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Spiritual Warfare Prayer Against Depression/Heaviness

FEELING THAT HEAVINESS ON YOU TODAY?

MAYBE THIS PRAYER AND WORDS WILL GIVE YOU A BOOST:

SPIRITUAL WARFARE PRAYERS ~ #SpiritualWarfareForce

By Sister Bella ❤️

Jesus, sometimes I can almost sense the heaviness of pressure mounting and the ominous presence of darkness around me. I recognize my enemy is at work again. Whether he’s trying to discourage me to get sidetracked, to fall into temptation, to give up, or to take my eyes off you, he’s always hanging around.

I need your supernatural power, Lord, to stand strong and not surrender. Physical force won’t help, because you’ve said the weapons of our warfare are different from those in this world. As believers, ours are powerful and can demolish strongholds and lies. These supernatural weapons originate from you. By your precious name and blood, Jesus, I’m asking you to confuse Satan and cancel his attempts to shut me and my influence down. Help me not to become discouraged or to give in when heavy times of testing come.

When I’m tired and weak, you are strong, Lord, and you are my only source of help. I cannot fight without you. Teach me how to pray and to trust you to pull down those strongholds that keep me or others helpless. Guard me from isolation that leaves me exposed and vulnerable. I believe you destroyed the power of my enemy by your death and resurrection. But like a bad penny, my enemy keeps showing up, whispering lies, twisting truth, and attempting to inflate my selfish pride. He never gives up. I am declaring the devil and his demons liars today, Lord. Through the power of your precious name and blood, I agree with your Word and the truth that you are in me and that you are greater than my enemy who wants to rule the world. You, your Word, and prayer, Lord, are my secret weapons. I belong to you, and that fills me with a powerful God-confidence. I want to constantly dress in the spiritual armor you give me. Help me use it to defend others from Satan’s fiery darts as well. No one and nothing can snatch me away from your hand.

Strengthen my faith, Lord. Forgive my sins, so that I may be clean in your righteousness. Make me brave, so I can stand and fight the spiritual battles in my life and in our world. Give me your wisdom and discernment so I won’t be caught off guard. Together, Lord, we’ll win, because in truth, you already have.

In Jesus’s powerful name before which every knee shall bow, Amen!

Luke 10:19

Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.

1 Corinthians 15: 57

But thanks be to God, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Lord Jesus Christ.

2 Corinthians 2: 14

But thanks be to God, Who in Christ always leads us in triumph [as trophies of Christ’s victory] and through us spreads and makes evident the fragrance of the knowledge of God everywhere.

2 Corinthians 10: 3-4

For though we walk (live) in the flesh, we are not carrying on our warfare according to the flesh and using mere human weapons. For the weapons of our warfare are not physical [weapons of flesh and blood], but they are mighty before God for the overthrow and destruction of strongholds.

Ephesians 6:10-18

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

Ephesians 6: 11-12

Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.)

Personal Journey

Urgent prayers against Rituals Tonight.

This is really urgent. Satanic Rituals are taking place tonight somewhere in the world and children are terrified and cold. Please pray now!

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Let’s shake things up in The Name of THE LORD!�Lord, we petition The Courts of Heaven as Your Body…Your Bride..this night!�We ask in Yeshua’s Name, that ALL plans, plots, and schemes of the kingdom of darkness related to Satanic Rituals/Halloween be rendered null and void right NOW! Let everything plotted in secret pertaining to these things be exposed for all the world to see!�Almighty God, RAIN Your Revival FIRE on the earth like NEVER before!!!�In The Name of The Son of God, Yeshua, our Messiah, we utterly shut down and CANCEL ALL Satanic Rituals in the earth for Halloween and this whole season! In The Name of Yeshua, we break and cancel all enemy assignments against the lives of innocent little ones, and ignorant, unlearned individuals susceptible to such crimes.�In Yeshua’s Name, we bind up the spirits of death, suicide, depression, sorrow, hopelessness, gender confusion, Baphomet, perversion, and all else for all the earth! In turn we LOOSE the Fruit of The Spirit into the land in exchange in Yeshua’s Name!�Wake up and shake up the earth, Lord GOD ALMIGHTY!�Let The Church no longer SLEEP!�Father God, Please cancel any backlash or retaliation on behalf of all those interceding regarding this in Yeshua’s Name.�In The Name of Yeshua, I prophesy BREAKTHROUGH over all of FACEBOOK! Everyone reading this, receive your BLESSING in The Name of YESHUA!

