Christianity, encouragement, Faith, God, Hope, Inspirational, Personal Journey

#Fighting The Good Fight

Personal journal entry tonight.

First off, I just wanna say for The Glory of God,

GOD LOVES YOU and He wants to reach the world through willing vessels.

Ultimately the goal of this blog is for reaching others for JESUS/Yeshua because souls are the heartbeat of Father GOD. I love you guys! JESUS LOVES YOU MORE!

I am learning how much this season…

There’s no crown without a Cross.

The battle is real. If you don’t take up your cross and follow Jesus, you cannot be His Disciple. It’s HARD because crosses have weight to them. Anyone who chooses to follow Yeshua/Jesus has some type of personal cross, BUT THE LORD IS FAITHFUL!

God blesses me with all of these luxuries to comfort me in the middle of this season of inner healing!

Yeshua/Jesus is exposing the deepest of wounds in my soul in this season. Wounds I had no idea were there. Wounds that really HURT but need attention after years of neglect or hiddenness.

Check out this video about belief systems. This is a very real issue for human beings and it is serious. It will really bless you.

I’m learning to not underestimate seasons of hiddenness. God will humble us before a season of promotion. You may not be immediately appointed after being anointed.

The pruning wilderness can be really tough, but it’s necessary.

Like, comforting videos of truth and encouragement from Brother Marcus Rogers,

fresh, soul-soothing ministry, and even personal fellowship with my new musical hero, Kate White!

My goodness! How Amazing I am finding my God out to be in this season…

He is SO merciful.

I must say that the hardest lesson I’ve had to learn this year is that GOD HAS to be enough. Praise HIM that He really is though! We all have mountains and valleys.

We gotta soak up the beauty in the valleys and not just wish them away.

There’s purpose in everything with God. Nothing is wasted.

So…

The Good LORD has been blessing me sooooo much lately in ginormous ways!

I must admit that because God is Good, I have always been blessed and because of The Magnitude of His Blessings, it was hard to tell that I was cursed for 32 years as I mentioned in my last personal post!

This year is the most transformative year of my entire life.

I was a caterpillar who was really bad off in 2017 (you can see that clearly if you check out the post from back then.)

The LORD has  made me a butterfly… I have wings now.  I am free…

After 9 years in an unhealthy, abusive marriage, I’m free from captivity.

God blessed me with one of the greatest revelations ever this year!

The broken soul. This is The Biblical explanation for mental illness.

I think Brother Mark and Sister Risa of Hope Preserved Ministries have done an excellent job explaining all about it on their website. CLICK HERE to see for yourself.

This revelation along with the most important revelation of all time (which I will explain more about in greater detail at a later date with an updated personal testimony) has changed EVERYTHING tremendously!

I no longer take many medications. God has weaned me off of so much stuff.

Medicine and psychiatry…

I’m blessed to not wear reading glasses anymore too!

I have lost over 60 pounds this past year!

The LORD resurrected my femininity and identity as a woman which the devil tried to steal and destroy.

I am just doing so well! I hope that this encourages someone tonight!

FOR THE GLORY OF GOD!

Today He blessed me to spread the truth and shine my light a bit.

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My #HampsteadJustice Tee came in last week and I got to rock it today! YAY!

Join our movement for THE TRUTH and THE CHILDREN! Get your own HERE!

I got a bunch of drop cards and spread them around town…

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We are the salt and light!!!

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Today while I was in Wal-Mart I saw people looking through The Halloween section with their children. This hurt. It all really struck a chord in the depths of my soul.

I was feeling the type of hurt that God feels when He watches His Children messing around with sin. The wages of sin is death.

It really hurts to see innocent little children celebrating death (ignorantly) at the hands of ignorant parents or parents who are allowing it…

I didn’t know or believe celebrating Halloween was wrong until very later on in life.

Also…

I just wanted to share this beautiful video by our dear Brother in The LORD, Marcus Rogers. It really means a lot to me. The message is powerful. I pray it blesses you too!

I pray this last video really challenges you in a beautiful way.

God bless you, Precious Ones! ♥

Animals, Personal Journey

4 Legged Friends.

Glory 2 God.

I miss you, Little Bit.

