Personal Journey

Daily Intercessory Prayers ♥

LOOSE LIFE!!!
In Yeshua’s Name, let’s intercede for those in Hospice and nursing homes around the world.

Father God, In Yeshua’s Name we give thanks that You would please let a Giant Healing Wave fall upon the earth tonight!

In Yeshua’s Name, we loose Life, healing and Delivering Fire into EVERY NURSING HOME and HOSPICE world wide! In The Name of Yeshua, we BIND death, suicide, depression, and hopelessness in all healthcare facilities around the globe! Hallelujah! ♥

 

Prayers for Healing!
Urgent prayers requested from Sister Emily Marie Dilger

Please pray for my friend’s dad Jeff. He is in hospice and has Pancreatic cancer. He is not doing well. Please God, help him and his family.

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For healing prayers, please check out The Saturday Morning Healing Room.

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Personal Journey

This is Like A Fantasy…Glory to Yeshua ♥

This song was placed on my heart so heavily tonight by Jesus Christ Himself. Yeshua, our King and Messiah. I am just having a hard time believing I’m not asleep lol.

On March 15, 2018, Father God, YeHoV-H called me as He said, to prophesy among the nations. I’m not quite sure what this looks like, but Jesus/Yeshua has given me a little glimpse. I’ve printed the prophecies out and placed them in a binder for now. I am not boasting as I cannot have pride in myself…because I have a broken heart. The Power is God’s. He just chose to Anoint me, like in The Bible. Isaiah, Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Jonah, and all the rest. I honestly don’t get it, but it’s really cool to watch people sneeze and cough or manifest, getting deliverance when I feel The Fire of God on my skin… If you are unfamiliar with Deliverance Ministry which Jesus Christ/Yeshua paid for, click HERE.

To God be The Glory!

  • Check out Isaiah 53 HERE to see how Jesus Christ/Yeshua relates..
  • There’s tons more Scriptures in The Bible for this topic, but I’m sleepy lol 🙂  I will post more later for His Glory 😀 Praise Him for His Mercy! I taste it every day and I live on it.

So, I’m listening to this song as The Spirit of God is ministering to me about love. I was broken in my mother’s womb. That’s part of my Testimony and it’s for another time. However, tonight it’s a real issue. The Lord God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob is ministering to my broken soul…my broken heart. He is shining His Glorious Light upon me…and I’m lost for words… This is REAL?!? 😀

It’s just that right now He is exposing the deepest of rejection that’s been there in my broken heart all along! For all of my 33 years on this planet…I’ve never felt truly loved. Especially by a man. A few of these Promising Prophecies from God Himself I do believe, but they are hard to comprehend. How can it be? He’s showing me that love is real as He removes the strongholds of things like rejection and fear or disappointment or loss…

And so much more!!! I can’t wait to let you all know about it when it actually manifests soon!!! Pictures included! You will be blessed and blown away like me! He he 😀

I am so excited because when I come back to you guys with this praise report, you will be encouraged because if Yeshua/Jesus Christ can do this for me, and for us… You’ll know He’s no respecter of persons ♥

So…if you listen to the words of this song, you will see that this is how I feel. If you want a written copy of the lyrics, check them out below:

“Love Song” by P!nk

I’ve never written a love song
That didn’t end in tears
Maybe you’ll rewrite my love song
If You can replace my fears
I need your patience and guidance,
And all your loving and more

When thunder rolls through my life, will you be able to weather the storm
There’s so much I would give ya baby, if I’d only let myself
There’s this wall of emotions I feel I must protect
What’s the point of this armor, if it keeps the love away too
I’d rather bleed with cuts of love then live without any scars

Baby can I trust this or do all things end
I need to hear that you’d die for me again and again and again
So tell me when you look in my eyes can you share all the pain and the happy times
Cause I will love you for the rest of my life

This is my very first love song, it didn’t end in tears
I think I rewrote my love song for the rest of my years
I will love you for the rest of my life

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Christianity, Personal Journey

Prayer against Spirit Husband/Wife & Sleep Paralysis

Prayer against Spirit Husband/Wife & Sleep Paralysis

 

Father, Thank you for Jesus! Thank you for your unstoppable love for me! Thank you for this freedom. Glory to God!