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Daily Devotional with Mr. Jeffrey A. Hale 10.18.18 ❤️

🎶Leaves are falling all around

It’s time I was on my way

Thanks to you I’m much obliged

For such a pleasant stay

But now it’s time for me to go

The autumn moon lights my way

For now I smell the rain

And with it pain

And it’s headed my way

Ah, sometimes I grow so tired

But I know I’ve got one thing I got to do

Ramble on🎶

This week I have been listening to Robert Plant’s Band of Joy. The golden rock god burrows deeper into gothic American roots music. Trading in T-Bone Burnett and Alison Krauss for Buddy Miller and Patty Griffin, thereby finding the only sound that matters. My favorite track is Angel Dance and a new rendition of Ramble On. This album has brought me much Joy this week. Who doesn’t want Joy in their life? Isaiah 55:12 says, “You shall go out with joy and be led forth with peace.” The word “led forth” in Hebrew, is “yabal.” Yabal also means to “flow”, like a river flows. YeHoVaH/God’s Spirit is likened to water that flows. So, when you’re living in His Spirit and being led by Him, you’re going to flow. Is your life characterized by flowing or is it being driven, pressed, and compelled by all the things that are happening around you? Are you rushing and running but not being led? If you’re not being led, then you’re not going to flow. Anger, jealousy, fear, and depression have no flow. A life that’s driven, forced, and pushed has no flow because it’s not led. But if you’re led by YeHoVaH/God, you have the quality of flowing. Love, faith, mercy, kindness, Joy, and peace flow. That’s how you are to go through life, flowing in His Spirit. Don’t be driven, but instead be led and be Joyful. For when you are led by His Spirit, your life will flow like a river. Then you shall go out with Joy and be led forth with peace. Amen?

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A Psalm For My Father ❤️

I am so in love with You, God!

You are so Beautiful!

I love the way You hold me and catch every tear!

You are my Rock and my Fortress!

I shall NOT be moved!

I love the way You kiss me…each day when I open my eyes, I am ALIVE! Hallelujah!

YOU are sooooo Amazing!

You’re my Best Friend, Almighty God!

I LOVE You, Father!

I LOVE Your Heart….

Thank You for loving me soooo much!

In The Name of Yeshua, Amen ❤️😘

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Urgent Prayers with Brother Farhad of Pakistan 🙏🔥

In Christ, Heavenly Father God Almighty, Elohim Yahweh, the Creator of Heaven and Earth, Hear crying hearts’ voice and answer crying hearts’ prayers, you are so merciful and wonderful God, I thank  you that you never leave us nor forsake us in troubles of world, You always come to help persecuted crying families, children and persecuted Asyl um seekers. There is nothing lack in your Holy Treasure to bless poorest families who are walking by faith in wilderness of different countries.

Father God Almighty, You know pains, burdens and sufferings of humble missionaries who are working among persecuted Christian families and persecuted Asylum seekers & refugees to encourage and bless them to be faithful in Christ.  Merciful God the Father, Save us from strong hold of worldly mentalities, flesh mindedness, selfishness of world that rooted in sinful world.

Because you are only hope for hopeless and You are most urgent help of helpless. You are supernatural help who trust in you, you can provide needs of persecuted families and most of Asylum seekers who have no job according to the law of country without work permit visa; there is too much lack of foods for survival, even nothing to pay for room rent and survival for basic needs of life.

Merciful God Father, Faithful Christians are living in wilderness for last many years and month under uncertainty in waiting result & interviews from UNHCR. There is no proper suitable time to be refugee for persecuted Asylum seekers. Persecuted families had been called into interview after years. Even UNHCR did not take care for room rent, basic needs of life, healthcare, future of innocent children until they did not get asylum seeker letter or refugee card. How Asylum seekers will survive without basic needs of life, house, transportation. Individual finds houses on personal basic, there is so much insecurity for Asylum seekers even appointed card is not regarded anyway.