You’re still my best friend, I miss you hiding your peppermint candy that you stole off the coffee table-stashing it in the chair in the living room which you claimed as your own.

I miss your little black nose poking underneath my bedroom door nightly to make sure I was okay still..

I miss

I Praise God for The closure He gave me when The Holy Spirit led me to sing to you as you were passing away at home in your little bed.

I praise God for all the car rides we took in my convertible with the top down-you thought it was so cool.

Thank God for all our 4 legged friends.

The world is a beautiful place because of the pets He shares with us.

This JJ Heller song came on last night-one of the ones I sang to her as she quietly left this world.

Praise God for His Tenderness & Mercy.

He is SO Beautiful! 🔥🙏

https://youtu.be/G4IuIX5N4dU

Personal Journey

You Don’t Have to Take The Broken Road…

TURN AROUND by Matt Maher

Track art

Young man on the side of the road
Lost and beat up with nowhere to go
Smells like a hangover from days ago
He does what he can to survive

Single mom with a dead end job
Ninety hour week just to keep what she’s got
With the bills that add up and now she’s caught
She does what she can to survive

Well, let me say
That love won’t take away the pain
But don’t be afraid
‘Cause it will never walk away

If you’re scared that you don’t matter
If you’re lost and need to be found
If you’re looking for a Savior
All you gotta do is turn around

Some turn to a bottle
Some turn to a drug
Some turn to another’s arms
But it seems like it’s never enough

Well I won’t say, that you will never fail again
But there is grace
To wash away your every sin

If you’re scared that you don’t matter
If you’re lost and need to be found
If you’re looking for a Savior
All you gotta do is turn around

No one listens to you anymore
And your heart has broken down
You don’t need to move
Love has come to you
All you gotta do is turn around
All you gotta do is turn around
Turn around

You don’t have to take the broken road
You can turn around and come back home

You don’t have to take the broken road
You can turn around and come back home

You don’t have to take the broken road
You can turn around and come back home

If you’re scared that you don’t matter
If you’re lost and need to be found
If you’re looking for a Savior
All you gotta do is turn around

No one listens to you anymore
And your heart has broken down
You don’t need to move
Love has come to you
All you gotta do is turn around
All you gotta do is turn around

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Personal Journey

Hello, Is Anyone Listening?

I’m so tired of it all. If I could buy a ticket to get off this messed up planet I would. Believe me I would. In this world, 99.9% of the population is sleeping. Everyone in this country is brainwashed by their Monster energy drinks and CNN. This is a raw, heartfelt post, yeah. Donald Trump is not going to and cannot make America great again. Everyone is looking for a savior after Obama did his number on America these past 8 years. They’re not gonna find one on this earth. I’m tired of seeing my YouTube flooded with a billion videos about this Hillary scandal. The world is a stage and nothing is what it seems.  If you’re living paycheck to paycheck and not starring on the TV or the radio, then maybe you’ve not sold out yet. In order to get somewhere on this wicked earth you gotta make a deal. Don’t be deceived.  If you’ve never heard of the Illuminati, I suggest you google and find out.

Less than 2 years ago I was awakened to the reality that everything I’d ever known my whole life in the world view was a complete LIE! All of my favorite rock stars and movie stars and the political leaders I would hear people endorse…all lies. These celebrities that people idolize, paying top dollar for the closest seats at their shows…they are puppets. The celebrities are all false little gods to keep the world busy and distracted. You know, when you find out in the magazines that the hottest reality star just broke up with her lover, or that Britney Spears has shaved her head. Believe it or not, many people really get caught up in the lives of these celebrities. Fan Fiction for instance. They are all tools to keep everyone occupied and not looking into what is going on in the real world around them! Sadly, most who do look beyond that stuff only get as far as state run media. CNN, FOX, all the mainstream news outlets. It has to get past the government first…

The government could be taring the nation apart, getting ready for war while the whole country is in mourning due to Beyonce and Jay-Z getting a divorce or Kim and Kanye West or something (I just made up the celeb part for an example). See what I mean? Don’t get caught up in the hype or put your hope in people. Jesus is the only Savior. He is the only one that can give you peace. America is due for God’s judgement. It has been seen on smaller scales than what is to come, but people go on about their lives when the smoke clears. Wake up.

