As human beings we weren’t created to be alone. We were created to Fellowship with God and with other people.
This morning I listened to a song that stirred up emotions and pain of heartaches in the past. I thought I’d write about it this morning…
I was a very lonely teenager. I was a very brokenhearted girl.
All I ever wanted was to be accepted and loved.
That’s all I ever wanted as an infant and a small child.
The LORD has revealed so much to me this year that answers so many questions.
The pain I’ve been dealing with for years is now being dealt with by The Holy Spirit.
I was cursed and as a result of it I experienced rejection over and over for 32 years.
I am 33 now and so very blessed.
I’m dealing with the pain today.
I feel it everyday in my body and in my soul during this season of inner healing.
I wound up trapped in an abusive marriage that God never intended for me to be in.
I tried to leave my ex-husband many times but I could never get away. It wasn’t until this year when God Himself intervened that I was able to break free from that unholy marriage and so much more.
Who hasn’t ever been lonely or felt rejected?
Throughout the years, my break-up style was to throw away everything that had anything to do with the boyfriend that had dumped me (usually they broke up with me) the night of the break up so I could wake up and not feel as bad the next day.
Here I am in high school. The chained woman in my artwork is actually part of my soul. I had no idea that I was in such bondage in the very depths of my being.
Thanks be unto GOD for His Unspeakable Gift! Yeshua saved me. I didn’t know all of this was even real and I never would have known it applied to me had He not revealed it by The Holy Spirit.
My whole life I’d try extra hard to make the boy/man love me in every relationship and EVERY time, even in the abusive marriage I was in for 9 years, they’d let me down.
I would be THE ONE buying THEM gifts. It’s like I was selling myself.
Every woman wants to be adored! Every woman wants a man to BUY HER gifts!
Who doesn’t wanna feel special? I never did.
Yep. I have been burning bridges for years… and it’s tiresome.
Yeshua said He’d carry all of this…
Matthew 11:28-30 King James Version (KJV)
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light
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Yeshua/Jesus died on the Cross for ALL of us for ALL sins.
He offers His PERFECT REST for ALL of mankind!
No matter who you are or what you’re dealing with, you too can find REST for YOUR SOUL today!
The same Cross that covers lying and adultery covers homosexuality as well.
We are all loved by God. He is NO respecter of persons.
The LORD is ministering to my very soul everyday. He’s showing me that He ALONE is God! He is ALL I need! Anybody else in my life can only compliment what He is doing. Nobody ELSE and NOTHING else can COMPLETE me. ONLY GOD can complete any of us.
Brother Marcus Rogers does an amazing job of explaining this concept in his book Through The Fire to Be On Fire.
I have just begun reading Brother Marcus’ Testimony in his book from Amazon and I, like many others, am being so blessed by it! Check it out here and get your own copy. Support Brother Marcus as he’s doing amazing things for The LORD!
ALL women must know that their worth is ONLY in The CROSS.
It doesn’t matter how many people have broken your heart.
Our identity can only be rooted in THE CROSS and what GOD did for us!
Our worth as women or as human beings is ONLY determined by The CROSS!
No matter how many may have broken up with you and no matter how many times you have been rejected… God LOVES you and has a plan for YOUR life! ♥
As you read this, I pray The Lord God Almighty blesses you one hundredfold.
Have an awesome day! God bless 🙂