Merciful Father God Almighty, even police and immigration can arrest Asylum seeker. There are so many cases that Pakistani Christians have misplaced, even church leader tried to find them in police stations, but there is still no clue for lost. Behind of families’ members have been crying bitterly for their families members. But UNHCR has no solution for this cause. Even UNHCR did not approval local police and immigration for protection of Asylum seekers.

Merciful God the Father almighty, if Asylum seekers become sick, doctors of referred clinic write expensive tests that Asylum seekers cannot afford personally without job. Asylum seekers come under heavy persecution from both side after being victim from their own countries. Under UNHCR process, they are facing different kind of persecution morally, financially, ethically, insecurity of basic needs of life and protection of health care and life care in multicultural countries. Sensitive persecuted asylum seekers died in wilderness by committing suicides or closed themselves in rooms, become different kind of patients due to lace, stress and depression.

Merciful God the Father Almighty, Open door of generous hearts from your divine Heavenly places and treasures, churches, organizations and ministries.  I also ask mercy for detainees of Thailand who had been arrested in Bangkok, Thailand  recently raids as overstayed immigrant against polices of UNHCR for  Asylum seekers and Refugees. Set them free who are legal and innocents Asylum seekers and refugees through UNHCR. Open gates for them to go back countries who want to go back.

Merciful God Father Almighty, bless Pakistani Government, May Pakistani Government give protection to those Asylum seekers who are going back to their countries. And give them confidence to be protected by Government to live their lives peacefully. In fact, Detention gives different kinds of diseases due to strange food, different culture and language, psychological problem, weakness and helplessness; they may have human rights. Father God Almighty helps them to be encouraged to be good citizen.

Merciful God the Father Almighty, if I asked UNHCR officer, she said to me that police and immigration can arrest refugees also even having refugee cards. Even Asylum seekers are not allowed to job legally without work permit visa. Father God Almighty, there is so much confusion for unqualified poorest and persecuted about polices of UNHCR, tricks of world, rules. Open ways and institute to encourage persecuted Asylum seekers to have consultancy to be encouraged.

Merciful Heavenly Father God Almighty, I ask your divine intervention for healing sicks, divine rescue for lost  and the solutions for poorest and suffering missionaries, persecuted families, children and sick. I ask your supernatural provision for basic needs of life, room rent, and secure transportation to be blessed for paying bills of houses. I ask release order for detainees in mighty name of Jesus Christ Yeshua, Amen.

Visit Bishop Farhad’s blog HERE

If you would like to reach out to Brother Farhad or help him, here is the link to his Facebook page

https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100010171206247

Personal Journey, Christianity

Prayers against Black Magic and Witchcraft

Prayers against Black Magic and Witchcraft Via Sister Bella ❤️

When you read the first prayer you accept Jesus and receive the covering of God’s blessings on and in your life…

“All praise our God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the Heavenly realms because we are united with Christ.” ~Ephesians 1:3

Pray this first to recieve your authority under Christ Jesus:

Thank you wonderful Father God for bringing me to this revelation that I need to pray this prayer over my life. My Lord Jesus I surrender my life to you and all my worries. I repent of my sins and declare you Son of the living God and Saviour over my life. Please guide and protect me and my loved ones friends and family with your blood in all we do. Holy Spirit fill me, guide me and bless me and my loved ones and all future generations until judgment day in Jesus name. Amen

In Jesus name, I cover myself, my loved ones and anyone in the World that needs it with the Blood of Jesus. I ask for giant warrior Angels to protect us and my loved ones. With your war clubs and weapons of war, I break down, undam and blow up all walls of protection around all witches, black magic practitioners, Satanists, sorcerers, and the like covering them with the blood of Jesus. I break the power of all curses, hexes, vexes, spells, obeah, charms, fetishes, psychic prayers, psychic thoughts, all witchcraft, sorcery, magic, voodoo, all mind control, jinxes, potions, bewitchments, death destruction, sickness, pain, torment, psychic power, psychic warfare, prayer chains, incense and candle burning, incantations, chanting, blessings, hoodoo, crystals, root works, using our pictures, name or belongings, things in food or drink, dreams whether willing or otherwise and everything being sent my way or my loved ones way, or any deliverance ministries way. I rebuke you and bind you cover all named and unnamed demonic forces permanently with the blood of Jesus. I return all the evil directed towards me and my loved ones with every demon to the sender and bind it to them with the blood of Jesus and every spiritual enemy and cast them permanently into the lake of fire in Jesus name. We cover our physical enemies with the blood of Jesus too so they can never harm another soul. We cut and burn their ungodly silver cords and lay lines, connections and any demonic markings on our mind, body, spirit and soul, closing permanently EVERY doorway satan has opened in our lives covered in the blood of Jesus. We call for recompense Father God and for you to judge whether to take vengeance against our enemies in Jesus name. Every curse and wicked thought against our lives will manifest in immediate abundant blessings for us and all our loved ones and no curse shall ever touch us, our lives, family and friends and all future generations whether they are willing or not in Jesus name.