We come out of agreement, break and remove all evil spiritual wedding rings, jewelry, crowns and garlands in Jesus name.

We come out of agreement, break and over turn all covenants of marriage with all spirits of evil and darkness. I ask you lord to overturn any other covenant I have made that is not in agreement with you.

We loose the fire of God on the evil wedding garments, wedding shoes, belt and veil.

I break the curse of terror, rape, sexual abuse, the crippler, slavery, the victim, and all torment (physical, sexual, and spiritual. I come out of agreement with it all… and break any ungodly soul ties. I bind and cast out the gate keeper. I shut and seal the gate with the blood of Jesus.

We cancel all assignments of sleep paralysis and come out of agreement with it. We loose angels to stand guard over me and my home/family while I sleep.

We break all triggers…fear, fear of man, fear of women, fear of hurt, fear of rejection, fear of resentment, fear of defilement, fear of loss of innocence, fear of being labeled, fear of being tarnished. We command them all to come out. All sabotage come out too in Jesus name.

I come out of agreement and break the curse of divorce in my blood line. I break the curse of adultery, defilement of the marriage and defilement of the marriage bed. I come against you and I break you off my blood line, on both, my mother and father side all the way back to Adam and Eve, I break it off me and my future generations, I lay this down at your feet Jesus and know that this is done.

We loose_____ (person’s name) … to be released from the prison of trauma… and the memories…we cover them with the blood of Jesus…. We command all regret to loose and go… all regret that produces condemnation, unworthy, defeat and failure, all regret that produces death, suicide, murder…. Fire in the belly!

We brake and smite all lay lines, sliver cords gateways, portals and communication lines, from the ex-husband/wife. Holy Spirit we ask for deep healing and cleansing in Jesus name.

Abandonment, rejection, unappreciated, unloved, we come out of agreement and we break that off in the name of Jesus

All seduction, perversion, weak will, lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes, & wet dreams go in Jesus name.

We seal this deliverance with the blood of Jesus and holy spirit we ask you to  fill the voids in me and continue to push out everything that Jesus wants out. Thank you Jesus for making me whole! all glory to you God

 

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Personal Journey

Revelation from The Lord in Dreams & Progress Note.

God speaks to us in dreams. It is true the devil and his camp interfere and mess with us in our dreams too of course, but God speaks and reveals things to us in our dreams. I have been struggling with demons in my body most of this year and am still seeking the great breakthrough in deliverance that I so desire.

The other night in my dream I was walking with my husband in our front yard. In front of me was an exact copy of me. Not a twin, but a counterfeit. I told my husband not to believe her and that it was not me! She and I were dressed the exact same with the same hairdo and all.  The only difference was the style of her conversation and how she carried herself.

I see this to be God revealing to me a double-mindedness, identity, or personality struggle that is ongoing within me right now. I’ve been saying for a while that I want to be all in for Jesus. The demonic torment and my responses make it hard for a steady walk with The Lord. I believe this is what needs to be addressed now in my deliverance process. Perhaps this is what’s holding me back and hindering me from breaking free. This is all new to me. Major learning process.

Also, I have been having some very noticeable trouble with focusing, memory or recall. These things have been accompanied by sudden headaches, major fatigue and sleepiness. I prayed against witchcraft this evening and found relief. Man, we are living in a very dark time spiritually…praise God, He is The Light!

So this is my deliverance progress note for tonight. I just want to encourage everyone to hold onto Jesus. In deliverance, just like everything else, you have better and worse days. It’s such an amazing learning process and faith-builder. Praise God for every breath in Jesus Name!

