🎶If I could hold your hand one more time
And hear your lullabies just like before
I know that I did wrong, so I’m singing you this song
Mother, I won’t see you anymore. Son, I wish you knew how much we’re missin’ you
I saw them cry their tears from up above
I try to tell them, but the words aren’t getting through
I didn’t mean to hurt the ones I love. Mother, father, I hope to see you soon
And things will be just like they were before
I’m sending all my love, I’m watching from above
And I’ll be in their hearts forever more🎶
When this song came out in 1991 by “The Scream” it really hit home. I lost my best friend at age 19. It’s been nearly 27 years since he passed. I often wonder what kind of family he would have had. I think about all the good things which life has to offer that he got cheated out of. There are many situations in life which can cause a person to feel overwhelmed to the point of wanting to commit suicide (the death of a loved one, being arrested and imprisoned, a spouse leaving, getting caught doing wrong, peer pressure, teenage pressures) In the Bible, in Judas’ case it was guilt, his evil was exposed and he was overwhelmed with guilt. Judas could have been forgiven, but he instead foolishly hung himself. There is always a right way and a wrong way to deal with anything. Just lay everything out on the table before YeHoVaH/God in prayer. He promises to forgive you and to help you get your life together. You don’t need to feel overwhelmed with sorrow and fear, just beg Him to forgive you and then you do everything in your power to make things right. If there’s nothing you can do about it or it is too late, then you must put the situation into His hands and free your mind of something you cannot change. Forget the past, it is gone forever. Don’t worry about the future, it may not be yours. Rather, lay up for yourself treasures for the new heaven and earth by living for Yeshua/Jesus and the gospel’s sake. You don’t have to kill yourself. You can have “a life” in Yeshua/Jesus (John 10:9-10). Some of you know I suffer in physical pain everyday from problems in my back, knees and wrists. Not a day has passed since 2004 that I don’t have aching constant toothache like pain. Facebook friends, I have never thought of killing myself. Suicide is not the best way to make the pain go away. Life is full of problems, emotions, miseries and frustrations. Life can be better friends, but the first step is to never give up on yourself! Trust me, time does heal ALL wounds. I know from experience. If you’re at the end of your rope, then get a longer rope. If you’ve received the straw that breaks the camel’s back, then get a stronger camel. Don’t quit! Don’t give up! You can make it! Suicide not an option. No one should ever even talk about something so foolish as killing one’s self. I hope these few words have encouraged someone today. I’m always willing to listen and pray for you.
I praise God today for my life. I praise Him for love and for blessings. I was complimented today at my doctors appointment by another woman for wearing this color. I marvel at The One Who made Lillies and all of the beautiful fish in the ocean. God has blessed me so good with vibrancy and hope. A new zeal, a fresh Fire. I want to give it all back to Him.
Because He lives, I live. Because He was Broken, I can be Whole. The Resurrection Power is for everyone. The Lord is The Artist of all. He can paint anything He pleases and make it beautiful.
I praise His Holy Name for my new song.
Glory to God! I have found love. My Beloved and I were bonded by God Himself.
He’s so amazing and talented. I am no longer cursed. By The Grace of God, I can appreciate these blessings. Hallelujah! ❤️🔥🔥🔥
Please pray for Brother David Arthur and the ministry that God has given him to soar and change the world in the greatest of ways for the LGBT community. His Testimony is precious and Glorifies our Lord. The hurting people need to know that if God can deliver David, He can deliver them too! †
The following biography is from David Arthur’s website which you can visit HERE.
Meet David Arthur
David has a powerful testimony of deliverance from a sexually perverted life, including homosexual & transgender prostitution, drug addiction, gambling, alcohol, and so on,
as well as being healed from his deathbed with full blown AIDS,
no immune system, infections in his brain and blood, severe
Osteoporosis, diabetes, and the list goes on and on.
What a Mighty GOD we serve!
David was sexually abused from around the age of 5. He contracted HIV/AIDS at age fourteen.
And by age 37 he was on his deathbed. That was in 2009.