Every curse and generational curse by my ancestors or any demonic source going back to Adam and Eve on both sides of my family going forward until judgment day you are bound and broken and every legal holding on my life is destroyed, in the name of Jesus, I cover myself and loved ones with the cleansing blood of Jesus. I am free, blessed, anointed, and appointed and all my body, weight, mind, life, health, skin, hair, relationships, family is in exact accordance with God’s word. God is shining favour in every aspect of my life and career, family, relationship, finances and protection. In Jesus name. Amen

Psalm 3:5-6

5. I lay down and slept, yet I woke up in safety, for the Lord was watching over me. 6. I am not afraid of ten thousand enemies who surround me on every side.

2 Timothy 1: 7

7.For God did not us not a spirit of fear and but of power and love and of a sound mind.

Genesis 12:2-3

2. I will make you a great nation; I will bless you and make your name great; and you shall be a blessing. 3. I will bless those that bless you, and I will curse those that curses you; and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.

Psalm 138:7 7. Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you preserve my life; you stretch out your hand against the wrath of my enemies, and your right hand delivers me.

Philippians 1:28

Don’t be intimidated or fearful or show fear to your enemies. (Your strength) Will be a sign to them that they are going to be destroyed, but that you are going to be saved, even by God himself.

Luke 1:74-75

74. We have been rescued from our enemies so we can serve God without fear, 75. In holiness and righteousness for as long as we live.

Psalm 91:9-16

9. Because you have made the Lord my refuge, the Most High, your place of residence- 10. No evil will happen to you; no disease will come to your home. 11. Because he will order his messengers to help you, to protect you wherever you go. 12. They will carry you with their own hands so you don’t bruise your foot on a stone. 13. You’ll march on top of lions and vipers; you will trample young lions and serpents underfoot. 14. God says, because you are devoted to me, I will rescue you. I will protect you because you know my name. 15. When ever you cry out to Me, I will answer. I will be with you in troubling times. I will save you and glorify you. 16. I will fill you full with old age. I will show you my salvation.

Thou shalt not go with them; thou shalt not curse the people; for they ARE Blessed.” ~Numbers 22:12

A little harder is to pray for those who have cursed you or tried to harm you and your loved ones.

“Ask God to bless anyone who curses you and pray for anyone who was cruel to you”~ Luke 6:28

By doing what God wants to do you increase your own blessings and can begin the process of forgiveness and healing. It may not be what you want to do right now especially for someone intent on causing you harm and misery but God will take vengeance against our enemies… Pray for God to remove the hurt, fear, bitterness from the situation from you and to replace it with peace and comfort from the Holy Spirit.

“Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, ‘Vengeance is Mine, I will repay says the Lord.”~Romans 12:19

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Halloween. See It For What It Is!

🔥it’s such an Illuminati style slap in the face to have Precious, innocent children dressing up for Halloween. Child sacrifice is unfortunately REAL and still happening in this world. Innocent babies and children are being tortured, broken, and even murdered In Satanic Rituals around the world.

Will you boycott Halloween this year? Ask God to show you…🔥

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#Fighting The Good Fight

Personal journal entry tonight.

First off, I just wanna say for The Glory of God,

GOD LOVES YOU and He wants to reach the world through willing vessels.

Ultimately the goal of this blog is for reaching others for JESUS/Yeshua because souls are the heartbeat of Father GOD. I love you guys! JESUS LOVES YOU MORE!

I am learning how much this season…

There’s no crown without a Cross.

