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Spiritual Warfare Monday with Bella Orsi

(I know it’s Tuesday, oops lol)

SPIRITUAL WARFARE MONDAY:
SUICIDE IS A MONSTER READY TO DESTROY YOU. DON’T LET IT. ) CAST YOUR ANXIETIES TO THE LORD JESUS.

FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE DEATH SPIRIT SPEAKING OVER THEIR SHOULDER FOR SUICIDE.
PRAYER AGAINST THE SPIRIT OF DEATH ~

I cancel my name, my family and Ministry from the death register, with the fire of God, in the name of Jesus.
Every evil gathering against me, be scattered by the thunder fire of God, in the name of Jesus
Every power, transforming into masquerades in the night in order to attack me in the dreams, be exposed and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every power, transforming into animals in the night in order to attack me in the dreams, fall down and die, in Jesus’ name.
I shall prevail with man and with God in every area of my life, in the name of Jesus.
Every coffin, prepared by the agent of death for my life, catch fire and roast to ashes, in the name of Jesus.
Every pit, dug for my life by the agents of death, swallow the agents, in the name of Jesus.
Every power, oppressing my life through dreams of death, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every witchcraft power, tormenting my life with the spirit of death, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every witchcraft power, assigned to my family for untimely death, scatter and die, in the name of Jesus.
My body, soul and spirit, reject every evil load, in Jesus’ name.
Every satanic agent, monitoring my life for evil, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every unconscious gift of death that I have received, receive the fire of God, in the name of Jesus.
Every stubborn pursuer of my life, turn back and perish in your own Red Sea, in the name of Jesus.
Every arrow of terminal sickness, come out of my life and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every power, enforcing terminal sickness in my life, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every decree of untimely death hovering over my life, catch fire and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every evil link between me and the spirit of untimely death, be cut off by the blood of Jesus.
I reject and renounce every association with the spirit of death, in the name of Jesus.
Every inherited satanic glasses on my eyes, break by the blood of Jesus.
Every ancestral agreement with the spirit of untimely death, break by the blood of Jesus.
Every agreement and covenant of hell fire in my family line, be destroyed by the blood of Jesus.
Every agreement with the spirit of death in my family line, break by the blood of Jesus.
I shall not die but live. The number of my days shall be fulfilled in the name of Jesus.
I cancel every activity of untimely death within, around and over my life, in the name of Jesus.
I speak life unto the organs in my body and command them not to malfunction, in the name of Jesus.
Every agent of the spirit of death, monitoring my life day and night, receive blindness and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every spirit, working to initiate me into evil covenants of untimely death, be frustrated, in the name of Jesus.
Every plantation of untimely death in my life, be uprooted by fire, in the name of Jesus.
My head, reject every manipulation and bewitchment of untimely death, in the name of Jesus.
Every bewitchment of witchcraft on my destiny and potentials, die, in the name of Jesus.
Every arrow of untimely death, fired at me in the dream, come out and go back to your senders, in Jesus’ name.
Every satanic attack of untimely death, in the dream, die, in the name of Jesus.
Every satanic bird, crying out for the untimely death of my life, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Every door, opened in my life for the attacks of untimely death, be closed by the blood of Jesus.
Oh Lord, let my life become too hot for any agent of untimely death, in the name of Jesus.
Every power, meeting to decide on untimely death for my life, scatter unto desolation, in the name of Jesus.
Every power, that does not want to see me around, your time is up. Fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
Holy Ghost fire, immunize my blood against satanic poisoning, in the name of Jesus.
Thank God for answers to your prayers.

 

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Ever Wonder?

 

 

 

Inner peace. Rest. Healing. Comfort. Restoration. Transformation. All things are possible with God. Jesus can do it for you. This clip is of proof of His love and Power. Amen.

Come to the fountain of Living Water today and never thirst again.

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Is It All Getting to You?

Are you tired of the same old thing? Are you frustrated with your relationships, your job (or lack of)? Are you depressed and living in despair? All is bleak, you’re broken and worn. Can’t take it anymore… What’s the point of it all?

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The world is hurting right now. So many people are currently facing these dead-end type of situations and obstacles in their lives. More people than you can imagine are at their wits end right now. These problems are just monumental! They are like giant walls. We cannot get around nor climb over.