 

Personal Journey

I Got Something to Say…

It’s like after 6 a.m. and I’m sitting here sippin on some Cappuccino. On the drive home from the gas station so many thoughts were running through my head. Many emotions too..I shed a few tears as I sang along to some Miranda Lambert and reminisced with some Taylor Swift on my Spotify app. Needless to say I took the long way home…

It’s not like me to revert back to my old ways and musical tastes like I did this morning, but after losing a major spiritual attack after waking up and feeling so defeated, I just didn’t care. I threw it all away. I didn’t know I would mess up today and so early, but God did. I got so much deliverance last night. I just knew that was it. I just knew that the molesting and raping demons were going down forever. I was so excited because the desire to masturbate from their stimulation would be gone completely forever! Not so…yet. Christians (and everybody else) do not engage in watching pornography not matter what. The cost is far too high-especially if you are a Christian, a Child of GOD seeking The Lord. There are demons that can attach themselves to your body and live inside of you. They can be so stubborn to get out as I am finding out. Doing this stuff is a WIDE OPEN DOOR FOR THE DARK SIDE! Not many want to talk about this but it needs to be addressed!

So today God has had mercy on me. Even after blowing it this morning, still yet I began burping and yawning and coughing. These are all manifestations of deliverance. God was delivering me and still kicking demons out despite my actions. I haven’t prayed since.

As I was listening to songs like I Knew You Were Trouble, Red, and Bad Blood, I thought about all of the rejection I experienced in romantic relationships growing up and in early adulthood. It didn’t matter how beautiful I was or how talented. I was always rejected by the men I so desired. Even in the relationships I was involved in, they never lasted too long. NOW it is SO clear to me WHY! Having received all of the revelation this year in my trials I see that we live in a spirit world and all is spiritual. I recognize the mishaps. Most people have heard that God has a plan for your life. Well, the truth is…Satan does too! The kingdom of darkness is always at work in your life as well carrying out assignments against you to suit their purposes and plans against God. Good news tho! That’s what spiritual warfare is for!

All of my romantic entanglements were a part of Satan’s plan against my life to destroy what God had for me/God’s purpose for my life. I believe the enemy can catch a glimpse of the future but only God knows everything. Satan can speculate, I mean, after all he’s been around for a very long time! Whatever happened, I know the enemy was at work. Maybe not in everything. We have been given free will, just know that the kingdom of darkness has plans for your life too. I tell you this in wisdom, not to scare you. I tell you this from experience. There were major assignments against me in my young life with the spirits of rejection, self-hatred, fear, and so much more.

So if you’re going through something like this (you can apply this to everything else too), just know that it’s nothing personal. Remember that these spirits operate in people to get to us…and we war not against flesh and blood. Man, what an awakening this year has been for me!

Seek The Lord in prayer and ask for wisdom. God bless!

Personal Journey

How Far is The East from The West?

It’s 3 a.m. and I’m being delivered!!! The Holy Spirit is kicking the demons out of my body tonight from my stomach. I was wiping off my bathroom counter and I recalled some of my sin that brought me into this captivity but then The Mighty Holy Spirit of God spoke to me unexpectedly “As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us” (from Psalm 103:12).

Oh MY GOD!!! I KNOW MY Redeemer LIVES! This verse is my treasure and my diamond! I am finally receiving my breakthrough! God is moving in my heart, in my soul and in my belly! Oh, praises to The King!!!!!! This is a short post but I just had to share my blessing! I don’t know what the future holds but I KNOW WHO holds the future!

God bless!!!

-Mandy

Personal Journey

Demons & More Demons

Leviathan, Arrested Development, Double-Mindedness, Vashti, Jezebel, all the Spirit Husbands, and my rock hardened heart… Must be like billions of demons eh? They don’t operate alone. It is my understanding that they operate in groups. I’m not an expert yet, but you think I would be by now! I have no idea how the networking of demons is orchestrated inside of me. Sometimes I get mad because I see other Christians walking through life just fine…they have demons too. It’s just their demons aren’t exposed. Once you ruffle their feathers, the whole bunch acts up. My demons were uncovered this year as a result of sin. Oh what a learning experience…

It’s amazing how sin really hardens our hearts. Not only sin, but the defense mechanisms we put up when the warning lights come on that something potentially hurtful lurks ahead. Like this summer for me. My 92 year old Grandma moved hundreds of miles away and I knew I wouldn’t see her as much… The walls went up. I felt nothing. Two days before her flight I actually felt like I was in another zone in my body. Weird.