The battle is real. If you don’t take up your cross and follow Jesus, you cannot be His Disciple. It’s HARD because crosses have weight to them. Anyone who chooses to follow Yeshua/Jesus has some type of personal cross, BUT THE LORD IS FAITHFUL!

God blesses me with all of these luxuries to comfort me in the middle of this season of inner healing!

Yeshua/Jesus is exposing the deepest of wounds in my soul in this season. Wounds I had no idea were there. Wounds that really HURT but need attention after years of neglect or hiddenness.

Check out this video about belief systems. This is a very real issue for human beings and it is serious. It will really bless you.

I’m learning to not underestimate seasons of hiddenness. God will humble us before a season of promotion. You may not be immediately appointed after being anointed.

The pruning wilderness can be really tough, but it’s necessary.

Like, comforting videos of truth and encouragement from Brother Marcus Rogers,

fresh, soul-soothing ministry, and even personal fellowship with my new musical hero, Kate White!

My goodness! How Amazing I am finding my God out to be in this season…

He is SO merciful.

I must say that the hardest lesson I’ve had to learn this year is that GOD HAS to be enough. Praise HIM that He really is though! We all have mountains and valleys.

We gotta soak up the beauty in the valleys and not just wish them away.

There’s purpose in everything with God. Nothing is wasted.

So…

The Good LORD has been blessing me sooooo much lately in ginormous ways!

I must admit that because God is Good, I have always been blessed and because of The Magnitude of His Blessings, it was hard to tell that I was cursed for 32 years as I mentioned in my last personal post!

This year is the most transformative year of my entire life.

I was a caterpillar who was really bad off in 2017 (you can see that clearly if you check out the post from back then.)

The LORD has  made me a butterfly… I have wings now.  I am free…

After 9 years in an unhealthy, abusive marriage, I’m free from captivity.

God blessed me with one of the greatest revelations ever this year!

The broken soul. This is The Biblical explanation for mental illness.

I think Brother Mark and Sister Risa of Hope Preserved Ministries have done an excellent job explaining all about it on their website. CLICK HERE to see for yourself.

This revelation along with the most important revelation of all time (which I will explain more about in greater detail at a later date with an updated personal testimony) has changed EVERYTHING tremendously!

I no longer take many medications. God has weaned me off of so much stuff.

Medicine and psychiatry…

I’m blessed to not wear reading glasses anymore too!

I have lost over 60 pounds this past year!

The LORD resurrected my femininity and identity as a woman which the devil tried to steal and destroy.

I am just doing so well! I hope that this encourages someone tonight!

FOR THE GLORY OF GOD!

Today He blessed me to spread the truth and shine my light a bit.

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My #HampsteadJustice Tee came in last week and I got to rock it today! YAY!

Join our movement for THE TRUTH and THE CHILDREN! Get your own HERE!

I got a bunch of drop cards and spread them around town…

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We are the salt and light!!!

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Today while I was in Wal-Mart I saw people looking through The Halloween section with their children. This hurt. It all really struck a chord in the depths of my soul.

I was feeling the type of hurt that God feels when He watches His Children messing around with sin. The wages of sin is death.

It really hurts to see innocent little children celebrating death (ignorantly) at the hands of ignorant parents or parents who are allowing it…

I didn’t know or believe celebrating Halloween was wrong until very later on in life.

Also…

I just wanted to share this beautiful video by our dear Brother in The LORD, Marcus Rogers. It really means a lot to me. The message is powerful. I pray it blesses you too!

I pray this last video really challenges you in a beautiful way.

God bless you, Precious Ones! ♥

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Pause for Prayers Please.

Praise The Lord all the earth! Please pray in agreement with me for Brother Henry Bhatti Farhad. He shared this beautiful, heartfelt prayer with me today. Thank you.