With his body weakening, in a hospital bed that was placed in his bedroom at home, David knew he was headed for hell. He cried out to God in desperation. He was afraid to die and he didn’t want to go to hell, yet he knew hell was what he deserved. David Arthur hit rock
bottom and turned to God. God heard David’s cry.
Jeremiah 29:11-15 says, “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the Lord:
and I will turn away your captivity, and I will gather you…”
God not only rescued David from the captivity of his addictions, but freed him from physical & spiritual death. He is healthy and strong, today. Praise God! This is a miracle!
He was so far gone that the doctors sent him home to die, giving him 3 months to live. David prayed for weeks, repenting of all his sins – in detail, as he prepared for death.
Then one day David woke up with an incredible peace inside, what he calls his “Moment of Grace”. A peace like he had never experienced. He was free of sin that held him captive! David still believed he was going to die, but he was no longer afraid of death and knew that he was not going to hell. He was at peace with himself, because he knew, without a shadow of a doubt,
that he was forgiven by God. David hoped that through his
death others would come to know Christ.
But God surprised David. His bones started getting stronger. Within weeks David no longer
used a walker to stand up. Then the doctors told him his diabetes was gone.
After that, David stopped most of his medications. And within months
AIDS was no longer detectable in his system. He was undetectable.
Depression, anxiety, PTSD and many other “diagnoses”
were gone. David knew, at that moment,
that those were just symptoms
of being in the world.
He was no longer ‘of this world’.
God healed him!
It’s a miracle! And now David spends all of his time giving God the glory for his new life.
You don’t want to miss hearing David tell of GOD’S Amazing Grace
and the Freedom from any & all sin.
**Added April of 2016**
Allow me to be transparent for a moment. Many years ago (in the 1990’s) I was accused of a crime for which I was not guilty. I was, however, guilty of committing that very crime many times over, just not in the instance in which I was accused. Let me begin with a few facts. I was molested (recruited) as a child. The men who had traumatized me used the fact that I had no father in my life (he had committed suicide)
to play on the fact that I was seeking love and attention from a male figure.
I do not state these facts to blame or to excuse what I did once I was old enough to make those decisions. I was a monster! I did unspeakable things to men and teenage boys across this entire country – which includes intentionally and purposely trying, and succeeding, to infect many with HIV. Yes, a monster!
And please do not pity me. I made the choice to become a monster, and I know
it was a choice, because now I choose not to do any of those things
by The Power of JESUS CHRIST within me!
From turning to homosexuality and then transgenderism, and ultimately becoming a molester myself
(a recruiter), that dark movement became the false sense of love and
security I sought for so many years. I then watched how common it
was for children to be “recruited” (molested) into that dark world.
These children, younger than teenagers, were being lured in with money, drugs, alcohol, a place to stay,
material things and whatever else might seduce a common teenage boy or girl.
These boys and girls are used in ways I’d rather not describe; and passed around, profited from, and then tossed away like a common piece of garbage. I believe this is why so many young men and
women on the streets are addicted to drugs, alcohol, and on psych medications.
These vulnerable addicts are used in the porn industry, sex-trafficking
and on street corners, selling their bodies.
Scary, I know! I was part of this movement. I know that the focus has always been to gain access to children – to your children and grandchildren, which they now have by the way. After all, that is how I was recruited. I know what is potentially in store for your child when they doubt their sexuality, or struggle through
that awkward stage of puberty with raging hormones.
If they choose to confide in a teacher or counselor at school they can be referred to an adult lgbt activist
(that has no degree in social work or psych) that is allowed to visit your child’s school
specifically to meet with your child in private, without your knowledge or permission.
Do you want your child, or grandchild, to be alone with a predator while they are experiencing
the normal confusion of puberty and hormonal changes? Do you want a predator to have
access to your child’s deepest and most cherished secrets, thoughts and insecurities?
Please understand that GOD has rescued me from homosexuality, transgenderism, and even my death-bed from full-blown AIDS and numerous infections. I had no immune system and was sent home to die! Death is what I deserved for all I had done! And I did die! The old man has truly passed away and the new man
has risen up and was rescued from the clutches of the most evil movement on the face of this planet!