 

encouragement, Faith, humanity, Inspiration, religion

It’s Time to Tell Someone

T. Suzanne Eller By SUZIE ELLER

“I planted the seed in your hearts, and Apollos watered it, but it was God who made it grow. It’s not important who does the planting, or who does the watering. What’s important is that God makes the seed grow.” 1 Corinthians 3:6-7 (NLT)

They showed up at my door when I was 14.

Because they went to my school, my mom let them in. They stumbled into my room, standing awkwardly with their youth pastor behind them. One invited me to come to church. Another teen shuffled from foot to foot and asked if she could tell me about Jesus.

I didn’t want to hear it. I was angry at God, if there even was one.

I didn’t grow up in church, so I didn’t know a lot about the Bible. All I knew is that life was hard, and I didn’t want anyone to fix me.

Thank you very much, now here’s the door.

I can only imagine the scene afterwards. A bunch of teenagers clustered on the sidewalk outside our home on Latimer Street, wondering what in the world just happened.

I’m sorry. I really am.

Wherever you are, I want to thank you for trying. I don’t know why you picked me, but I love the fact that you wanted to tell me about Jesus.

That day you didn’t find fertile soil, but a small seed was planted. Jesus eventually rooted His love in my heart and changed not only me, but also generations after me. I wish you knew that the angry girl in the bedroom became a woman of faith who loves nothing more than telling others about Jesus.

In today’s passage, Paul and Apollos had faithfully planted seeds of teaching in a new church body. We see the newness of the church as members debate about who is the most important, Paul or Apollos.

Paul diverted the attention away from himself to remind them of a simple truth: Telling others about Jesus is not about one person or another. It’s not about recognition. It’s not even about success or failure.

It’s about faithfully planting seeds, watering them and allowing God to grow them.

If someone were to look at those teens standing in my room, they might think that their words had little effect. One day in Heaven I plan to thank them. For every person, including them, who bravely shared the truth with me planted a seed of faith in my heart.

Like Apollos and Paul, one planted. Another watered.

And then, at just the right time, a seed sprouted and broke the crusty soil of my angry heart.

Why am I telling you this?

Maybe you’ve sensed for a long time that you’re to talk to someone about Jesus. You’ve hesitated because you don’t know how or you don’t want to fail. Perhaps you even experienced someone like I once was, and it made you think twice about trying again.

But I want you to know something.

When you move beyond your fears to tell someone that Jesus loves them, it may be exactly what they need to hear that day even if they don’t know it yet.

I want a front seat one day in Heaven when those teens discover that their bravery wasn’t in vain. I want to hug their necks and thank them. In fact, there will be a lot of seed sowers I want to thank, because all of them together made a difference.

They sowed. Some watered. God grew me.

If God is leading you to tell someone about Jesus, don’t miss that moment. There might be someone in your path — a woman, a girl, a friend, a loved one — who doesn’t know Jesus loves them and His love changes you forever.

Lord, thank You for allowing me to plant a seed, or water a seed or perhaps to even watch a seed come to fruition in the life of another. Lead me. Guide me. Show me what to say and when to say it. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

TRUTH FOR TODAY:
John 17:20, “I am praying not only for these disciples but also for all who will ever believe in me through their message.” (NLT)

RELATED RESOURCES:
Is God calling you to plant seeds of faith with your words? Join us this summer when Proverbs 31 Ministries hosts She Speaks, our annual conference for writers and speakers, July 23-25, 2015 in Charlotte, N.C. It’s a unique combination of spiritual inspiration and practical application, and we’ll save a seat for you!

What if the next big step God wants you to take is actually small? Wherever God has called you, you can take the first step. Registration for the P31 Online Bible Study of What Happens When Women Walk in Faith by Lysa TerKeurst is open, and the study kicks off next Monday, April 13.

Join Suzie Eller on her blog today to share your story and for a giveaway.

REFLECT AND RESPOND:
Sharing about Jesus doesn’t have to be formal or scripted. Just share your story.

Consider the following as conversation starters:

  • Tell about the day you became a believer.
  • Tell how that changed you.
  • Share ways you have found strength or joy in your relationship with Christ (perhaps even in a similar struggle).
© 2015 by Suzie Eller. All rights reserved.