Trauma. How much trauma have you experienced in your life? For me, it began with my birth as my Mother had a Cesarean. Then the house fire at age 2 where I watched everything we had burn to the ground in the family van. The frightening nightmares that I had as a result of watching the movie Child’s Play with my teenage sister were rough… I mean, Kid Sister was tossed out in no time. I tried to give my dolls away because I just knew they were plotting against me, or just plain wicked. What a mind warping experience. Major spirits of fear and phobias.

I also experienced a lot of rejection by the opposite sex in dating/having relationships. I would fall for the wrong guy (at the time I didn’t know it was a spiritual set up against me by the enemy). At the end of junior high I pushed myself to lose so much weight. I did that and I was still not accepted the way I desired. It didn’t matter how beautiful I was, or how talented…there was an assignment against me in the spirit realm. You see, everyone hears that God has a plan for their life. I’m here to tell you that the devil has a plan for your life too. Ask God to open your eyes and reveal things to you. Only God knows the future but Satan can sniff out or sort of catch a glimpse of the blessings God has for us around the corner. This enrages him. Satan and the kingdom of darkness hate human beings because we are all created in the image of God-whether we are living for Him or not. Lately I’m beginning to see how my heart has been hardened over the years. Many experiences brought different types of pain, and with the pain emotional wounds. Only The Holy Spirit can heal your deep wounds, the ones in your very soul. It’s called Inner Healing. Google it. He’s beginning a new work in me right now, healing me up, taking down the walls ever so gently.

Being able to cry is a blessing, don’t take it for granted. One thing you can do if you’re struggling with feeling numb and the hard heart, as a Born-Again Believer you can just ask The Holy Spirit to break your heart and He will help you feel again, give you the ability to cry.  The Holy Spirit bringing you to tears is freedom, Hallelujah!

No matter how many demons, It’s gonna be okay.

Falling apart is okay cuz God puts us together in new ways xoxo

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Christianity, Personal Journey

I Surrender All….Wilderness Update 8.20.17

So, BIG REVELATION!

After weeks of seeking deliverance and self deliverance, research, studying, and pretty much making this thing my idol (being freed from the molesting and raping demons) I think I finally got the point. All of this time God has been waiting on me to simply surrender to Him as He watched me from above as I scurried and hurried around trying to take control and do things my way. I have not fully surrendered. Jesus wants ALL of us, not 75% or however much we are willing to give Him.

I have not totally died to self and I have been reacting to God like He wanted to take my favorite toy when that’s certainly not the case. Jesus gave His ALL for me on the CROSS so I shouldn’t give Him any less than all of me. The love of GOD is amazing! I am just now beginning to understand the nature of my Father and how He is so kind and merciful. He is LOVE itself! I grew up in a pretty religious background and I had no idea what GRACE was…so far, I am drowning in the BLISS of my SAVIOR! We have to realize that we can stoop pretty low in this world. We can find ourselves doing things we never thought we would do and in places we said we would never go…The wages of sin is really…DEATH! The BIBLE is TRUE! The ONLY TRUTH under the sun!