So don’t pity me because because I had it rough! Don’t pity me because I fell victim to this evil! I deserve nothing but judgement and wrath but GOD chose to grant me His grace and mercy. I give God that glory! By rescuing me from the cesspools of this world HE has allowed this Truth to be written to you here and now!
Psalm 40:2 – “He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay,
and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.”
Wake up! Know that it is time to stand up, and speak out to save these children! NO more children should suffer at the hands of this movement! No more children should ever have to endure what I had to endure! No more boys or girls should have to be seduced or lured into darkness and fall into hands of this movement!
*****ABOUT THE FOLLOWING PHOTOS : Please know that I do not show them to boast or brag, but to show and prove that it does not matter how deep into sin you are, how far gone you might think you are or how far you have taken those sins… there is a way out. The Truth, JESUS CHRIST, can and will set you free.*****
If you or someone you know are struggling with sexual perversion, transgender issues, or homosexuality, take ❤️ heart. Yeshua/ The Lord Jesus Christ can set you free today!
Some amazing music for healing… ♥
…about Kate White via www.http://sixfeetdownconference.com
Kate White is a recording artist, speaker, worship leader, nationally acclaimed songwriter and violinist. Kate tours regionally with her band and nationally as a solo artist and speaker. She is a featured speaker for the Kingdom Women’s Conference and is the founder of Music That Matters, an organization dedicated to bringing hope to the hurting. As a trauma survivor Kate began songwriting as a way to help process her own healing journey. 15 years later, Kate’s 7th album and recent release, Six Feet Down, has synthesized her deeper understanding of trauma and what it takes to authentically walk the healing road back to wholeness with lyrics and music that help give a voice to the voiceless, and strength for the journey.
MUSIC THAT MATTERS
Music That Matters is the overseeing non-profit arm of the Kate White Band and other artists working to bring hope and encouragement to broken people. MTM is a Ministry Department of Artists in Christian Testimony, International– a 501(c)(3) Non-Profit organization of Artists seeking community transformation. Kate comes from a history of brokenness that has given her a heart for hurting people. The Kate White Band goes into prisons, shelters, youth detention facilities, addiction recovery homes and schools sharing Kate and the band’s compelling and honest stories through song and word. Their vision is to reach the lost and hurting through their music and help other artists do the same, bringing people to an understanding of God’s love, hope and mercy. MTM also partners with other organizations seeking to help the broken and abused through fundraisers, songwriting / professional recording and benefit concerts. If you would like to financially support Music That Matters, your donation is tax-deductible through A.C.T. Int’l (Artists in Christian Testimony) and helps us continue the ongoing ministry we have to bring hope, healing and encouragement to the broken.
In Yeshua’s Name, let’s intercede for those in Hospice and nursing homes around the world.
Father God, In Yeshua’s Name we give thanks that You would please let a Giant Healing Wave fall upon the earth tonight!
In Yeshua’s Name, we loose Life, healing and Delivering Fire into EVERY NURSING HOME and HOSPICE world wide! In The Name of Yeshua, we BIND death, suicide, depression, and hopelessness in all healthcare facilities around the globe! Hallelujah! ♥
Please pray for my friend’s dad Jeff. He is in hospice and has Pancreatic cancer. He is not doing well. Please God, help him and his family.
For healing prayers, please check out The Saturday Morning Healing Room.
JJ Heller Lyrics
Too young to be a father
You kissed my hand and took your leave
And you taught me how to make believe Make believe I was a gift to you from heaven
Make believe that you would take me as your own
Make believe that you would set the mark of what a man should be
You taught me how to make believe
And now that I’ve grown older
I long for us to meet
I have a million questions
But most of all I want to see
If all of it was make believe
Another year has come and gone
I am living with your family
And I feel right at home
In the place where I always wanted to be
I’m going out this evening
I check the mirror twice
You stop me on the staircase
You kiss my hand and say that I look beautiful tonight
And I believe I was a gift to you from heaven
And I believe that you would take me as your own
I believe that you set the mark of what a man should be
Now I don’t have to make believe”
This song was placed on my heart so heavily tonight by Jesus Christ Himself. Yeshua, our King and Messiah. I am just having a hard time believing I’m not asleep lol.