In Jesus Christ, heavenly Father God Almighty, I am thankful to you as you wanted to keep me and you have kept me as missionary for humanity’ service among different faiths, denominations and sects. Even if they did not know nothing about standard of missionary and your Holy words promises, how missionary humbly works in all situation of nothing or something but survived in difficulties in your Holy Promises for eternal reward. Every faith of sect and denominations works according to the worldly standard but not spiritual state of mind. I always glorify your Holy Name, Lord of Host, Lord of Lords and King of Kings in something or nothing with faith in Christ because our reward is heavens (James 1: 12), I have been living in the spiritual realm in your Holy Promises as I started to serve humanity among all nations since 2002 continually. Your words say that you are same in every situation (Hebrew 13: 😎

Merciful God of Host, You only can do justice with human and especially with your beloved who walks by faith in your promises in this materialistic flesh world. I happily serve your ministry and mission among all especially persecuted Asylum seekers & Refugees with commitment and devotion for their encouragement and betterment educationally in the church without walls. Even I was mocked, mentally and physically tortured by flesh thoughts of materialistic world. Missionary spirit had been considered as persecuted, cast down of earth among other faiths ( 2 Cor 4: 6 – 12).

Merciful God of Host, cause I was not appointed in any organization, funding ministry and church to survive for missionary journey and your ministry. But I keep up your ministry with commitment according to your Holy promises in spiritual realm. When I did start my journey of faith in your Holy Words promises? In this materialistic world, believers and non – believers only believe in planed projected work, even though they forgotten the spirit of Apostles, saints, disciple of Jesus Christ, how they did serve and spread good news among grieved world. Even they did not understand You, how you come in fellowship with human ( Matthew 25: 35 – 40) according to your Holy Words and even services and gifts are different with every believers and missionaries.(1 Cor 12) Flesh minded lives in flesh materialistic realm only, they cannot comprehend things of spiritual realm. Because they have no same commitment and your ministry in their lives among other faiths and believers, they might be very good according to worldly point of views. Every spirit of world wanted to swallow us according to their desires by polluting our characters, trapping in fraud cases, or in the danger of wild nature.

Merciful God of Host, In Fact, we are living by faith not by sight in any projected plans for provision of basic needs of life. Most of people did not learn to give glory to the God of Host Almighty but they had learnt to be prominent among all by doing well, It had been illusion for flesh minded people. I want you Lord of Host that you still can save us under your mighty wings. They tested us according to their flesh mind on every moments, every field, But now I am totally broken due to lacks for long time ago by different tests, trials and temptations as I had been facing in Pakistan and now in Malaysia. My family suffered in Pakistan , I suffered here as illegal here in Malaysia.

Merciful God of Host, Get me in your divine supernatural provision for your divine ministry for persecuted church, innocents children and Asylum seekers & refugees, Get me out from cheapest thoughts who want to keep me illegal immigrant under their guidance and direction. Even they did not consider my legal basic human right to have home, family, basic needs of life. Save me corrupt nature who looks everything corruptible according to their desires. Save from wild attitude and nature. You know that it is too much difficult to walk by faith in this materialistic minded world that looks only outwardly things and reward of showing.

I thank you Lord God Almighty, You did not give me heart and mind and education like other believers of world who believe in Planed project works. If I believe like them, I happily started to walk by faith in your Holy promise to have daily experience of miracles. Thank you that you saved me still. I had been on your mission of Apostle and disciples of Jesus Christ for spreading Gospel news. But as human, when I overwhelmed with pain and burden, I cried bitterly secretly for nations’ miserable condition due to their unfaithfulness of believers and non – believers. Worldly eyes looks only outward materialistic thing but not spiritual realm (Matthew 23: 17, 2 Cor 10: 7, 4: 16) when I have nothing to give them according to their flesh nature and mind (Acts 3: 6 ) . Then I had come under flesh minded thoughts for provision who did not understand Your Holy words promises, mission in this world for restoration of humanity.

I ask forgiveness now, please forgive me Lord God Almighty, cause sometime I also do mistakes like weak human due to weakness of human. Even now I have become old, flesh minded looks to me and mocked me according to their point of views of world. I am not afraid of their mocking, But I ask your provision for visa and tickets and provision for living and basic needs of life and family needs. I want to keep up your Holy Words mission according to your Holy Promises in my life but not according to these people who mocked divine Lord Jesus Christ who did everything for human, and then who I am His humble disciple. I just ask your mercy for myself and my family in Pakistan and all Asylum seekers & refugees who are living by faith in your Holy Promises. I ask with confidence , It is your promises that you will never leave us nor forsake us in the hands of worldly flesh people who consider us nothing , our wages are nothing as missionary in this materialistic world. I ask your divine supernatural provision to do your ministry and mission for humanity. I ask with faith in Mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.