Christian, you may be going through it like never before, but just remember even if you feel God is so far away, HE NEVER LEFT. When you feel you have “made Him mad” remember HE CHANGES NOT. Know that no matter how bad the waves, they will NOT GO OVER YOUR HEAD! He knows how you feel and what you need. This trial and dark period of faith testing will produce beautiful fruit in your life as you are transformed inside out and BRING JESUS GLORY WITH YOUR TESTIMONY! †
Isaiah 43:2 (KJV)
When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.