God wants us to trust Him. I have not done that, but I am starting to. Today when the demonic attacks came upon me, I just ask Jesus to help me and take away the pain that feels like pinches and biting or the molesting. The tiny annoying torments cease instantly and the sexual attacks are becoming so much more bearable as He is removing them in His perfect way and time. I have actually moved to the backseat and let God have the steering wheel (I thought I did). It has only been one day, but I have seen my FATHER show up in such a MIGHTY and direct way…it blows my mind! He is growing my faith. I am so grateful, I don’t give thanks much at all but I am a work in progress 🙂

God is moving in my life in ways I’ve never imagined. I told Him I wasn’t testing Him but trusting Him to fight for me like in Exodus 14:14. He understands our hearts before we ever pray. He takes care of it all every time! He is soooo faithful! So this is what surrender feels like… This is peace. Thank YOU JESUS!

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Christianity, Personal Journey

The Worth of The Cross

Lying in bed last night as I was thinking about how terrible this demonic torment has been for months, it came to me: Look at Apostle Paul! Look at all he went through for the sake of Jesus and The Cross! He ENDURED so much! What patience and perseverance this Brother had in The LORD! After so many pity parties and begging God to take this thing away…how much am I willing to go through for Jesus and for The Cross? How much does He matter to me? Am I going to serve Him through the dark times also as I have so boldly proclaimed many times before all this happened? It’s so much easier to boast about my dedication for Christ than for me to walk it out with Him in patience when things get so tough.

All my life I’ve been quick to give up when things don’t go my way easily and quickly. I haven’t had much patience in all my 32 years on this planet.


Check out what Apostle Paul went through for Jesus’ sake.

2 Corinthians 11:16-33 (KJV)

16 I say again, let no man think me a fool; if otherwise, yet as a fool receive me, that I may boast myself a little.

17 That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting.

18 Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also.

19 For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise.

20 For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face.

21 I speak as concerning reproach, as though we had been weak. Howbeit whereinsoever any is bold, (I speak foolishly,) I am bold also.

22 Are they Hebrews? so am I. Are they Israelites? so am I. Are they the seed of Abraham? so am I.

23 Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft.

24 Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one.

25 Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep;

26 In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren;

27 In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness.

28 Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches.

29 Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not?

30 If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities.

31 The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is blessed for evermore, knoweth that I lie not.

32 In Damascus the governor under Aretas the king kept the city of the damascenes with a garrison, desirous to apprehend me:

33 And through a window in a basket was I let down by the wall, and escaped his hands.


Trusting in Him and submitting to Him. Surrendering to The LORD… This video really speaks to me right now.

One day at a time. I believe God is cleansing me and purging me of the world and my carnal desires for the things of this world, known or unknown. I have fasted and done many deliverance. The demons are coming out but at a slow pace. The sexual demons are still violating me anytime 24/7 and I’m still having nightmares and annoying physical torment, but you know what… This morning I actually thank Him for what He is doing in me. I am not fully submitted to God. I am not fully dead to self. I am not truly surrendered to Him. I plan on seeking surrender to Jesus now more than ever. One day at a time. I must get into prayer alone with my Father in the quiet. It’s so easy to get caught up in this world as we are living in the technological age with so many distractions. Impatience is hard to shed when everything comes so instantly in this period of humanity. I confess I am impatient and need to surrender to God.

James 1:2-4 (KJV)

My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;

Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.


So, God bless you all. I hope this helps someone. Glory to God! He revealed this to me last night before falling asleep. Praise His Holy Name! He has NEVER given up on me! He will NOT give up on YOU either!

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Christianity, Personal Journey, sanctification

Me On The Altar.

God has given me the answer to my spiritual problem this year multiple times using different people and things. Instead of heeding any of His opportunities, each time I pushed them away and tried to do it my way or another way. The way He has for me I have always put aside because it was too hard and extreme for me. It’s like I want to know God so intimately but I want my desires too. I have cried out for The Lord to draw me into The very Heart of Him in recent years and He is doing that right now. I am going down whining, kicking, and screaming. As nasty as this spirit husband harassment has been you would think I would have already fasted and kicked this thing. But it’s not about this spirit husband. This is actually about God. This is about me no longer running from Him. I can’t have it both ways. Not anymore. I want to know God. I want to seek Him with all my heart and find Him. I want to break through in our relationship to a new level of fellowship with The Holy One.