It’s no coincidence. Everything has gone haywire, but the world is too busy and spinning so fast that nobody can see what’s happening before their very eyes and in their very lives. And face it. We are distracted on every side with the smart phones, tablets, all sorts of electronic gadgets. Social Media..keeping up with everyone…spending lots of time online…movies, T.V. and all…

The point is that most people don’t want to deal with it. The truth isn’t always friendly. We don’t like being told we’re wrong-at least I know I don’t. But I was wrong about it all. Then I woke up to reality and saw the world for what it really is.  And what a rude awakening is was when I realized how deep the pit was. The rut that I found myself in. I couldn’t cut it with today’s world and I was self medicating.

Making changes in our lives is quite uncomfortable. But one day I answered the door when The Lord Jesus Christ, The Son of The Living God Jehovah (The God of The Bible) came knocking. I could have ignored Him as many times before, but He came to me at a time when I just couldn’t make it anymore. I couldn’t do this thing called life. He set me free from the bondage of sin. The old me is gone forever and I’m forgiven, reconciled to God by the Blood our Lord Jesus shed on The Cross. He saved a wretch like me. If I can trust Jesus to get me out of the pit, you can too. It’s more than a decision. It’s a new way of life!

We come to God just as we are with our dirtiness and brokenness and open wounds. Then God makes us clean, BRAND NEW through Jesus Christ! You don’t come to God perfect. He accepts us as we are and erases the past!

Things are growing darker in this world today-and if you seek to know God through His Son Jesus, you will be able to see with spiritual eyes for yourself. Friend, things are only going to get worse and coming to Christ, belonging to God is the only way out. Jesus is going to come and take those that are His away from the looming 7 year Tribulation written of in the Bible, The Word of God.  The New World Order is complete but cannot be implemented until The true followers of Christ are taken out of the way. The new one-world government, currency, Mark of The Beast (in the right hand or forehead…see Revelation Chapter 13) and revealing of the Antichrist (most likely Barack Obama, see Bible Verses About The Antichrist),  Right now it’s considered “not cool” to stand for God through Jesus Christ, the ONLY WAY to God, unlike what Oprah and many other deceivers are teaching. It is considered hate speech to stand for an absolute right and believe in an absolute wrong.  Nobody wants to offend anyone…

The Time is NOW. We aren’t guaranteed another breath. Choose Jesus and eternity in Heaven this moment BEFORE The Rapture!

Those who are left behind after the Rapture of the Church (When we are caught up with Jesus) will be faced with an excruciating choice—accept the mark of the beast in order to survive or face starvation and horrific persecution by the Antichrist and his followers. But those who come to Christ during this time, those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of life (Revelation 13:8), will choose to endure, even to martyrdom.

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You Can Come Home

Some turn to a bottle
Some turn to a drug
Some turn to another’s arms
But it seems like it’s never enough…

Lyrics via Turn Around by Matt Maher

God is ever waiting with open arms, my friends. Call out, let your worries be made known. Give yourself to Him and He will give you Living Water…so that you never, ever thirst again…

Inside of a world at war with itself, amongst people at war with themselves, we can still yet have inner peace. Peace that surpasses understanding. A Part of The True Living God inside of us. That is beyond exciting! And motivating, and so encouraging… 🙂

*Image/lyrics combo via Christian singer/songwriter Matt Maher & the aid of Google.

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Wow…

A member of the church, who previously had been attending services regularly, stopped going. After a few
weeks, the pastor decided to visit him.

It was a chilly evening. The pastor found the man at home alone, sitting before a blazing fire. Guessing the
reason for his pastor’s visit, the man welcomed him, led him to a comfortable chair near the fireplace and waited.

The pastor made himself at home but said nothing. In the grave silence, he contemplated the dance of the
flames around the burning logs. After some minutes, the pastor took the fire tongs, carefully picked up a
brightly burning ember and placed it to one side of the hearth all alone then he sat back in his chair, still silent.

The host watched all this in quiet contemplation. As the one lone ember’s flame flickered and diminished, there
was a momentary glow and then its fire was no more. Soon it was cold and dead.

Not a word had been spoken since the initial greeting.The pastor glanced at his watch and realized it was time
to leave. He slowly stood up, picked up the cold, dead ember and placed it back in the middle of the fire. Immediately it began to glow, once more with the light and warmth of the burning coals around it.

As the pastor reached the door to leave, his host said with a tear running down his cheek, ‘Thank you so much
for your visit and especially for the fiery sermon. I will be back in church next Sunday.’

