungodly pleasure will really cost you! God chastens those HE LOVES.
  • CHRISTIANS can have DEMONS! I have had a hard time with my Brothers and Sisters that I used to fellowship with believing this. The argument is often that light and dark can’t exist together and because we have The Holy Spirit we can’t have demons. Jesus saved our soul/spirit, not our flesh members or mind! Research this!

It’s rocky. Being tested is so painful. It’s a roller coaster. Some days are easier than others. I know God is using this to draw me closer to Him and to depend on Him. I am sure it has something to do with me surrendering fully to Him as well.

I guess that is all for now everyone. I love you all and look forward to sharing more later. No matter how rocky things may be, Be blessed today in Jesus Name! The Christian life is NOT EASY. Just remember there are mountains too, and not only these valleys 🙂

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Personal Journey

Spiritually Transferred Diseases: Sex out of Wedlock. 

Post coming soon. Don’t sleep around in fornication and adultery. The spiritual price is far too high. Google “soul ties” and “spirit husbands.”  You will regret this the rest of your life. Only Jesus can save you…

Also, there is way more to sex than pleasure. When you lose your virginity, the shedding of blood is sacred and important. God created it this way as it was meant for the husband to break the wife’s hymen on their wedding night. There is to be a blood covenant between them. I am learning so much on this topic and it is so very important! God bless.

blood covenant

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