This is me dying. This is the end of me. This is me putting my flesh (the lust of the flesh) on The Altar. This is painful. This is not what I want to do. I am beginning a fast at noon in a couple minutes and I have avoided this for months. I don’t want to be molested anymore and raped by unseen forces, aka the spirit husband. God is delivering me and giving me grace and everything I need for this, including the support of some amazing friends that are Family in Christ!

Today, I finally got it. It finally registered. This is how it’s going down. This fast is me surrendering to Jesus and letting Him take my walls down. I want to give Him all of me and hold nothing back. I have been shown so much information these past few months about the spirit realm and the demonic forces, the fact that everything has a spiritual root cause, and so much more. The Lord has revealed so much to me, including some big things about myself. I thought I knew it all already because of what He had shown me in leading me to Bible prophecy, but I was wrong. We will never learn it all, and pride is one of the things He has been taking down inside of me. Praise God!

Receiving the revelation this morning that I needed to fast as part of surrendering to God and dying to myself, really makes a difference. It doesn’t make it any easier in my flesh, but it helps me inside. I have to decide what matters most: God or food. God or my flesh. God or pleasure. God or me.

I’m learning this is about my will.


Check this out (from biblehub.com)

The Sin of Self-Will by R. Tuck
Psalm 81:11
But my people would not listen to my voice; and Israel would none of me.

Observe that the sin of which complaint is here made is not that Israel did not hearken, but that Israel would not hearken. God goes in behind the acts of disobedience, and is concerned with the spirit of wilfulness which found expression in the acts. The judgment of God upon them brings to view the special feature of their sin. “So I gave them up to the obduracy of their heart, that they should walk in their own counsels” (ver. 12).

I. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN INTO WHICH MEN FELL. Self-will is the perverted use of free will. Free will could be self-will if man were an independent creature. Free will must not be self-will, because man is a dependent creature. Free will became self-will, because man allowed himself to be guided by what seemed “pleasant to the eyes and good for food,” rather than by what he knew to be the will of him on whom he depended. Serving himself is the essence of sin for one who has been made dependent – in every way dependent upon God. What we have to counteract is the delusion that man is an independent being, and therefore may “follow the devices and desires of his own heart.” Illustrate from Daniel 5:28.

II. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN FROM WHICH MEN ARE DELIVERED. There are penalties into which men have brought themselves by their self will, and from these they need to be delivered. But it would be no effective redemption that dealt only with penalties. Deliverance from self-willedness, in a dependent creature, can only be effected by making him on whom he depends so infinitely attractive that he wins full trust and obedience. And this is accomplished by God’s manifestation of himself to men in the Person, life, and sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ.

III. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN INTO WHICH THE REDEEMED ARE IN DANGER OF FALLING BACK. Illustrate from the Israelites, as redeemed unto the service of Jehovah, from Egypt. Bring out

(1) the open ways, and

(2) the subtle ways, in which nowadays Christians may be tempted to the self-trust which breaks them away from their dependence on God. – R.T.


I watched a preacher online talking about dying to self yesterday. Today when I caught myself switching into the flesh during a conversation about something I am very opinionated about, I remembered what he said. This is the part of me that is yet to die. I don’t remember the exact words but I am so glad it came to mind again, praise God!

Don’t give up everyone. Jesus loves you! Father God is drawing His Church to a deeper relationship with Him I think. You are loved beyond measure by The One who died for you to be reconciled with Him for eternity!!! We cannot fathom how much we really mean to our Father and our Jesus! Praise Him today! No matter how dark it is or what you’re going through today!

*Final note: I just want to remind everyone not to be freaking out over demons and giving the kingdom of darkness any kind of glory. The battle is in the mind. I have been letting them get to me myself. Seriously, they are playing head games with you. No matter what you feel or see, God is greater! He NEVER leaves you! He is still there whenever you are under demonic attack! HE WILL MAKE A WAY for your deliverance!