On March 15, 2018, Father God, YeHoV-H called me as He said, to prophesy among the nations. I’m not quite sure what this looks like, but Jesus/Yeshua has given me a little glimpse. I’ve printed the prophecies out and placed them in a binder for now. I am not boasting as I cannot have pride in myself…because I have a broken heart. The Power is God’s. He just chose to Anoint me, like in The Bible. Isaiah, Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Jonah, and all the rest. I honestly don’t get it, but it’s really cool to watch people sneeze and cough or manifest, getting deliverance when I feel The Fire of God on my skin… If you are unfamiliar with Deliverance Ministry which Jesus Christ/Yeshua paid for, click HERE.
To God be The Glory!
- Check out Isaiah 53 HERE to see how Jesus Christ/Yeshua relates..
- There’s tons more Scriptures in The Bible for this topic, but I’m sleepy lol 🙂 I will post more later for His Glory 😀 Praise Him for His Mercy! I taste it every day and I live on it.
So, I’m listening to this song as The Spirit of God is ministering to me about love. I was broken in my mother’s womb. That’s part of my Testimony and it’s for another time. However, tonight it’s a real issue. The Lord God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob is ministering to my broken soul…my broken heart. He is shining His Glorious Light upon me…and I’m lost for words… This is REAL?!? 😀
It’s just that right now He is exposing the deepest of rejection that’s been there in my broken heart all along! For all of my 33 years on this planet…I’ve never felt truly loved. Especially by a man. A few of these Promising Prophecies from God Himself I do believe, but they are hard to comprehend. How can it be? He’s showing me that love is real as He removes the strongholds of things like rejection and fear or disappointment or loss…
And so much more!!! I can’t wait to let you all know about it when it actually manifests soon!!! Pictures included! You will be blessed and blown away like me! He he 😀
I am so excited because when I come back to you guys with this praise report, you will be encouraged because if Yeshua/Jesus Christ can do this for me, and for us… You’ll know He’s no respecter of persons ♥
So…if you listen to the words of this song, you will see that this is how I feel. If you want a written copy of the lyrics, check them out below:
“Love Song” by P!nk
I’ve never written a love song
That didn’t end in tears
Maybe you’ll rewrite my love song
If You can replace my fears
I need your patience and guidance,
And all your loving and more
When thunder rolls through my life, will you be able to weather the storm
There’s so much I would give ya baby, if I’d only let myself
There’s this wall of emotions I feel I must protect
What’s the point of this armor, if it keeps the love away too
I’d rather bleed with cuts of love then live without any scars
Baby can I trust this or do all things end
I need to hear that you’d die for me again and again and again
So tell me when you look in my eyes can you share all the pain and the happy times
Cause I will love you for the rest of my life
This is my very first love song, it didn’t end in tears
I think I rewrote my love song for the rest of my years
I will love you for the rest of my life
I sit here in awe tonight, reflecting on the events of my 2017. This has definitely been one of the hardest years of my life with the demonic oppression following my sin, the chastening of The Lord…and the fresh Manna my God provided in my Wilderness! Yes, just like with the Israelites, in all of my troubles, God provided new friends with an online church assembly via the Zoom social media platform. I lost my best friend a few years ago when I went all out for Jesus and could no longer walk in fellowship with her, willingly breaking things off. But…God is Faithful and He is not a man that He should lie. The Lord Jesus has provided me with hundreds of friends and a nice handful of best-friends whom with I confide in and grow in Christ. Iron sharpens iron.
Matthew 19:29 King James Version (KJV)
And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.