We live in a world today, which tries to say too much with too little. Consequently, few listen. Sometimes the
best sermons are the ones left unspoken.

via Gregg Braden

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Missing My Dad tonight

My mother was cleaning out the back room this evening when she found something that my dad had written. It was like hearing him talk through her as she read aloud. This made me turn on the song So Far Away by Avenged Sevenfold.

Man, it hurts…

But in reality, it shouldn’t because of the quality of life he had, fading away, slowly. I wish I could hug him. Even the hugs that weren’t the best while he was in that adjustable bed at the nursing facility would be Heavenly. I want to fully embrace him…Oh, how I miss him tonight!

Over time his smile slowly faded. But It was awesome to see him smile despite being in such a horrible state of life. I’m wearing his dimples until I go home, too.

But, hey! Christmas is gonna rock for him this year in Heaven! He will be celebrating with the Star! Jesus!

*tears*

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My Priorities Have Changed.

The things ‘I want for Christmas’ or in this life, have changed over the years. The new & shiny, black Cadillac, the fancy home in an untouchable neighborhood by the ocean side, that private practice I’m not opening, trips to Europe or exotic islands…that’s not me anymore. I want to ride home on the wings of Angels someday..to my mansion on streets of gold, by the River of Life, flowing from the Throne of God-that is incomparable to any body of water on this earth. I don’t have to have a PhD to get in.

Amen.

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God’s Love

God’s Love is like no other love… It is unconditional.

We as human beings were bought at a price. Jesus bore all of our sin on that Cross and died in our place so that we would all have a chance to know Him, and know God. To find out where we fit in God’s Plan of life.

And as long as someone is alive and breathing with sound mind, he or she can choose God over human nature. We can choose to follow the way of the Spirit instead of the ways of flesh. The moment to find Jesus is now. Now is a great time to seek Him so that we may be found.

True love can be found at the foot of the Cross. Gazing up at the Son of God, or The Cross where he was pinned in shame and suffering there for all to see…I see Grace. Grace is why I am writing this post. The Grace of God has moved me in the right direction. I have found it to be the answer to everything. God’s grace is enough. Find this truth for yourself in 2 Corinthians 12:9 of The Word. For years and years I sang along in Church, Amazing Grace. However, it is not until now that I see...

This year a dramatic awakening shook my spirit. I am not the same. I will never be the same. Because I decided to further seek the Truth, I am growing. I’m craving God because this Christian thing isn’t a halfway kind of relationship. We are either For Him or against Him. It makes sense that all of that time I spent in the gray area I was so depressed and life was chaos. Once you really take the time to get to know Him, you can’t live without Him. Once you give your life to Jesus, you’ve given it all. It mustn’t end with one single act. It is a lifelong commitment, and a lifelong race. On the other side of the finish line, a place is prepared for those who choose to love Him, to obey, and live faithfully.

I cannot explain the great peace that I now know as I trust God, and believe. His answers were there before I had the questions…

God doesn’t give up on people. People give up on God.

No matter where you are, who you are, or what is troubling you in the moment, He is still listening and and waiting for you, personally to call on Him.

God bless 🙂

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The 2 Great Things I Learned in 2014

This year I have learned 2 major lessons to life.

No matter who you are, where you are. This applies.

  1.  There is one Universal Answer to every question we have or will ever have. It is “God’s grace is enough.” (2 Corinthians 12:9) So all of the things that come up in my life, that confuse me, cause me pain, and I want them gone…God does not have to take them away because His power that rests on me is enough. God doesn’t have to move the mountain, He may simply give me the strength I need to climb my way to the top.

No one Else’s prayer is any better than yours. It doesn’t take a long line of intellectual dialogue to communicate with God. He is listening for words from your heart. Cry out and tell Him what hurts. Tell Him what you need. Tell Him how thankful you are for the very breath you breathe.

2. My life was dramatically, forever changed when I not only spoke to the Lord, but I started listening. Signs began showing up in my life. I received hints from Heaven.

You might ask, How does one listen to God?

Of course I agree with my brothers and sisters in Christ that we hear by the Word. The Truth of The Bible is how God speaks. It’s also…in being open for these great signs, blessings, and miracles. Let your faith be wide open, like the sky. When you are open to God you are able to understand, to hear Him…and receive all of these things.