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America, God, Women, Work

The Cure For Envy

Liz Curtis Higgs by  LIZ CURTIS HIGGS

“A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones.” Proverbs 14:30 (NIV)

I was a member of a professional association for just two weeks when I attended their national convention. Since my name badge didn’t sport a single special ribbon, people barely glanced at me.

Alone in my hotel room, I ended each day in tears, feeling inadequate and overwhelmed. I told myself I wasn’t envious. Simply, uh … discouraged.

Years passed, and doors began to swing open. Ribbons dangled from my name badge, and people smiled in my direction.

Soon I found myself dealing with a new set of feelings. How come she’s moving ahead faster than I am, Lord? Why did they honor her instead of me? I wasn’t jealous, of course. Merely, uh … competitive.

The awful truth revealed itself one rainy morning when I received an announcement from a colleague who’d been blessed with an opportunity I was convinced should have been mine. I tossed her letter across the room in an angry huff. “It’s not fair, Lord!”

His response was swift. “Have I called you to succeed or to surrender, Liz?”

Clearly, jealousy and envy were alive and well in my jade-green heart. When I reached out to my writing and speaking sisters — women who love and serve the Lord — I discovered they, too, wrestled with this issue. One said, “I understand competition in the secular marketplace. But I grieve over it in the body of Christ. What are we doing, setting one person’s work above another, if not absorbing the world’s way of doing things?”

Her words echo the Apostle Paul’s: ” … For since there is jealousy and quarreling among you, are you not worldly? Are you not acting like mere humans?” (1 Corinthians 3:3b, NIV). Sadly, we are.

Today’s verse reminds us that envy takes a toll: “A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones” (Proverbs 14:30). For all of us who struggle, here’s the way out:

Confess. Healing begins when we acknowledge that envy is a sin: “But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth” (James 3:14, NIV). Humble admission is the single best antidote for prideful ambition.

Avoid comparison. Consider the words of Jesus, when Peter fretted over John’s place in Jesus’ ministry, and asked, “‘Lord, what about him?’ Jesus answered, ‘ … what is that to you? You must follow me’” (John 21:21b, 22b, NIV).

Rejoice. Feeling overlooked? Look up and celebrate with others. Send an email or text on the spot, and chase away those negative feelings. “Rejoice with those who rejoice” (Romans 12:15a, NIV).

Be patient. Many a career or ministry has collapsed under too much, too soon. Embrace the tasks you’ve been given, rather than longing for something bigger, better or faster. Success isn’t money or fame — it’s love for one another. By definition, “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud” (1 Corinthians 13:4, NIV).

Befriend your rival. As one of our sisters explained, “A woman was brought in on a fast track executive management program at my corporation. At our first meeting, I thought, ‘Well, here’s my rival.’ Then I heard God say, ‘She is smart, energetic and sharp — just like you. You could become best buddies.’” And, they did.

Count the cost. Behind every successful woman is a host of sacrifices we never see. The truth? We’re seldom jealous of all the work a person does — just the outcome. Whether building a tower or building a career, the Bible cautions us, ” … Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money” — or time or energy — “to complete it” (Luke 14:28b, NIV).

Lean on the Lord. He stands ready, willing and able to overcome our weaknesses through the power of His Spirit. “Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always” (1 Chronicles 16:11, NIV).

Heavenly Father, we know envy and jealousy are no match for Your mercy and grace. Forgive us when we grumble over how You bless others, and help us be grateful for all the ways You have kindly blessed us. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

TRUTH FOR TODAY:
Romans 12:10, “Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves.” (NIV)

1 Peter 5:6, “Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.” (NIV)

RELATED RESOURCES:
Want more encouragement from Liz Curtis Higgs to start your day? Rise and Shine offers engaging stories, upbeat advice and heartfelt prayers to brighten your morning.

All this spring, Liz is exploring why “He Is Worthy of Our Praise” on her weekly blog.

REFLECT AND RESPOND:
If you’ve ever succumbed to envy or jealousy, now’s the time to confess the truth and experience genuine success: rejoicing with others, as you trust God’s timing.

Of the seven steps above, which one are you ready to take today?

© 2015 by Liz Curtis Higgs. All rights reserved.

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