So…these are my People! The Brothers and Sisters in Christ The Lord Jesus led me to!
http://deliveranceministry.com.au/fellowship-calendar/ This calendar shows all the groups, days, times that we meet in zoom…don’t miss sat! That’s our main one. ❤
This is a Deliverance Ministry. Until this year I truly believed that deliverance ministry was of the devil and just crazy until I encountered demonic oppression for myself..and yes, contrary to what most Christians are AWARE OF, Christians can have demons. Our flesh and mind are not saved. You can read up on that in the link above to the website. Our spirits are saved. We are eternal beings in fleshly bodies, just clay. Keys to The Kingdom Deliverance Ministry is deliverance focused but we also provide healing for those in need by The Power of The Holy Spirit. It’s beyond amazing to see the captives set free…and the brokenhearted find comfort!
Isaiah 61:1-3 King James Version (KJV)
61 The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
3 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.
I am so grateful…and it’s only by The GRACE OF GOD that I am still standing today! This year included sleepless nights of demonic torment, drinking Caffeine to get through it all and praying warfare prayers before dark as the latter parts of the night is when the powers of darkness are most active. I was introduced to praying against witchcraft attacks this year but praying for the salvation of the souls and blessings upon those practicing evil against me. Spiritual warfare is now a daily routine for me. Now that I am no longer carnal and lukewarm and I am an active Christian, sharing and living out the FULL GOSPEL, I am considered a real threat to the kingdom of darkness. We war not against flesh and blood. The enemy does not come at Christians who attend church services once a week and leave Jesus behind in the pew afterward.
So…yeah, I just wanna invite anybody who’s interested in learning about deliverance ministry or desires to hang out and fellowship with a group of true believers who live out the true GOSPEL of Christ, not just part..we are it. One of them. We don’t cut Jesus off at verse 16! He was still talking there, Church! 🙂
Mark 16:16-20 King James Version (KJV)
16 He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;
18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.
19 So then after the Lord had spoken unto them, he was received up into heaven, and sat on the right hand of God.
20 And they went forth, and preached every where, the Lord working with them, and confirming the word with signs following. Amen.
It’s such a blessing for me! Fellowship is a must in these last days and end times! I truly believe Father GOD is raising up a GIANT right now for a final harvest of souls. His Will is that none should perish and we could never understand just how great His mercy is… REAL CHRISTIANITY IS EXCITING! It’s about having a Relationship with Father God, our Lord Jesus Christ and The Mighty Holy Spirit of God! We die daily to ourselves because it is no longer us who live but Christ..we are hidden in Him. All my life I searched for an identity. Praise God, He led me to MINE! I am following Jesus.
Child of God, Remember..you may be the only Ambassador of Christ that the world and people you meet will ever see and experience! Today I stepped into multiple Divine Appointments by our Lord. One of them was where I approached a woman who turned out to be a Sister in Christ and just TODAY he was diagnosed with Lung Cancer! God sent me to REPRESENT HIS SON! As a Messenger of The Gospel, I was a vessel of hope for these precious souls. You can read about this amazing encounter in my last post. The Glory is God’s! If you are willing to put yourself out there as a willing Disciple, laying all pride aside, God WILL use you! You WILL see miracles! His timing is perfect. Every day is different, but you know what? Now that I am living a Godly life in Christ, sharing the Full Gospel daily and reaching out to a dark and dying world of lost souls…keeping in mind that everyone I see has one of two eternal destinations..I CAN’T WAIT TO GET UP AND DO IT AGAIN! The true Christian life is SO FULFILLING! God will show you your place in The Body of Christ. Seek His Face now, precious one. We have work to do and people to reach! Amen! Praise JESUS!!!
I have begun to pray this daily since He showed it to me…when I want to know what adventure and Kingdom work He has for me that day 🙂
Psalm 37:5 King James Version (KJV)
Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
It’s about resting in the finished work of The CROSS in Jesus. It’s about TRUSTING HIM.
Be blessed in JESUS’ NAME!
If I never lived another day, I am one of the most blessed people on earth because I have received the revelation of The LOVE of GOD in Christ Jesus our Savior on The CROSS! There is NO CONDEMNATION! He will meet you where you are! Bring it all to the table! There’s nothing He ain’t seen before! Oh, how He loves us! THE LOVE OF GOD just wrecks me inside, I am a new Creation by The Grace of God! Once The HOLY SPIRIT moves in your heart, you HAVE to give JESUS away! PRAISES TO THE KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!